Yoooo I've been using my CPAP for the last 4 nights. The sheer bliss of sleeping through the night and continuously breathing is unreal. Is this what being fully alive feels like?!

Saying fuck it and chopping my hair off into a pixie mullet tonight. I tried to grow it but if I have this fuck ass bob one more day I will evaporate. Also need to queer code more at the office, can't have people thinking I'm heterosexual lmao. 🌈

I've been rewatching spn from the beginning. About to watch abandon all hope and I'm just not sure I'm emotionally prepared for this tonight 😭 I swear very little has ever made me cry as hard as this episode. 😭😭😭

I finally get my CPAP Tuesday and at this point I'm just so desperate to hopefully get some actual fucking sleep I don't even care about being stuck in a damn mask. Feeling super glad it took 5 months to get to this point... 'murican healthcare at its finest, folks. 🫩

One of the reasons I love this app is the same reason ya can't open it up just anywhere 🫢😅

Scandal is wild. Mellie and Olivia need to ditch Fitz and just get together. Or, someone with magic can send me into the scandal universe and I'll woo Mellie away from that walking ick and treat her like the goddess she is. Also since murder is super casual there it's bye bye fitzy. He's the worst.🤷🏻

I got diagnosed w/sleep apnea. It's severe and explains so much about my life tbh. This shit has been ruining my life for fucking years and each time I finally get close, it's one more step. Now it's another study. I'm exhausted, literally and emotionally. Gonna go on my lunch and cry it out.

Screaming dancing on my own on the way to work at 7 am is such a solid start to the day

It's very hoa hoa hoa vibes outside right now. I should be snuggled up in my bed with a mug of lady grey and a good book. Yet I'm in a cubicle doing paperwork. Truly a travesty.

***Manifesting a baby possum in need of a mom*** it would definitely fix me to snuggle a possum

Oh god is it true Anthony Head passed? 😭😭😭 This one hits hard, can't even lie.

Me, dreading getting into the shower: surely if i get in there it will be the absolute worst thing ever. I cannot do it. Me when I finally take a shower: ah this is exactly what I needed, so lovely and refreshing, I'm staying in here forever why did I avoid this it's so nice 💞

Oh the freaking relief when you see that your instacart shopper is a woman. I know the substitutions will be minimal, thank u goddess. I will tip u so graciously for saving me (and others) from impending hell ie... going to Walgreens sick AF.

Woke up with some sort of funk. It's been so long since I've been sick (not working with toddlers anymore lol) and I should have appreciated breathing more ugh 😩

Reply with🤘🏻and I'll give you a letter to list four characters you like! I got: F Gotta have some grilled cheesus vibes, my sweet spooky, hot but evil (affectionate), also Holden's there even it's technically his last name that starts with f 🤷🏻❤️

I wish I could get back the unhinged level of whimsy that early twenties me had bc she was really a hell of a time now I can't sleep anywhere but my bed and it has to be exactly 69 degrees with a fan and Jeremy Wade's voice lulling to sleep in the background or I'm fucked for 48 hrs 🥴

ok what about. eddie bitching and moaning about his sore ass and sore balls after an upside down–related impromtu bike ride. and when they get a moment steve is like dude shut UP do u want me to massage u or smth? and eddie's so annoyed he's like yeah harrington i do. fuck off. and steve, who

It’s really frightening.

And now I'm thinking about trouble looks good on you 😭 I think about that fic at least once a day. I've re-read it so many times despite it not being finished like doesn't even matter, it's so fucking good.

good boy. #steddie #eddiemunson #steveharrington

brat tamer. #steddie #eddiemunson #steveharrington

Steve who's pretty bratty in his day-to-day life. He's a sometimes, mostly reformed mean girl at heart after all. Eddie who has his whole rebel without a cause, bad boy persona. He tends to push back against any authority. He's all 'no one tells me what to do' and he means it except

catholic imagery of the horny variety

Work: Eh...if I have to Steddie thots while I rot away in my cubicle:

Eddie deciding to bulk up (think Michael's size via Hoard) plus a buzz cut... Steve who sees him for the first time since graduating after he picks up the kids from hellfire and he stares so intensely that Eddie (and every one else) thinks Steve hates him.

