living on my own is awesome dude ,, i dont have clean clothes ,, or food or gas or a support system or weed or someone to lovingly hold me ...BUT walking around with no pants might make it all worth it :,)

la creatura ,

takeover

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never gonna complain about drawing on my ipad again ....... i miss my apple pencil sooooo so much TwT

i wish i had people in my life who are like Me and wanted to play or hangout with me ,,,, and didnt think any less of me but loved that im trying to reparent and love myself >_< i know that i need to be that for myself, but it gets lonely sometimes :<

wounded canine that bites anyone who gets too close :// or whatever >_<

sniff .... i just want to be held and loved and and have my head pat and tummy pet and and ...,,,..,,, kissed all over my face >~<

trying to get into voluntary age regressing ....... i dont know how to have fun ,,,,,,,,,

the middles are fighting in headspace ,,

i should draw him gettinf beat up <3

im a stupid dog and i like to get high

last past is tooooio real ,,,,

CW: suicidal ideation Questions for Ink #brainbunnies

tldr: i had to put a persecutor in the timeout chair :/

all our main alters are low energy/depressed and one of our biggest EP persecutors can easily slip through thr barriers and ,,, god damn shes kind of a mess lolol

its ,,, one of those nights where i want to get beat up becauseeeee because im a sick dog ,,, w , woof ,,

CW: CSA , CSEM , VENT adverse childhood experiences

v high and and sad :(

snuggle plushies and and ,,, take meds and drift off ,, i hope i can get a good sleep tonighttt ><

trauma ouppy in the bath ,,, plagued by the Horrors of Childhood ,, on top of huge stress ,,,, eugh

(<- the dog who just realized he's stuck in a flashback)

getting followed by a dude today reallyyyy brought up some bad feelings and horrible memories,, now im lashing out at people i love because im afraid no ones believing me

u can ALWAYS count on me to have a panic attack at wwwalmart,, <3

i havent done dxm enough to say that i like weed with it but ,,, i can say that i rlly like weed with some dxm :33

same feeling drawn by 2 different alters

i got thc oil yesterday and :3 hits so much faster than an edible owo

maybe if im a good noodle i can plan night where i can ,,, try tripping again ,, :33

but who are you?

my system is slowly becoming chaos again and my brain defaults to eli and me running the ship and liek... thats a weird combo but If You Say So

u can now watch the inner workings of a mentally ill doggyyy >/////<