Sudden bad pain in the wrist thats had a lump slowly forming on its side the last couple days - this is also on the arm where ive been getting bad eczema flareups for the past week and a half. Fun!

Sometimes you see a person who just never enjoys any art they engage with and wonder how they are alive. And yet this is an increasingly common type of person I encounter.

Been feeling a low creeping anxiety all morning like something is wrong and it's making me obscenely nervous

✍️ surefire way to make sloane front: chainsmoke on the porch at night and listen to country music

man. i rlly miss streaming i wish i had internet that functioned again

im very high and i was having a super chill time but then i gave myself a panic attack awesomes

regression

...so i might be allergic to tattoo ink

This one came out sooo good ⭐️

clown comic [originally posted 5/4/25]

New tats 🎉

I do not wanna be awake rn

u ever just get reminded of something that made you violently upset like a few weeks ago and then ur violently upset again

I rlly gotta hang out w ppl more and be more social and not self isolate all the time

beato

There's a couple ppl on main who i cant cut off for Larger Social Circle Consequence reasons, but their heads are shoved so far down the discourse mines that every time they speak to me i feel like a cop just showed up at my front door and theyre gauging if im a predator or not based on my response

Jester morning everyone!!

im jester

i go back and forth on how i feel abt having huge tits but i think ive largely settled on "its fucking awesome actually"

im so fucking sunburnt and i have another shoot tomorrow pls save me (no one brought sunscreen bc it was supposed to be overcast. it was not fucking overcast)

Experiencing a level of emotional turmoil previously only known by the atom they split to detonate atomic bombs

Gonna be at this shoot for like six hours and there is not a single public bathroom around here

despite my many gripes with my job its always been a fairly chill work environment but recently it feels like everyone has beef with everyone else and theyre trying not to talk about it 😭 and like half of it is about fucking AI use what the hell happened

Im so brave. Im literally so brave (shakign like a leaf)

what if there were two jesters and they werein love. what would yo udo

The idea of being perceived as a person and not a Thing is repulsive to me. There are parts of a human being here but they are not the whole. Jester is not a person, jester is jester

What if i just hit the Jester it/its switch on main. What if i just didn't give a fuck

soon as i get paid im texting my tattoo artist and asking what days theyre in i need to get something new on my body to make up for the disaster that was this weekend

okay yeah they definitely put it too high up and pierced my fucking cartilage i need this shit redone fuck me

got my septum pierced today but it came out. not great and im trying to be normal abt it

i need to get harle out here to finally meet my other partners and friends so i can inject 10000000000mg of weird faggots into its bloodstream

i wanna get a tattoo on my hip, but idk what of

epitaphposting --> jesterhaunt also new name and pronouns ig

Puppy

Just got a flash of paranoia and needed to evacuate my main immediately

oh yea at like 5:30 this morning we had an Incident at the house and arin got hurt and everything's fine now but according to them and sage apparently we did actually forreal go into shock so,,, yea 👍

when i get hit with a nice opportunity from someone dear to me that ive been wanting for a while and then they immediately dump several things that are likely to go wrong on me and im trying to suppress a panic attack because theyre already feeling bad and i dont wanna back out after i gave a yes

skinny skinny

In defense of resentment

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i need to make art

apocalyptically bad day. doc appt that i was told over the phone was tomorrow is actually a month from tomorrow and i dont have enough meds to last until then. and im out of refills. and my pharmacy stopped accepting my insurance.

DOMME: so how come you’re wearing a collar if you don’t have an owner ME: do you know what a ‘ronin’ is

I hate getting dirty fucking looks at work from superiors like they just caught me doing something i shouldnt when i am doing the exact thing i am supposed to be doing!!!

What if a sea angel was a girl

Im also just feeling disgusting and unwanted to an absurd degree so i guess its just one of those days (its almost always one of those days)