usually VPNs work fine (i was able to watch rekishi🕵️‍♀️ askg episode back then via this method), but i'm unable to access d/m/m even with a VPN this time... 😭 i'll just read impressions of ⚔musical for now on the 14th while crying

i think the very first 🐹 pictures I ever drew were better since the depiction was more cartoonish and simple... it's better to draw animals more like a cartoon than a realistic depiction. it's much more difficult to simplify a design than it is to be excessively detailed...

🐹fy + 🐹fytd that were previously uploaded to p○ipik

When it's been long breaks in-between drawing because of busyness, I get depressed thinking that I don't know how to draw anymore, but when I actually sit down to draw again, it feels completely fine... (still working on the same picture for over a month at a shitty snail's pace)

I wanted to finish an illustration this month, but I kept having car troubles and spending my free time going to the mechanic over and over, so I'm crying... 🚗, if you're going to die, then please wait to die after my big vacation next year...

冬直現パロ。学生冬くんのアパートに足繁く通う人妻egnちゃま。今夜は鍋だよ。

I was surprised to hear ppl say that some historical sites are difficult to reach without a car (I had the image that everything is accessible via public transportation), but is it the sort of thing where it's a long walk without a car, or is it the terrain that's difficult or risky to walk on...?

Flight tickets have been booked for next year's JP trip... it'll be my first true solo trip overseas 😵‍💫 (I've flown to KR by myself before but I stayed with family there so it's different)... I hope the doujinshi event will be relatively easy to navigate

In the first place, I wish I had more energy for secondary creation right now, but I'm mentally exhausted and overwhelmed by my personal life at the moment, so I just become a shitty slug during my free time these days watching 🐹 videos and pictures to heal...

I can understand + agree with some criticisms, but it still puts me in a weird mood.. I read all opinions praise or critical when I watch movie or TV so I think people should express their thoughts freely, but for curated otaku space, I participate because of the fun with interpretations and fanfic

Although I like both A左 and B右, as an incest CP otaku, I end up pushing B右 the most because B右 has more incest CPs and incest CP otaku...

It's a relief to finally finish an illust, but I wanted to draw other related images in a series, so I don't know when I'll finish the other images 😅 (the cropped preview of paro that was posted as a fleet on tw.itter

推しがメロ男ですまんのうすまんのう🥰 おめでと冬くん表紙カラー記念👏🥰🎂🎊

大鎧を誤魔化さずに描けるようになりたい。(筆ペン使ってる時点で誤魔化す気満々の月見である) いっくぞぉ!!系凶徒冬くん

I don't like that tw.itter blocking function still makes your account visible to blocked accounts, but I don't like how 🔵sky blocking function doesn't automatically remove the blocked account from followers... it's not just about not wanting to see things, but not wanting to be seen by others

I sometimes forget to take it in the morning and tend to skip it entirely during PMS and menstruation, so I forget my ad.hd medication actually works lol (managed to send emails I was avoiding, cleaned a lot, and worked hard on illustrations)

It's nice to have a oshi-CP and oshi-uke with a lot of fans, since I prefer eating other people's delicious food than making my own food, and when I'm busy, I can look at the CP tags and TL and be healed and filled with happiness...

I've been so busy that various illustrations have been stuck at ~75% completion progress... I want to finish my pictures...... 😭

メス叔父のケツフリフリして可愛い♡

恩ある家臣をぶちころした凶悪な叔父がこわいのでハッキリ拒否ったらクソメス面して付き纏ってくるようになった から始まる詮直おねがいします

I don't like to think too much of the theory that ng got canceled since it bums me out, but if that were the case, I don't understand why since it seems to be doing decently in sales among the current jump titles... do survey rankings matter that much? 😓

The nnbk-cho boom is really coming... I suddenly wondered if I should consider trying for JLPT since there's a testing location within a somewhat reasonable distance. It's hard to self-study without a concrete goal in mind, but trying to pass an exam is something that feels tangible and realistic

Watching zip.air like a hawk

I'm assuming most people will be attending the 右only event instead of the may 👁 expo... (trying to figure out travel plans instead of being productive)

It's been difficult to finish illustrations... I would use the chapter release day as a soft deadline since I would get nervous about interpretations changing from new developments, but now that yopi has exited the stage, I can take it easy mentally (but no deadline = no pressure to finish anything)

🐹fuyu = long-haired golden hamster 🐹yopi = dwarf hamster (store mistakenly labeled sex as male, but aniue insisted that 🐹yopi is a boy!!!💢 but it doesn't change the fact that 🐹yopi goes into estrus often like a typical female dwarf hamster)

🐹fytd full 🔞...??? of picture 2 ↓ poipiku.com/10465598/121...