Yeah definitely don't imagine Steve crawling across the stage to get to Eddie...😅😅😅

Buzz cut Eddie + greasy haired indie sleaze Steve...maybe they end up in the same band via Robin. It's not metal but it's not indie pop, something totally different. They hate each other but love to hate fuck as much as possible. The onstage chemistry is visible from outer space.

The greasy hair, 5 o'clock shadow, ARMS necklace jesus fuck he can't keep doing this 😅😅

I adore the way Steve's straight sleeping on top of Eddie. I know he's just the best weighted blanket. 😍

Well shit I wasn't prepared to be emotionally obliterated by this show but fucking Bill and Frank w t f

These fungus zombies can gtfo why am I even doing this to myself bc I know I'm about to have nightmares over the sound these mfs are making 😩

Trying to watch the last of us and I'm not sure I can tbh it is freaking me out Pedro Pascal save me 👀

“i hate a fic with too many tropes” not me, i hope there’s only one bed and they get interrupted when they’re about to kiss and then go through miscommunication before they get the /oh/ moment and i’m eating that shit up EVERY. TIME.

This exact pic but Eddie-fied. Tell me Steve's not going absolutely feral. He'd be doing shit like trying to seductively eat a hot dog, trying to Phoebe Cate's it out of the pool etc. Everyone thinks he's lost it. He'd def fellate a popsicle. If I could draw this vision I'd be unstoppable lmao.

I was daydreaming about Joe Quinn with a buzz cut earlier which inevitably turned into steddie thots. Just thinking about a 20 something eddie who's really getting sexier as he ages. He's always handsome, but the curls add an adorableness to him. Cue to Hawkins suffering the worst heatwave in years.

Btw Steve is also desperately horny and barely holding himself back. He wants Eddie so badly, but he refuses to be the one who gives in first. Once Eddie finally gives in, Steve can stop fighting his urge to stage 5 cling. He's also begging for it on the regular.

How will I explain to people that I only ship byler now because of Noah Kahan 😭

All the TikTok edits set to Noah Kahan's new album are killing me. I've seen the most devastating edits. Just saw a number edit set to orbiter. I don't even ship byler help. 😭

It's torrentially raining and I'm stuck in my fiesta. I want to take off my bra, I wanna curl up in my bed and finish this Steddie fic. I'm not emotionally in a place to get soaking wet rn. Grrr.

“I can’t shake him,” Eddie exasperated as he dropped his bookbag into the empty chair next to Jeff. “Who?” Jeff asked quietly. There was at least four other tables full in the library’s study hall, but he knows the librarian has it out for Hellfire. “Harrington,” Eddie hushed.

Using his deadliest puppy dog eyes, Steve asks Eddie to shotgun because he's a 'weed virgin' (unfortunate phrasing) and straddles him bc it'll be more comfortable that way. Eddie's barely restraining himself. He's trying to be good for Uncle Wayne's sake but Steve makes it literally hard.

I think Steve would pretend to hate Eddie. He'd be bratty and annoying, but secretly he thinks Eddie is hot even if he's a huge nerd. Meanwhile, Eddie does hate Steve and is a huge asshole about everything. Borderline bully tbh. It sadly makes Steve want him even more.

Been thinking about Steve's mom divorcing his dad. She gets the house, half of everything. She ends up falling in love and marrying Wayne Munson. Cue Wayne and Eddie moving in. Very reluctant step 'sibling' steddie shenanigans...🤔 I won't write it... of course the brain won't cooperate.

I cannot handle the fuckass wig and southern accent he's so fucking cute I think I'm experiencing cuteness aggression