How do I get over my fear of asking for collabs and interacting with others? Like obviously outside of "therapy" and "increasing your self esteem" and "overcoming your agoraphobia"? I see people doing really fun collabs and I have people I would like to ask but I chicken out...

Meltina, please come home.. hurry home, Meltina...

Welcome to sneam (snail stream)! https://www.twitch.tv/arypie

Realizing that everyone did posts about themselves for Oshi Day and not their oshis like I did makes me feel like I did not understand the assignment.

Ah almost missed oshi day when I was sleeping! I am not going tag them just in case it would be bothersome, but Kongou and Corpse are still my oshis! They taught me a lot when I started and inspired me to do fun things and reach out to others, which I am thankful for to this day!

I really wanna focus on my health and also try to give myself space away from streaming to get my priorities in order and honestly just get in touch with stuff I love again! Gonna hard focus on fitness and improving my health, and will do streaming things as I improve my energy!

ALSO I talked about it on stream with everyone, but I will be taking a Winter Sabbatical! I travel a lot to see family and would have to take a couple of breaks anyway, so the timing is perfect! So my last stream for the year will be Nov. 24th, until after Christmas! (1/2)

ANONYMOUS YOU ARE EPIC AND I LOVE YOU MORE THAN WORDS CAN EXPRESS TYTYTY THIS IS IT, CADETS THIS IS THE YEAR I TRULY GET HEALTHY AND SWOLE I WILL BENCH PRESS 400LBS AND I WILL BE SO STRONG! No longer the frail cringe gamer tomboy... No more.. now the buff cool muscle tomboy...

I forgot my stream art! I got too distracted!! We played MEGA PONY and it was evil and the flashing made me sick! See ya later, friends! Thanks for hanging out today and ty for the kindness, as always!

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I love toys!!! Toys are so cool!!! I love them so much!!!

W chat!!!!!!!! W Halloween 2!!!!!!!!!! W month!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am gonna go to sleep ahhhhhh SLEEPY! SEE YA LATER, WOOHOO! Take this...

HI FRIENDS, I CANNNOT WAIT TO SEE YOU AT THE PARTY LATER! We will start juuuust a little bit later, at ⏰5PM EST(EDT?idk) today! So in about 2.5 hours! Get your party hats and your costumes and join us later, yippee!!

Greg Egan is such a great sci-fi writer oh my goodness

I was looking up yoyos cause I wanted to print one and then I realized I could just make a tank.

Yay yay we got it in on time and then we got groceries!! Today was a good day after all!!!!

I do not even blame a lot of government officials because they are working right now with little to no pay. Shout out to our civil services who still came into work because they know people need them to be there, no matter what is going on.

Ahhhhhh alright sorry to have to do this but this is actually a lot we have to get done before their offices close and I have to get medical records in today. So I will be out for a few hours. I am going to have to move the stream to tomorrow because this is actually a lot.

ALRIGHT, STREAM WILL BE POSTPONED UNTIL ⏰6.30PM EST, BECAUSE I HAVE TO GET THIS FORM TURNED IN THANK YOU FOR YOUR UNDERSTANDING

Me: Having a fun day today! Medical department: hello, please fill out this 50 page health form with records. It got lost in the mail, so you just got it! We need it back today btw. Oh okay cool. Uhhh I might need an extra hour or two to run out and get this done, will update!

When I get very stressed out, I find myself compulsively singing, but when I sing and am very stressed, my voice gets strained so much easier and I find it harder to reach lower and higher octaves. Sometimes I just wanna sing all day, but it feels like I have a frog in my throat.

I mentioned it Monday, but I started a new medication for my pain issues and it unfortunately seems to be causing extremely fatigue and exhaustion, and even when I am awake I feel very off and anxious. Just a heads up in case I have trouble streaming while I adjust to everything!

They did not get to do their birthday party idea, but no worries! They planned a whole party for the spooky season, and YOU (yes, you!) are invited! They have a lot of cool stuff planned! I hope no silly shenanigans end up crashing the event...

WE BEAT MEGAMAN X5 and wow. Actual cinema. True cinema. I apologize, Megaman heads, I was not familiar with your game. But I get it now... I get it now... Also that Dynamo guy never came back... he was just a hater and then left... Anyway, I am now kinning Zero goodnight

We are starting MMX5 now! Yay!!!

Stream time!!! A festive Glorp for the Spooky Season!! Come on in!! https://www.twitch.tv/arypie

I will post the proper adge for Halloween party tonight I have been off my game, cadets. Anyway, today we finish MMX5!!! Can the (ex?) boyfriends really reconcile their differences and defeat the Sigma virus for once and for all? Also what, this guy just never came back...??

I wanna play Etrian Odyssey. I wanna play HoMM3. I wanna play Wizardry 8. I wanna play Elona. I wanna play Realm of the Mad God. I wanna play Dungeons of Dredmore. I wanna play games I can get lost in for weeks but I will save it for a little while longer so I can finish things.

Sorry for all the retweets, I started posting like I was on Tumblr instead of xitter.

Yeah... I mean... Yeah, I GUESS I like drawing, maybe a little...

I saw everyone doing this so I wanted to do it, yippee! I just plucked some of the ones that came to mind first, but you could probably ask me this on a different day of the week and I would have 10 completely different games chosen!

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YAY FRIDAY FUN DAY LET US GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO https://www.twitch.tv/arypie

Hi hi everyone! I am super rested and cannot wait to hang out! Not sure what to do today... Maybe a little chat, the last ending in NINAH and then we can try to see if any of the demos are still active and try a few more? If not, we do have PvZ, too.. See you in ⏰ about 2 hours!

Is it an astigmatism or is it being one of the blessed few who can witness the beautiful night angels shining on the road at night?

People keep spamming my timeline with the beautiful oujo-sama from the new Pokemon and frankly this is the only time I have wanted to play a Pokemon game in my life.

This birthday month has been so wonderful!!! Thank you for being so kind and coming by my streams! Since I had to postpone my birthday stream, I figure why not do Halloween/Birthday stream double feature? It will give me more time to do a few more things and have more fun!!💙

MMX5...

You guys said this was not a good one you were wrong this is the most cinema of them all

holy frick I am so happy

MEGAMAN X YAOI IS REAL I REPEAT, MEGAMAN X YAOI IS CANON, ABSOLUTE CINEMA

Hey we are still live and about to start MMX5, yippee!!

HELLO HELLO I AM AWAKE I PROMISE game time, megaman later (i promise, no take backs)!!! https://www.twitch.tv/arypie

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Waaaaah!! I just received INIU Magnetic Wireless Charger, Qi2 Certified 15W Fast Wireless Charging Pad with Cooling Fan, for iPhone 16 15 14 13 12 Series, AirPods, and More (Adapter Inc from Anonymous via Throne. Thank you, cadet!! https://throne.com/arypie #Wishlist #Throne

Waaaaah!! I just received Wislist Walnut Wooden Wrist Rest for Mouse and Keyboard, Ergonomic Design for Wrist Pain Relief, Smooth No Odor and Easy to Clean, Support Wrist to Coding Typi from Anonymous via Throne. Thank you, cadet!! https://throne.com/arypie #Wishlist #Throne