I must've fucked up my left leg at some point bc walking and standing is incredibly painful, like 'dropping to the floor and crying' painful. Please bear with me in terms of art and commissions, bc even walking the short distance between the couch and my desk chair is too much ✌️😔

For about 2 years, I have been unable to listen to Ghost (who used to be one of my fave bands) bc a former friend who committed a horrible crime against me loved them. But i woke up this morning with a strange feeling, one that compelled me to listen to my fave song by Ghost (Cirice).

This is a cat checkpoint: relinquish your most recent cat picture on your phone! My beautiful Belly Jean ♡

Still haven't shaved my face BUT I have bleached my hair! Its not white yet but I do have some toner shampoo so hopefully that'll help :] (By this point, everyone should know that i constantly want white hair bc the spirit of OC Estrin resides within me apparently lmao)

Me: I want to work out :] Me, while working out: this is the worst! I want to stop! I hate this so much! Me, five minutes later: I want to work out :]

Me: *sleeping soundly* LJ, as loud as she possibly can: MRROOOOWWWWW!

The EHRC’S new code has been published. We’ll have a detailed analysis out shortly. The guidance has been toned down from the previous draft – but it still treats trans people like they’re a third sex. This pushes trans people out of public life and violates their human rights.

This is a cat checkpoint; relinquish your most recent cat picture on your phone The Babawaba :]

This is a cat checkpoint; relinquish your most recent cat picture on your phone my beanie baby 💕

To all the friends I dont talk to as much anymore: I still love and care about you!!! I still think of you often!!! I just suck at holding a conversation via messages lol (even my IRL friends know i struggle with this) it has nothing to do with you, yall have been fine and brilliant and cool :]

Raphael sending some love for all the love y'all gave him hehe #ocsky #raphaeloc #sims4

3 slots left!!!! As I said before, these will remain open until the 11th June OR until I fill all slots!

Ive been feeling exhausted every morning, trying to stay awake and doing whatever I can to do that. But this morning I just crashed, and me and The Babawaba took a 2 hour nap together :] (I would have napped longer but my dreams were freaking me out lmao)

GenAI in everything is like asking for no pickles on ya burger but they give you pickles anyway and say "well everyone likes pickles secretly!"

I genuinely love dreams where its completely normal except for one weird thing. Had a dream I was out on a date with my wife, but everyone else was wearing the exact same suit. Went by a kid in a pram...the kid was also wearing the same suit.

Im keeping these open til the 11th June OR until I fill 4 slots! I have an accountant in my head who tells me that I should be able to smash getting the first tooth filling next month, though obviously...I need two fillings AND professional cleaning, so anything helps! Share this around if ya can!

Epilogue Ganondorf doodles :]

YOU! Do you want art of your OC? Perhaps a beloved blorbo? Well...I'M YOUR GUY! I offer quite a few options, from Icons to Fully Rendered pieces! If any of these interest you, feel free to DM! I will need your email so you can send refs and I can send updates!

Me: damn, its been 4 months since I sent off my referral to the brand new gender clinic? They're taking forever! Me: *remembers having to wait 2 years to be seen by my former gender clinic and that some people are waiting up to 8 years to be seen* Me: ya know what...this could be worse.

I'm a classic vocaloid-enjoyer myself 🎤✨ #Vocaloid #FanArt #VocaloidFanArt #HatsuneMiku

Kinda weird that we make kids decide what they want to do for their entire lives before they even turn 18. And we should stop telling people over 30 that their lives are over and that its "too late" to start anything new.

How many years, I know I'll bear, I found something, In the woods somewhere. #legendofzeldaAU #legendofzelda #originalcharacter #art #digitalart

Oh werewolf Estrin...we're really in it now #originalcharacter #art #digitalart

Lil sketch of evil AU Estrin while I sit and try not to think about getting stabbed with a needle today

Whatever burns, Burns eternally, So take me in turns, Internally. When I'm on fire, My body will be, Forever yours, Nocturnal me. #legendofzeldaAU #legendofzelda #Ganondorf #art #digitalart

She's helping me with my new comm info sheet :]

Refund came through from my old energy supplier, so treating myself to something stuff for my flat and treating LJ to a new litter box (she currently uses a tray type litter box, the one im getting is fully a box with a lil cat flap AND a filter to help minimise smells bc omg...LJ is so smelly)

Epilogue Ganondorf doodles :]

I genuinely can not wait to go back to not living in fear. My neighbour either has to go or she needs to be educated on trans people and disabilities before she comes anywhere near me ever again. Maybe a course on basic compassion would be good for her too lmao

Raphael 💖 #ocsky #raphaeloc

YOU! Do you want art of your OC? Perhaps a beloved blorbo? Well...I'M YOUR GUY! I offer quite a few options, from Icons to Fully Rendered pieces! If any of these interest you, feel free to DM! I will need your email so you can send refs and I can send updates!

She's helping me with my new comm info sheet :]

‼️EMERGENCY COMMISSIONS ‼️ I'm opening up 1 character sheet slot and 4 icon slots while I'm job hunting! As soon as the commissions are finished, those slots open up again, so I'll keep updating in my user name! If you'd rather donate, that works too!

They should make a sleep that allows you to feel like you actually slept

LJ was spooked for some reason, hiding under the couch and not even coming out for dreamies (her fave treat). whether she got scared by something or just figured out it was bed time...idk Managed to get her out but only after 15 minutes lmao

Hatsune Miku flat colours~ #WIP #Vocaloid #Art

Man...reposting my commission info over and over and over is starting to wear me down. If I dont get a client by the end of the month, ill be closing comms for a little bit bc barely anyone is even sharing my info. Id hate to rely on comms as a main source of income bc hot damn....

Hello bsky, I'm trying to fill a few more slots for June! You can book one by contacting [email protected] or by filling the form linked below. Form: forms.gle/U4aGYaNw2gCH... TOS and gallery: lyannacomm.carrd.co

Another redraw begins...

Me: *sat with bleach on my hair* LJ: *stares at me, clearly concerned*...MEOOOOW!

I need to shave my face so im a bit scrungly rn but yay! Short hair! Cant wait to bleach the fuck out of it soon bc i do not vibe with my natural hair colour :]

Well...its that time of the year. My beautiful hair has been chopped off :] Now I can have less "my hair is sticking to my face bc its warm and im sweaty" induced sensory overloads >:3

My precious little star 🤲✨️ (I'm sorry all I have are wips lately 🙈)

Playing through OoT (N64 on switch) and I forgot how much back and forth there is. "Oh you just got to Goron City? Head back to Kokiri Forest to get to The Lost Woods and then head back to Goron City!" And you cant even pick up bomb flowers yet bc you are small and weak and about 7yrs old....

Whatever burns, Burns eternally, So take me in turns, Internally. When I'm on fire, My body will be, Forever yours, Nocturnal me. #legendofzeldaAU #legendofzelda #Ganondorf #art #digitalart

Someone wants breakfast....at 5:15am (she's not due food until 6:30am......)

My wife stayed round for several days but has headed home, and now LJ is angry that she does not have night time access to the lounge ✌️😔

Was holding LJ, taking her into my room so my wife could hoover without causing both me and LJ distress. LJ sees the hoover in the hallway, which isnt on btw, and starts freaking out. And thus....im going to have a new scar on my arm bc damn...she sure did panic...