I feel kind of bad at laughing at someone who clearly has no idea how to cook trying to make a recipe but man, sometimes a little common sense goes a long way. And learning at least how long to boil hard pasta 😭

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So like...I'm constantly saying I'm going to join challenges, but I never do. I want to actually change that in 2026. I found a gaming thread that seems interesting to me, even though it's meant for 2025. Going to follow it and post updates! howlongtobeat.com/forum/thread...

Saw someone say Divine Beast Vah Ruto is the scariest out of the four divine beasts in Breath of the Wild and it's TRUE. Something about it being half submerged in water...maybe it's that one fear people have of machines being partially submerged in water 😭

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Anyways, downloading a couple of Sabrina Carpenter albums to listen to because. you dropped your crown, queen

Eden my baby...my angel...we've done such horrible things to you...please forgive daddies...sincerely, daddy....

Suddenly remembered the existence of the Bone comics and now I MUST reread them...although I haven't read them since I was a kid so it's practically like reading them for the first time lmao.

Having very mixed emotions recently about continuing being on bluesky/the internet in general. I genuinely feel like I should get off of it for the most part, but it's hard. I guess it's been a big escape for me since my break up in 2018. I need to get off and live life though. 🙃

Anyways, if you want to know my Discord stats, here they are I guess? Cry laughing at the fact 7000 of my messages were to my bestie. Also I don't use the voice chat in Discord unless I watch someone stream. 😭😭😭

Dry Bowser makes me anything BUT dry if you know what I'm saying 😳

I need to start a game with a proper story -- I just have so many games to play that it's overwhelming. Also can't decide if I want to replay something or start something new.

I made the Irish Times newspaper for playing video games and somehow owning a house in this economy

Watching the 1993 version of JoJo's Bizarre Adventure Part 3 and this actually slaps so hard. I mean the animation could be better, but the aesthetics/art style/music isn't bad at all, and it's giving me good 90's anime nostalgia 😭

Update: I did crash and burn, but it was only for a couple of hours. Assuming that's my Lamotrigine working wonders 😭

pretty sure I'm having a manic episode but I'm just hoping I go back to normal and don't crash and burn later 🫠

Booted up Ring Fit Adventure again...still maintain this game is built for people who are already into exercising BUT I still had fun. I'm obviously not going to use only this alone to exercise, but it'll help me get moving for about 20 minutes a day.

Awkward pic and I'm too lazy to take a good one but my Seven Inches of Satanic Panic shirt came in! I love it so much. Easily my favourite Ghost EP with my favourite Ghost song in it. I went hunting specifically for a shirt with this artwork on it. 😭

Realizing I'm going to have to put a lot of work into my body if I want to be a body builder, knowing how self destructive and hateful my brain is towards me, and will try to sabotage me whenever possible.

Anyways, speaking of music, I got my favourite Nine Inch Nails album on my phone now. 🤘

Honestly, ever since I found out the original website I got all my info from for changing your name/gender in Idaho was taken down, I've been wondering if I should upload the documents I snagged from it, and creating my own website talking about what happened with me. 🤔

I'll eventually need to expand my phone's storage (or get a MP3 player/iPod dedicated to music) but man, I'd rather pay like ~$50 to ~$100 once for something to hold my music forever than whatever the hell is happening at Sp*tify.

The way most musicians distribute to streaming services is through a distributor that lets you literally check a box to add a new service. So if the music has been pushed to one service, it's on them all. In fact, the streaming service that more musicians intentionally avoid is Spotify!!

Picked up my Punirunes again. Had to recharge the batteries in it but it's up and running. Currently raising a red (?) Loverun. Going to give it up to the forest after I raise its happiness all the way. 😭

People sure do like to play the "I'm radicalized and would boycott anything!" card until it's something convenient (fast food, streaming, favourite series, etc). Or the issue causing people to boycott doesn't affect them or their loved ones in any way. lmao

Downloaded Colorful Stage/Project Sekai again. I took a very long break from it mainly due to feeling like I suck at it, but I guess you'll never be good at something if you don't at least try/practice.

*fires off a single fireball towards you that slowly tracks you* *fires off a single fireball towards you that slowly tracks you* *fires off a single fireball towards you that slowly tracks you* *fires off a single fireball towards you that slowly tracks you*

Finally going for the generational tamas on my Tamagotchi Uni. I'm only on the second generation. 😭 I also have to do the connection tamas, but I'll get those last. Almost raised every single base tama/tama with a care icon on my Uni!

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The Ol’ Jitterbug 🎶✨

I saw a photo sensitivity/seizure warning for Harvest Moon: A Wonderful Life and I was wondering why until just now...I saw that lightning scene with Daryl and even I was not feeling well after it. It's crazy how older games/media can just hit you with strobe lights and not give a fck.

I bought these facial wipes that are suppose to help with oily skin for when I'm too lazy to wash my face, and I swear to god...they make my face even more oily after a couple of hours. It's so gross. 😭

So excited for the new Tomodachi game but also terrified of Nintendo either outlawing being gay in 2026 or just making relationships/marriage not a thing in the game to avoid gayness all together...lemme marry my gay husband dammit.

I think one reason why I feel compelled to 100% games on the first playthrough is due to my friends being like "you didn't do this??? you didn't see this obscure cutscene with lore in it??? you didn't actually play the game!!!" and it just made me feel like I have to see EVERYTHING.

Making a list on my Listography of my favourite anime openings/endings and I pretty much listed every single opening/ending for Jojo's Bizarre Adventure on it LMAO. JJBA music truly slaps so hard.

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My new choker came in a little too small in terms of being able to put it in one of the standard holes, so guess who performed surgery on it and created a new hole on it so it'll fit my big arse neck. I love it so much though, super glad I got it.

Idaho's school system has failed me greatly so I'm thinking about teaching myself things like math topics that never made any sense to me, as well as attempting to self-teach myself about things like computer science. Going to set up my study stuff now and go for it.

Kind of want to play Twilight Princess, kind of want to play Tales of Symphonia...but I really should be playing something new because I'm having FOMO about literally every game I've never played 😭

Got most of my clothes haul today and I either got a size too big or a size too small for everything lmao. I still like the clothes I bought though. It's nice having jeans/pants that flatter you. 😭

Started Harvest Moon: A Wonderful Life only 3 days ago and I already have over 11 hours clocked in...loving this game so much. The remake of it is good too but the original has so much charm to it. Wish you could be gay in it though. 😭

Went to go buy something, got to check out, saw shipping was more expensive than the actual item I was getting, then closed out of the tab. Now they won't stop emailing me asking why I didn't finish my purchase. Like what do YOU think my dudes?

Finally got my favourite Ghost album on my phone. Infestissumam my beloved...

I'm going to officially be closer to being 30 than I am to being 20 in about 2 months. Outrageous. I hear 30s are usually good for people though. 😭

All the clothes I ordered + my 0g plugs come in tomorrow and I'm like

I hate when my laptop needs to charge because I can't play anything until it's at 100%. My laptop has lag spikes while it's charging that last like 10 seconds every 30 seconds. This is very much a potato but it's great otherwise. 😭

Trying to get in a routine of caring for myself. It's hard when you've kind of been just surviving for so long, but I want to change. I want to feel better and hopefully look better. 😭 I figure it's more rebellious to love myself than hurt/neglect myself.

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