👯🐰えげんちゃま poipiku.com/10465598/120...

人妻♂egnちゃまとタダヨピ poipiku.com/10465598/120...

I suddenly wondered if my kawaii yopi tote bag's tracking hadn't updated because the package was intercepted by aniue (huh?)

egnさまは己のtkbがすけべなことに無自覚であってほしい 無自覚に乳さらしてtdys派をこまらせてほしい

人妻egnちゃま概念に酔いすぎて、ついにegnちゃまが兄上長期留守中に家を飛び出して、冬くんの1DKアパートに押しかけ女房しちゃう夢を見始めた。麦茶しか作れねぇんだけどお掃除は人並みにできるよ。冬くんの散らかったお部屋片付けようとしてレンタルAV(人妻、熟女物)の山を崩す。アッ🫢て目を見合わせて気まずい空気にムラムラして昼下がり麦茶ックス💞 egnちゃま熟女っぽいスリップドレスが異様に似合う。

with the tariffs situation where I live, I get worried when an overseas package doesn't update its tracking for a while 😭

弟をケガさせないようにこっそりがんばってた兄上

I wanted to draw for oyakodon day, but my energy is consistently low because of the summer heat, so I'll meditate with chimiyopi for now

i've been putting one-cushion on erochimi in case this sort of thing is a landmine for others (?), but maybe it doesn't matter that much.. (real reason: i felt a little shy about posting erochimi)

ちみよぴ👯🐰

尊直。左手兄上がアツい。ハンドくんみたく弟を愛でてほしい🫱

ナデナデ

TV anime is a different story (I've finished plenty of series during real-time serialization)... TV productions and films are easier for me to get through, but reading is done at your own pace so I end up going through books and manga pretty slowly

Despite my long history as otaku, ngwk might be the 1st manga where I actively read it until the end of serialization (usually I'll catch up with a series after it's finished serialization or drop it entirely from lack of interest, and even with ngwk, I got busy and picked it up again after aniwaka)

I noticed this with other genres' sibling CPs, but it wasn't uncommon to see fans of sibling X making strange comments or outright bashing sibling Y (even though they're fans of the sibling CP or acknowledge that both siblings love each other), and I just don't understand it as a sibling CP fan

🔞 らいただ ※女攻め(👺ペニバン) poipiku.com/10465598/120...

バニーの日記念尊直で冬直　謎時空 どっちりむっちり人妻感マシマシ🐰💞 poipiku.com/359947/12033...

Onomatopoeia adds a lot to erotic illustrations, but it feels somehow embarrassing writing it out in english and i'm not very familiar with jp/kr ero onomatopoeia 😅

I was meaning to go on a solo trip next year regardless of whether I could attend the event or not, so I'm really really happy that the tokyo event could be held at a time I could attend (I'll likely be too busy to go anywhere in the fall, so I wouldn't have been able to attend the osaka event)

I still have sticker leftovers of askg☆style tk/td, so I wonder if it's okay to just give them away for free at the td uke only event... (I've never attended a proper doujinshi event, so I don't know what etiquette is typical for a non-participant)

When I recall my history as an otaku, I was able to draw a lot of short comics easily for a previous genre because the serialization had already finished long ago so I could freely imagine scenarios that weren't depicted within the main story

It might be easier to draw a thin book once ngwk finishes serialization since I won't have to worry about my interpretations changing anymore... (still have desire for fy/td reincarnation skb story, but I've been so preoccupied with the ongoing developments that it's on the back burner for now)

抱っこおねだりtdys 信頼したひとにはわりと誰にでもOKかもしれない