Today Jessica share life story with Gregor who share about hardest part of his life and how shape his feelings now. Gregor have kindness and support for Jessica and Jessica is amaze at Gregor desire to get to know and support him. Gregor say will trust me with his heart my job to figure out balance

Thereapy appt today needful but difficult... many other errand to run probably gone all day but will check in with phone and always note and appreciate like comment and follow - I see you !

these were first nude pics I pose for with Li Qin 19 yrs old I think I was nervous 😊 #asian #model #nude #bath #bubbles #nsfw #art #artnude #nudeart #blackandwhite #B&W

So I shot this pic of Jessica in sunlit window like bright airy feel #amateur #model #nude #window #blackandwhite #B&W #photography

ok so Jessica demand I allow her to shoot a pic of me naked from behind like I got of her ! she say one of me will be artful (!) so I let her direct my pose and use my camera on wysiwyg mode. Now we are even 😊 and pretty nice pic #asian #model #nude #explicit #nsfw #B&W #artnude #nudeart

Jonathan my best friend other than Gregor and Jessica call me. He say that all of Gregors live have put others ahead of self and only Miss K have ever put him first. Say that G feel must sacrifice for us to be together and J and I to be happy. Jonathan say not to do to him he deserve better from me

Have had good talk with Jessica today about situation. She want me in life but do not want to prevent Gregor and I from marry and try for children, hope she can be part of this in supporting way. J want to attent thereapy session for a short while and Gregor agree. Gregor want more time to know J

ok so Jessica had snap pic of me stretch thankfully not yawn mouth open so I got her sipping coffee 😊 this could turn into something snapping candid pics of each other bet you would like that 😜 she say I could post #amateur #model #nude #nsfw #explicit #sexy #sipping #coffee #candid #photography

worse question I get ask is "what are you doing" or "what are you wearing". NOYDB ! unless I decide to tell you. So I am hang out at Jessicas. Bet some would love to see us in skimpy things around the condo 😊 we are kinda cute #asian #model #sexy #skimpy #legs #photography #blackandwhite #B&W

If you DM me please do not say "hi" and expect response or "hi beautiful" or "hi gorgeous". if you have something to say think about and express self and I will respond. Make interest convo and I will respond. This other stuff is boring and lame.

I have had to block a few more person. These were make crude comment about Jessica or I in pics. I do not enjoy read this and this page is for my enjoy as well as your. Please be respectful this page is about art not sex. U are intelligent persons u can find words to use other than tits and ass etc

I want both Gregor and Jessica. I want to marry Gregor he is not jealous but remind me that commitment for enagement and marriage is highest priority and did not agree I could have serious lover. Jessica say respect relation with Gregor but very cling and need attention. Will discuss with Dr Monday

Gregor was so good with my girlfriends. Listen to them about lives give advice teach self defense cook for them serve us snack and drinks watch chic flics together. This was wonderful. Wish could be this way but Gregor not want engage and marry to share me with Jessica who demand my time and love.

One morning early Jessica and I go to pool at her condo and she decide to be brave for some pics 😊 only lifeguard there she pretty much ignore but was smile wonder how many saw out windows or balconys... #amateur #model #nude #pool #naked #wet #public #swim #photography

WIndow light can do so much with photography - in this case light is come toward lens. I love this pic - sort of like body scape, study in light and form. Have film noir feel #asian #model #nude #nsfw #blackandwhite #B&W #glamour #reclining #photography #chiaroscuro #window #light #film #noir

I see so much of self in Jessica. Problems with men. Disappoint. Angry at self. Now fall in love with me. This was me with Li Qin who may have save my life. I understand why Jessica cling to me and is devote. I need to be there for her. Gregor say he understand and want to work out for all of us.

Gregor have tell something to me that had not about wife. This broke my heart. Now I can see why have problem I wish he had share before. I do not see way to solve but to care for each other and communicate and trust. It has been terrible burden for him and affect our relations. I see why trust hard

I am home sick for Gregor and farm. Dr say we have to solve some problems before. I trust in this but ache for home. I also want Jessica in life. We are good together she need me. Gregor agree to my have girlfriends but not to have another lover. I hope we can solve. I want everyone to be happy

I was notice the light thru blinds and decide to pic self in this light I love the fall off and shape of light create by blinds #asian #model #latex #fashion #domme #blinds #light #chiaroscuro #blackandwhite #B&W #photography #art

So I am still practice body scape image Jessica is happy to model for these because she loves them 😊 #model #nude #amateur #nsfw #art #bodyscape #artnude #nudeart #blackandwhite #B&W #photography

This is one of my most favorite nude shot for me by Gregor @fotografica-gregor.bsky.social I love mood of this pic #asian #model #nude #nsfw #photography #glamour #artnude #nudeart #art #chiaroscuro

This pic of Jessica is 'out take' but does show beautiful blue eyes ! #amateur #model #nude #blue #eyes #glamour #nsfw #photography #girlfriend

Hmm might wear this dress first date depend on where we go tho... #asian #model #glamour #fashion

Dr allow Gregor and I to date up to twice in week but not after appointment. Can screw afterward if mood can sleep together that night but not live together until later in thereapy. Suppose to try to be more romantic together. I think I will wear this dress 'first date'... #asian #model #glamour

Jessica lay on table in basement living room at Gregors I like the mood in this one hope u enjoy #amateur #model #nude #nsfw #blackandwhite #B&W #photography #glamour

