Im ngl , the isolation is starting to get to me and I am not doing well , it feels like a constant punishment for speaking up

Second session done today, one more to go ☺️

Its sad when you discover things about your parents or family they hid from you your whole life that you cant look at them the same way anymore.

I love taking myself out on a date. 🥰

My whole life i thought I had to sacrifice my life to have someone love me, and be an obedient housewife to secure being safe in the future. I am glad I have a good career, education, and lots of skills that I can be the first woman in my family to not rely on that, 😁 and instead I can be provider 🫶

I feel really self conscious sharing anything lately kinda just wanna delete everything idk I feel like a shell of person

I sculpted this candle holder lizard yesterday

My girlfriend always makes such amazing food for me. And I made my first fire this weekend (not pictured, it was the morning after)

WHY DO YOU LOOK FOR THE LIVING AMONG THE DEAD?

San francisco adventures so far 🐶

The new dumb album by Flume has a special place in my heart always ❤️

Keep thinking about Japan and im feeling so happy doing things for me for once. No wonder why I was so sad for a long time sacrificing my life for people who did not appreciate all I did . I am so thankful to finally prioritize myself :) !!

Wanting to go back to my natural hair color... thinking of getting a chop soon 🤔

Im so happy I got to meet dirtmonkey multiple times 😁 (ran from my pottery studio session to go haha)

Japan has been so much fun! I have been able to do so much in just a week and a half. I'm so thankful for all the people I met and saw along the way. This trip means the world to me and I created so many new memories, and conquered my fear of solo traveling to another country !

Tipper rocks was so iconic. Im so thankful for it. Acid and ketamine was a great combo for the visuals. Feel on top of the world !

Made this today in pottery, testing out sgraffito before I start doing it on more pottery pieces !

Girlfriend posting

Srry I'll get over it im just fed up being demonized by people when I have to sit in silence what actually happened to me :/ it sucks but just have to keep pushing

Lowkey kinda funny seeing my stolen belongings in other people's photoshoots ☠️ itd be kinda cool to get my belongings back, lol. The stuff stolen adds up to the thousands. I dont know how ppl don't see this for what it is but it is what it is

Been wanting to come here for nearly 2 years and I finally made it!!! I am so thankful to spend this weekend with good friends. Ive been dreaming about being able to finally stay overnight here for so long, just its so competitive to get a reservation. What a great holiday weekend :)

Do you goon with your roommates over a gourmet meal

What if I sold everything and did truck camper and got to live my dream of traveling across the US everywhere ive been dreaming 2 go... 😳

Reminding myself it is better to be loving, open hearted, and being hurt by others , than to be closed off and walls up constantly. I rather be a good person that is taken advantage of sometimes rather than automatically assume the world is evil. I need to be the hope i want to see in the world

Happy #fursuitfriday :3 W/ @remurawr.bsky.social & Gem (srry idk bluesky 😭)

💙 #furryart #furry

Nuibella the sheep/lynx for @nuibella.bsky.social 🐏✨️ ✧ custom magnet commission ✧ resin + polymer clay 「 #furryart #lynx 」

So thankful for my girlfriend 🥺 ! ❤️

Thinking between "I am in such a financial rough spot that I need to get out of this and do nothing for years to recuperate" and "it doesnt matter anymore so just keep adding to it" 😣

Got my bottom navel pierced at the denfur popup :3 <3

Did some much needed repairs and maintainence items for Av!va ! She looks basically brand new so im proud of myself all the work ive put in yesterday and today.

Sara Landry was insane! Always a great set and good energy 🥰

5 hours today ! I am a bitch when it comes to color and shading haha :") but linework was so easy ! Im so glad I went with the bigger stencil

My biggest goals this year was to be okay doing things alone, focusing on myself and taking up hobbies I dont have to be good at but just enjoy. I feel like I dont do a lot of things because I know im not good at them and I feel self conscious. But I just want to enjoy doing them.

Some of my first pottery pieces I glazed and got to take home :3 mixture of wheel and handbuilding stuff.

I dropped off at airport and I cried for like an hour straight bahahha 😭😭🥺

Silly adventures with my gf this week while she take care of me 🥺😳

In the ER coughed up so much blood from my throat. The human body is such a weird thing. How can I cough up like a pint of blood and still be okay!... 😵‍💫 I will say if you walk in with your garbage bag full of blood and leave all the blood splatter on your arms and face you get seen a lot faster... 😆

The autism and surgery recovery has been feeling way more isolating. However, I am sitting with the isolation well because I am a stronger person than others.

My silver trinkets

All of this.

I lived after my surgery! And my gf got me flowers 💐 Tonsillectomy no joke as an adult woke up with pain today. Not insane yet, but i hear the worst is days 5 - 7. Little anxious to feel the worst of it.

I am so excited where my life trajectory is right now.

Still thinking about this moment ❤️

I love deadrocks week. Lets run it back now. Ive been listening to zeds dead ever since I was like... 13! Insane how long its been. Thank u DC and Hooks for awesome red rocks sets as per usual. True talent to make something different every time !

My first pride with a girlfriend 🐶

Me and my gorl

Living it up at electric forest

I love electric forest. The RV living is luxurious