going a lil crazy #bpdtwt #obslove

y’all im so depressed i didn’t get out of bed for 3.5 days and i called off work

literally #bpdsky

#bpdsky #landminesky

sorry for only posting about my bf i have borderline personality disorder

me bc my boyfriend’s room is actually in our basement

sorry pookie

if my bf was bi and i had to worry about him being around all genders id definitely have killed myself already

was it this board

noooo pinterest what did i do

me on bluesky lately

a condom?? but bae the microplastics

i change my mind i can’t live without him

i don’t notice i’m hypomanic until i realize im getting multiple packages delivered to my house every day and have no money in my account

#bpdsky #obslove #landminesky

i was healed for a few days but i’m back .bpd bipolar strikes again

cutting yourself in your 20s feels so lame like that’s for teenagers

There are many reasons I could never handle being famous but one of the biggest ones is that I cannot tolerate being misunderstood and having a false media narrative crafted against me and the public opinion believing it would actually send me over the edge

my bf and i’s relationship just alternates between whose personality disorder is making us more toxic

i actually fucking hate him

me vs the urge to sh when i feel any negative feeling <3

#bpdsky #landminesky #obslove

i feel like i’m ruining his vacation but if i speak to him ill fucking lose it. i don’t want to hear what he’s doing bc i know he’s out getting drunk with friends. ignorance is bliss but im also being horrible to him. i feel awful

bf is on vacation in a different country and i actually can’t even talk to him or else ill be a total bitch. im so jealous and scared it’s making me split on him even though i don’t want to i love bpd

no i dont get jealous, i just get insane

do you ever feel yourself being evil and manipulative but you can’t stop it

currently:

day 2 of quitting vaping and i feel like killing everyone

i am so normal around exposed necks

you COULD call it emotional manipulation but i prefer the term flirting

sorry sorry sorry sorry all i ever say

feeling actually crazy not in a cute way

#obslove #landminesky #jiraisky #bpdsky

wtf is intimacy without commitment I will curse your bloodline

i literally havent gotten out of bed all weekend except to get my doordash off the porch

bpdcore

#landminesky #bpdsky #obslove

so hungry i might die🤕

🤞🏼 #bpdsky #landmine #obslove

i know i should be using hashtags if i actually want ppl to interact but they just look so ugly

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feeling lovesick tonight

good morning