Upcoming finals have me studying so hard I’m seeing visions of computer science concepts and lines of my code from assignments

I won. I beat the midterms.

Tonight i am experiencing the purest form of “STEM major’s study session turned academic descent into madness”. I have 2 comp sci course midterms tomorrow. I will not crumble into defeat. I will win.

Sorry I’ve been absent, midterms genuinely nuked me, plus I now have a lil goober who was abandoned (he’s only just barely 3 weeks old and has to be bottle fed). He’s my precious baby boy 🥹 BUT. I will be opening sketch comms tomorrow cuz I rlly need extra money for college costs 🫩

Where ive been: the trenches of a comp sci major also juggling my secondary major of fine arts 🥹

God have mercy on the world if I ever learn how to play guitar because I’m unleashing Chris Christodoulou’s compositions upon the world by my own hands. I already know how to read music scores and can play the violin. It’s only a matter of time…

I suddenly have the immense urge to completely write down and document the 2 separate common languages I have been mulling over in my brain for a year. Do I have an 8 page essay due next week? Yes. But am I making a language instead? Yes again.

COPPED A WORKING QUARTZ HALOGEN BULB FILM PROJECTOR FOR 1.99 AT A GOODWILL YEAHAA

I MIGHT BECOME A MANAGER AT MY WORKPLACE YIPPEE

GEEK LEVEL 100 RAHHHHH

TYLER THE CREATOR NEW ALBUM TOO??? BRUH I WENT FROM ABSOLUTE ABYSMAL WEEK TO STRAIGHT PEAK WEEK OMFG

I wanted to depict marine creatures rising rapidly in a vertical screen. That was my motivation for creating this artwork. #Illustration #LineArt #CommentPls

GO! MY LABUBU MISSILE! KILL!

Of all the things to get me out of my depressed funk ofc it’s tennocon. The tism overcomes all barriers to indulge.

Not doing good, I have to put down my childhood cat tomorrow because she has cancer and it’s spread throughout her body. The vet told us there was no way we could’ve known as when she actually started to show symptoms, it was already too late, and that it wasn’t our fault. But it still hurts. A lot.

New York City is a social experiment l, and I am a direct and proud product of it baby. Manhattan born, and witnesser of many local legends/characters. Shout out to my guy Frankie the Finger 🫡

For obvious reasons due to my nationality (American), I am very stressed. I really would’ve rather been born in Canada, especially since I live near the most likely targeted areas in this country. Like what a great year to turn 18. Wow. At least I can’t get drafted due to severe asthma, yay ig 🫩.

9 hour shift last night that lasted until 3:30am was horrifically brutal oh my god. Night of the consumers levels of bad. Understaffed too. Bouncing from every position including customer service to line cook is not for the weak let me tell you.

I’ve been struggling to even begin to try to emulate Henry’s facial features in my style and ofc at 2am after a brutal shift something just… clicks. I’ll finish this tomorrow because I’m tired but methinks I’m cooking. After this… Hans. Muehehe. #kcd2 #HenryOfSkalitz #henrykcd2

IM CRACKING THE CODE TO DRAWING HENRY OF SKALITZ THIS IS A MOMENT IN HISTORY IN THE MAKING. MY BRAIN IS EXPANDING

The Vintage Story autism got me gang 🥹 can’t stop won’t stop THE CLAY GRINNDDDDD

Trying out Clip Studio Paint and man, I really love it. I’m prob gonna use it as my program for lineart and sketching now. Anyways have a work in progress character sketch I did last night at 3am. #art #digitalart #digitalsketch

I’m fine, last week a lot of stuff that’s been both building up or actively happening just sort of hit me all at once and made me genuinely crash out. I’m completely okay no as it all passed/is resolved, and I’ll be finally able to make art and engage in my hobbies due to actually having time again.

I need to start illustrative journaling, I can’t keep subconsciously bottling shit up like this.

