mind you the 'spam'/suspicious accusation is because I had the audacity to try to run discord thru a terminal interface because the official app is a nasty resource hog: img for example

tbf it always feels shitty when proprietary apps like discord build themselves on open source software and databases only to end up like this.

BY THE WAY, my new discord got banned for "spam" so Im back on my original account until I can appeal it. (which might take weeks tbh ughhhhhh)

lot of venting and roundabout ways i speak on some matters and in the end my internal conclusion is always "oh yea society just doesnt really like autistic people"

Hey man, youre still an adult and you dont 'feel' like one because of the ever growing disenfranchisement we all face in a capitalist hellscape

tbh the people who would be annoying over you making a deeply immoral character dont tend to care for your 57 disclaimers about how you dont vouch for or endorse their behavior anyway

neighborhood bunny :)

bash scripting is pretty fun, its neat to just write a script and assign a hot key to it for some diy customization.

Also discovering that Window's throttles my internet by almost 400-500mbps difference compared to the penguin os

16GB card at $800 that plays at the same level of a 5080 16GB that runs 1300-$1500

actually nuts how AMD builds are sometimes almost have the price of NVIDIA builds these days for practically the same performance

found this in the archives again

If I missed you in the purge, you can just dm here and Ill readd

I think my penchant for the pinky pastel and aesthetic cutesy stuff is just the need to have a little whimsy in my life too. my life is in fact improved because my keyboard is pink and has cat ears

heads up, Ill be deleting and remaking my discord account, not for any immediate safety concerns but more just slowly tethering away from a account with a lot lingering bad vibes attached to it

finally

I just did the equivalent of deleting system32 on windows on my linux install and I cant even be mad about it tbh I deserved that lmao

there are no rules saying you cant have flamin hot cheetos paired with your steak and green beans

I have a lot of mean and petty words to say about the whole LADS thing going on but i will be good and not say anything just know that is taking a lot of willpower on my part

two kinds of artists I will always have such deep respect for in terms of the sheer technical skill involved watercolor artists and calligraphers/typeface designers

graphic design really is my passion because Ive been drooling over this font for an hour

dead republicans 💞

Turtle man AND graham cracker both dying in the same month, before the midterms? there truly can be miracles if you believe

what a incredible way to find this out

elidibi

the problem with talking about the penguin computer is the very persistent term searchers (they were very bad on twitter)

So i dedicated a SSD for a linux install, and im pretty comfy about the transition. A lot of my modern steam titles booted without issue out the box and krita runs natively on the OS. Linux has def had a significant glow up the past 5 years

I need to eventually c*mm someone to make the most horny and beautiful guro art of cassius

LRP in a way helps me feel better about writing extremely explicit in your face smut. something in me whispered it was too self indulgent, but who gives a fuck read my fic about a space marine giving a twink a cum bulge and the other fic where Marazhai takes a cattle prod to the balls

So I couldn't find the original thread, and therefore have written my own analysis and put it on my website (to avoid censorship for bluntly discussing sexual content). There's also an indecent amount of food metaphors. Enjoy? www.riengray.com/blog/the-perpetual-disappointment-of-if-only-eroticism

It so weird having a delayed reaction to something someone said to you almost 24 hours prior, because Im just now remembering some off hand comment my neighbor said to me yesterday, its literally "wait a min thats a really fucking annoying thing they said"

Thinking a year later about E33 just hits me more like a tale about the horror of watching grief drag you and your loved ones into madness.

she just got stung by a wasp, happy birthday 😭

1 year later :)

Its actually aggravating watching people beg in vain to be removed from a blocklist by someone who "doesnt have the energy" to review appeals and who then made a big ole stink about how your 'discomfort' being on that list outweighs the risk to queer people

Unfortunately ive gone down the linux rabbit hole bad because yea its really technical but its that level of customization and freedom i really like to play with even if sometimes you can blow up your OS, the computer is fun again

oh hes dead dead, huh?

I think Ill definitely be making the switch once Win12 gets closer because I have a VERY bad feeling about the wacky hardware requirements Win12 might require

linux is pretty neat but compatibility with certain windows only stuff thats kinda critical to me is gonna keep me from switching right now

guys ive installed linux

ive realized my posts have truly ascended into "getting into yogurt latey" territory the past few years

this is my best loaf yet, the crumb and favor profile is 👌👌

It's time

ive never been so excited over getting a new keyboard before but eeeeeeeeeeeee

you know it took way too long for me to realize how 'butch' can fit into my identity even though i dont think myself a lesbian (ive dated/been with women and i know bi butches are a thing)

its very funning watching the reactions to the schism from people who were born into Catholicism versus a certain demographic who willingly converted into it later in life

Doing my part by feeding my boys to the wolves

giirrls

everyone should watch conclave btw