Can I last until summer? Can I afford to live all on my own? Can I land a job that will make it all possible? Or do I just pull the plug now because it won't ever get better? I'm sick of compromising. I'm sick of losing because of others making it impossible for me to win when I am a winner.

I LOVE when preyish people get into preddy moods tbh >////> I think the only thing I dislike is the very few ONLY pred types that have their head too far up their own ass. I love a confident pred and I love those who are only pred. I just hate egotistical douche bags. XD

Posting again because now emergency mode. My leave was approved and I should be getting the amounts from it to move but it wasn't until 9/2 so I won't see anything until the 25th. I HAVE to be moved out by the 11th in 2 days and will be homeless unless I get a miracle.

I need this done to me >///////<;;;;

Can I hump your fursuit belly? 🥺 👉👈 Pleeeeeaaaaaasse?🥰

Dying laughing because my cloud storage is full (600GB) (didnt even know I had a cloud storage until now) and it is full of weird furry porn, fursuit vore, fursuit pics and such from since I got it. All these things had long been deleted from my phone. It's like a degenerate time capsuke XD

I wonder if I have felt so distant from being Zuel because of how much farther my mindset has drifted into darkness. Zuel is meant to be the very opposite of that. Even though he does HORRENDOUS things :P I think my new identity will exist very soon. I feel a lot more like him now.

In the times I've had enough I still wish for the worst

*stuffing my face so fast because I haven't eaten in 24 hrs* *swallows a large chunk of food and feels it go aalll the way down* "Oooof.. I gotta slow down..* *internally* "Don'tspringabonerdon'tspringaboner!" *suddenly belches the loudest/longest I ever have* "Hmm." *intentional cough* >.>;;

As you can tell, I have been very boob vore brained as of late. X3 I wonder if it is because so many things are shit right now that I'd just rather curl up and be a bigger boob for someone, preferably a friend <3 No other worries, no responsibilities just be a boob. X3

You may not know it But your boob wants me inside of it >/////>;

Balloon vore is sooo good 🥵 Espeically when hot cartoon doggos do it to me >//////<;;;

I gotta have more girl friendos smoosh the absolute heck outta me with their boobs. X//3 Macro sized girlies or ones with huge boobs would be rad too. >///>; I think this would fix me. 🥰

Yes. Let's go after a new employee who is doing very well and IS STILL NEW AND LEARNING. But let's ALSO continue to NOT do anything about the useless gen Z turd that brings EVERYONE down.

I ain't so much of a coward to not start a fight 🤪

I can do a shit take too! :D Fatal vore is for narcissists. Especially if you are gonna call endo "cowards vore" Fuck you, lol

Just a full girl with a squirmy belly~ CW: #vore

I honestly feel like my life is already over and all that is left for me is a very slow and lonely death

I am about to have a really bad time

I feel another life ultimatum is coming. One that will be way more drastic than the last and with much higher stakes. It's litterally live or die at this point but for the latter option, I need to choose how I am gonna go out. I have to decide on what will happen to Zuel; the most important part.

How much longer will I last until I finally convince myself it is not worth it anymore?

Certain friends can ALWAYS flip my pred mood into a prey mood.. >//////<;; This particular one happens to know it and does it all the time... Heeecck.. I love it..! >///////<;;;

What if a pred swallowed a huge balloon, smothering you under their large throat bulge as they swallowed it, getting you aroused and then they swallowed you down, pinning you to the balloon inside their belly and putting your body on full display as a bulge in their belly, erection showing? 👀💦💦💦

I hate these very conflicting feelings. Do you try to salvage what is left? Or do you leave it all behind?

Oh no I'm vorny

Got on the thought about a big Bosco plush again and like... what if he was made of stretch fur and could bwomp up just like this...? >//////>;;; I NEEEEED 💦 (Art by @/axiakita.bsky.social <3 )

👀 Some hefty Arizel for BiggerKitty

I like watching my fursuit belly squirm. 🥰 I will NEVER get bored of it 💦

...huh. I just took my shirt off in front of a mirrior and was like "..is that my body..?" Seeing some definition I never have before and it's like.. damn, I'm kinda hot 😏

Need fursuit snugs 🥰

Do not pass stomach Go directly to boob

Daily #267 - FuccingFox Breast #vore! #furryart! She's keeping abreast of the situation 🍈🍈

NOT looking forward to wearing the MFL head more because of how heavy it is and as hot as it gets but I'm just gonna have to suck it up I guess XD

Beat Mattress 🎈 Comm for @griegfox.bsky.social

Did you know how huge Kyoshi could get? 😏🦊🎈

Squish! 😋🦊🎈

I wanted to know what Renamon boob smoosh was like It's niiiiice 🥰 Art by @freckles-art.bsky.social

Sometimes you just have to start all over

I have been dumping waaay too much lately and I feel bad about it. Regardless of it all, I will make it and survive. I know I have all of you to look forward to ❤️ I am just PIIIIIISSED as hell and fed the fuck up with my day to day life. A TF needs to happen for real real Let me eat my problems

I honestly envy people that can be crude and heartless without it ripping them apart on the inside. I wish I could tell someone how I am REALLY feeling without worrying about how it would affect them.

I have a hot take that is seated in anger that I know I would catch sooo much shit for so I will just say this; There is a good reason I mostly avoid commissioning artists I never have before. 9 times out of 10, I am waiting 6 months or more for anything about it. XD

If I could be at 100% all of the time. I could do anything. Task me with (and compensate me for) mastering any specific job and I will perfect it in no more than 2 years. I will do it better than anyone else ever has I am replacable but a needle in a haystack. A replacement could never be "anyone"

It's weird to not feel anxious before a con for once but feel extremely excited to see and hang with friends again. ❤️ I am looking forward to every moment I get to share with them. ❤️ Maybe I am getting better without realizing it? XD This time I am going to push myself.

Balloon vore is amazing 🥰🥰🥰

I honestly wonder if I am cursed or some shit. I am left to handle everyone's fucking job; at work, at home, on the fucking street and including those I am supposed to recieve some sort of service from since they had already been paid. Am I in actual hell?

My new health insurance is making me change my usual insulin brand and type so this will be fun.. United Healthcare still sucks. What's worse is I never got to talk to anyone from my insurance company or doctor's office about it. They dragged ass, I ran out so I started bothering everyone.

Lol. This disease is so fucking dumb.

I wonder if these fighty dreams I keep having are related to work stress, lol

I keep having bad dreams that I take control of, lol. Like this last one last night; I was being harassed by 3 guys. One had a face I wanted to punch and one was much larger/stronger than me. I finally got pissed off enough that I threw the person larger than me over my shoulder and to the ground.