I need to draw Gustave to soothe my personal and video game related pain rn or else I’m gonna actually loose it

Just had a lot of shit emotionally compounding throughout the day and the end of Act 1 of Expedition 33 just sent me over the edge sobbing. I haven’t genuinely cried in years I forgot how much I hate this

The joann fabrics near me has finally dropped to at least 50-60% off everything and they have a ton of stuff from their warehouses. I made out like a thief muehehehehe 😈

I MET THE PORTFOLIO DEADLINE AFTER CRUNCHING FOR 4.5 HRS STRAIGHT IM FREEEEE IM FREEEEEEEE

Oughhb i have so many good art ideas that i can finally do once i make my portfolio deadline tomorrow. Oh im feeling so DEVIOUS

Pulling an all nighter, pray for me (I had a shift till 10pm and i can feel the every cell in my eyes interacting plz help me)

Bro this month is so full of important stuff and meetings i got no time to draw for myself 😭 I wanna do Hans and Henry facial structure studies :(

Going to lazer tag with friends at 10pm in all black tactical-esque attire with no prior warning… this will be fun. I will hunt them down lol

A dastardly gooba has infiltrated my abode

The combined version. For higher res, please go to my tumblr acc (brilcrist) #KCD2 #Hansry

Gonna get a new car soon (in the next few months) and lowkey wanna become one of those ppl who just dips for 2 days like “oh brb guys I’m gonna drive to the other side of the state rq just to explore a bit and get inspo :)”

Digital painting i did recently with Procreate. God i have so many ive done that i rlly need to start posting… same with character sketches/designs im proud of… Also idk what this is rlly supposed to be, an eye of some kind, but i was rocking with it. #art #digitalart #digitalpainting #painting

When the rush at work so bad u gotta put on “Bible (chinese) and Mozart (2x Speed)” to lock in at peak performance

Also I may have not posted art in a while but I’m cooking with the sun’s glorious flame, trust… new stuff soon muehehehe

Artists feel pressured to make new art too quickly at the moment. Normalise artists fucking disappearing for months. Just walk off into the woods for a year and come back with a single sketch. It’s good for you

Bruh there’s so much cool content and stuff in my fav games but I’m out of state and can’t play them 😭😭😭 Like wtf MHWilds, KCD2, and Warframe calling to me rn but I’m nowhere near my xbox… Hnnnnnnng at least I’m returning home tomorrow… Hans Capon romance route calls to me…

I yearn for the 1990s monochrome computer monitor…

IT HAS TO STOP

Alive, just busy… and going full neurodivergence mode over Kingdom Come: Deliverance 2

Me when 1k car repairs cuz my alternator crapped out and fried my battery and a good amount of electrical wiring.

Roadblocks regarding The Infested dissertation: •Archaea are extremely understudied… great, off to an amazing start. •Some of the best resources I’ve found regarding microbiology are under gigantic expensive paywalls, even for pdfs. •Due to the Techrot and 1999 weirdness, old lore is… ambiguous

Bruh I want a monochrome brick monitor from the 60s-90s so bad rn and they really aren’t crazily expensive either second-hand relatively speaking

Tiktok is officially not loading/working as it would be unbanned and I’m already tweaking. I WAS GOING DOWN A NASA SPACECRAFT 20TH CENTURY FUNK EDIT RABBITHOLE DAMMIT WHY CHOOSE THE RANDOM TIME OF 10:35PM GRRRR I NEED MY ART INSPO

Ive been hit with the graveyard shift for 3 days straight like yay money but I rlly wanna play Warframe and do the New Years “event” 😭😭😭. Like I work till 10pm tonight too dawg and me already tired, I still got 2.75 hours to go

Going through studies and publications for this Warframe Infested Analysis paper and- Albrecht?! What are you doing here in 1992 in the paper about Ultra Weak Photon Emission I’m reading to determine what kingdom of prokaryota the very first instances of techrot were??? Coincidence? I THINK NOT!

In the process of writing a legitimate and in depth analysis of the taxonomy, biology, and ecology of The Infested faction from Warframe for fun. I started this 1.5 hours ago, I’m already on page 2 and doing research on real cellular biology to explain processes and draw comparisons.