Dr is good match have experience work with poly open relationship & bdsm persons. Very smart and insight and not allow BS. Say how have sex influence way relationship work Say we are both compulsive about sex too focus on physical not enough on emotion and romantic... we will see will not be easy

Well today will be looooooong day. Thereapy session Gregor and I with psychiatrist specialize in couples. 4 hrs total 1hr for each and 2 together. This may be very hard. I have hope and G does also that this will help us sort selves out... Even tho, I see u and appreciate u 😊

I ask Jessica many time if she is sure she want me to post this pic but she want portrait of herself eating me so... is somewhat artistic... Jessica is very devote to me and love me to sit on face #model #amateur #nude #cunnilingus #licking #pussy #sex #sexart #photography #blackandwhite #B&W

I was just up from bed first thing in morning look out window to see what kind of day and Gregor @fotografica-gregor.bsky.social take this pic of me.... I was in no shape for pic hair a mess #asian #model #nude #nsfw #B&W #blackandwhite #morning #candid #photography

Jessica had want pov stype shot of self so I create for her. I have teach her about Asian style of every nail different pattern or color and she likes this and does often. This was before shave nuyin... #amateur #model #nude #POV #sexy #nsfw

this was portrait shot of me by Jessica today nothing fancy u can see me in natural color instead of B&W and can see what 36yr old face look like 😊 just 3 month til 37... #asian #model #portrait #leather #dress #glamour #photograph #photography

Hey I still have those long thin strong legs u like ! was selfie taken in bathroom where attend party for swinger / poly / bdsm persons with Gregor. We actually f#ck in there later 😊 met pretty Viet girl who walk in on us turn into 3-some... what fun ! #asian #model #glamour #long #legs #domme

I am shoot different genre and expand range with Jessica she enjoy everything she learn and is alway amaze how good she look in pics... here beauty makeup hair styled different and glamour image the photography is expand my range also #model #glamour #bed #sexy #photography #blackandwhite #B&W

I was so afraid I had blown every thing with Gregor I am so grateful for Miss K help us and for Gregor stick with me. I am a pain in ass and mess many time but Gregor is amazing man. Wedding is still on... #asian #wedding #dress #nude #model #nsfw #artnude #nudeart #photography #B&W

Oh might like to know that Jessica is now experiment with shave nuyin. Actually I shave for her 😉 but was her idea not mine. I like either way. I think she may show nuyin in some pics after all before long. She is very brave for all has been thru is example to me.

Jessica love my leather jacket would put on but I am small so did not fit but gave me idea. Had her naked put jacket on did not need to close up and made some edgy shots I know cliche but I like selective color for this one #model #nude #leather #jacket #B&W #blackandwhite #photography #nsfw #art

I really feel like fuck up need thereapy just to love someone without hurt them. Ridiculous. But is what is. Is worth effort but why so mess up that I need this....

Jessica have literally cry over how many like and kind comment her pic have receive here. You cannot know how important this is for her. Have bad experience and fight with low esteem of self. I think is beautiful and say but to see persons on my page say with their like and comment mean a lot to her

I know was not suppose to but I call Gregor and he answer. He still love me and I still love him....

Miss K is so angry with me but best friend ever. Say we need therapy together to learn to talk and deal with my anger with men and him with trust. Say she has talk to G he was ready to break off with me but he is now will to try. Say we should not talk until therapy or will make worse. I have hope.

I do not know if will post pic of self anymore I am too upset after problem I cause with Gregor but will post some of Jessica hope you will like she is amaze and have joy for kindness and support here

new pic of Jessica for u to enjoy she is wonderful to pic and I see her as lover think this shows this have been very positive experience for her to pose and see how many like her image and I appreciate so much support for her. #model #new #amateur #nude #nsfw #blackandwhite #B&W #photography

Gregor call and ask to come home to talk and I say am go to Jessicas. He then tell me off on phone and everything he say is right. I think may dump me and I have fuck things up bad. I have to find way to fix persuade to give more chance. I love Gregor and do not want to lose. I have been stupid.

Here is something to think of Jessica she also is busy today u can see beautiful blue eyes in this also is shy of show too much but I think is brave girl for so inexperience and is lovely to look at.... 😊 #model #nude #amateur #art #artnude #nudeart #photography #blue #eyes

Another very busy day today will be away from laptop but always check in by phone and am happy to see like comment and follow. I will respond very late tonight or tomorrow hope everyone have good day. I see you and appreciate you 😊🖤 (here is aging face 36 yrs not long til 37! soon enough 40....)

Is there anyone who does not like music? I do not think so. I list some here that I like. What do u like for music and why? Give me playlist ! (if click in white to left side can read if click on get too small)

I do not know if you have notice I wear a lot of dark makeup. I think you do not know that my personal style when not for pics is a bit Asian Goth. I am usually in black makeup and nails and a bit of this style. Just thought you might like to know. #asian #model #goth #style #portrait #B&W #sexy

So here is different pic of Jessica. I comb hair different makeup different look different. I have her wear shoe that go with lounge. Go to outside sit area and have her strip while I take pics. Many are cute. I like this one of her recline. #model #nude #reclining #nsfw #art #artnude #nudeart

Wow everyone I have now 1K follow on page! This is amaze. I know can drop a few and gain back may not stay but I fee so much appreciated from you and feel so much appreciate for each and every one of you thank u so much for kindness.

I am very excite that my page have almost 1000 likes! I never had expect this. I figured maybe a few hundred would eventually like maybe take year and that would be nice and would be appreciate. I need to remind everyone of how much I appreciate the comment and like and follow here. I see you!