I guess I lucked out cuz my local planet fitness has been pretty chill

there are also miserable people who do simply enjoy stoking and farming your anger online just for the thrill of it

there are real and tangible fears/problems out there, esp for marginalized communities for without needing sensationalist headlines backed no substantive proof

Anyway

i miss my elf

cuck chair is not the correct terminology for what the fujo is doing because it implies one of the characters is their partner. i do not want to be in a longterm relationship with either of those men.

LRP I LOVE OLDER WOMEN AND THEIR CONTROVERSIALLY YOUNG GIRLFRIENDS

birthday kisses from her controversially young girlfriend

they make my heart melt

what if 'fuck you my rogue trader's transition was sanctified by the church based on doctrine of shaping him more to the emperor's ideal fir him"

I give my twinks 'angelic beauty' in the terrifying bliblical angel sense instead of the young pasty innocent look more haunting, pale and gaunt look that says "you SHOULD be afraid"

had a lot of thoughts about Charles while playing rdr2

i have terrible news

I was really into this man for some inexplicable reason last year. ( I still enjoy him demolishing Cassius)

here we go

I have thoughts about Arthur morgan being considered 'progressive' for his time which in some respects maaaaybe?? but not throwing slurs around, being generally apathetic and sardonic towards the idea of women voting dont really mean youre all that progressive imo

Sadie and Abigail from RDR2 are great litmus tests for dudes who are weird about women because they will complain Abigail has (very justified) fits at John's reckless behavior and they hate Sadie for being able to hold her own as a gunslinger (even toss out the good ole mary sue label)

Also Mii's can have babies together regardless of gender, these two popped out a baby this morning 😭

🥺

weeee today is the day, had to make my own balloons

this little guy 😭

found a shop at renfest selling these, kinda interesting??

place selling real pelts/leather (ethically sourced) got me a fox

weeeee

I enjoy the shitposting

I think part of why GW2 has been succesfull lately is that Anet realized it was smarter to build on the systems/classes that were already there, incentivize going back to the maps that are already there, keeping older content fresh. Granted some areas of GW2 kinda fell thru the cracks but still

WAIT WAIT WAIT WAIT WAIT WAIT

what clicked with me about 2 ish years ago is that my problem with XIV is that its an MMO

Calcazar #roguetrader

Xavier Calcazar #roguetrader

If they let me give Myth at least something close to her intended bigger nose and lips then MAYBE...we will see. And wrinkles

Guild Wars 2's influence on its contemporaries needs to be studied in a lab

ive had pet birds before I hit my 30s and always enjoyed them but turning 30 truly does make you REALLY into birds for some reason

invite her to your island 🥺

gay marriage

I found Myth she was on vacatioon this whole time

while being a 36 year old man in 1899 was in some ways different then being 36 in our modern world but Arthur getting called a OLD GRIZZLED MAN by himself and other characters when Im only two years younger then him is very funny

The thing about the romance genre is that its an 'escape' and a stage perforamance of romance, even in more grounded tales , which makes a lot of the discourse around it silly. The way people talked about romance novels in the 1900s really hasnt changed in tone from today, its so interesting

The point where 40k's satire fundamentally fails really comes down to the conflict between how Satirical Space Catholic Empire needs to be cringe, but Marketable Soldier Miniatures need to be cool

i love arthur's journal, I love that it updates depending on the order you do missions, encounters, find certain plants/landmarks etc, I love it so much I could cry again

rdr2's story is one of those examples where having the ending spoiled does not take away anything from its impact. I pretty much was made aware of most of the major plot points prior and yet it still emotionally hit me like a train

outside the context of fandom discourse, my brain shuts off re discussions about 'dangers' of romance titles 'normalizing'/romanticizing' etc abusive dynamics and Im failing to see where the effect of this is happening on modern society.

It really says something that my hunch for the past 20 or so years is to assume almost every new 'slang' is just appropriated language from the black community and being confirmed correct

sorry this is all ive been able to think about all week

I am a sucker for things like skyrim with survival/camping mods, it is a very comforting, almost meditative experience and I feel like RDR2 gives me that vibe without all the modding hassle

I happened to stumble upon other's reactions to the ending and its really mind boggling how anyone acted deeply shocked it ends the way it does when the game is very blatantly telling you that you are watching a slow moving car crash

I have a lot of feelings about RDR2 and I dont think i can really go into it without crying all over again for a while.

What a ride (epilogue done) 🫡

next day amd Im still having moments of tears and just general sadness oh my god..