I do not need to buy a guitar right now, but just looking at and listening to different ones lately has been strangely cathartic for some reason.

Alright, duckies! It's happening. February 24th! Big changes are coming! A big thank you to @birdtooth.studio who made the model I've been using for the last three and a half years. It's earned a break.

So my work leave paperwork has cleared, and I wasn't called to jury duty this morning. First time in forever that I'm staying up late and have zero guilt. Take the small W's.

I can't even with therapists anymore. Every one is more impersonal and dehumanizing than the last.

Full-size James Hamilton album cover shot for Donald Fagen’s 1982 masterpiece, ‘The Nightfly’

I've had some time to think, and I have the rough sketch of a plan. Next couple months will be therapy, building more of a RL support network, and brushing up on tech skills that I actually enjoy doing and are atrophying in my current job.

hi I made a really cool new redeem that temporarily gameboy-ifies the whole stream! The game, notifications, vtuber, redeems, all of it! I also animated something nice to activate it, so please check it out cause I'm proud of it 💚 www.youtube.com/watch?v=LGq3...

Home Sweet Home

✨WE GOT TWITCH PARTNER!✨ I'm heckin crying right now >< after 6.5 years and having so many ups and downs we have finally made it! I can't thank you all enough for the sheer amount of support and love you have shown me 💙 Thank you all so much from the bottom of my heart~ Our Journey has just begun!

I've put in for a two month leave at work, during which time I can focus on getting healthy and doing things I actually enjoy for a change. If they try pulling the rug on me, I have enough saved to coast for another month or two. So that's the plan.

The badger's first 12 hour stream!! Let's begin the fun! www.twitch.tv/deadlywratho...

I've made my youtube vids private and cleared off all the branding. I haven't deleted anything outright, but I don't want to give the impression that I'm coming back soon. I'm not. If you're still following as a friend, thank you. I'll try to find some other way to be useful.

I've made my youtube vids private and cleared off all the branding. I haven't deleted anything outright, but I don't want to give the impression that I'm coming back soon. I'm not. If you're still following as a friend, thank you. I'll try to find some other way to be useful.

About year ago I wondered aloud how bad things had to get before I could no longer think about streaming. This is it. We're here. I'm done.

I don't have a PhD in psychology but can you imagine in 2026 the year of our lord saying to a distressed patient "Have you tried just not reading the news?"

ratsune squeaku is back :D telepathy (by deco27) version #rats #art #hatsunemiku #vocaloid

Postponing stream again. Sorry this is not a good mental health week for me.

Mouse Guard: Dawn of the Black Axe Hardcover Out Today!!! @grcomics.bsky.social @boom-studios.com

Still not feeling great today, gonna push next stream out to Wednesday.

I didn't plan anything for it, but tomorrow's my 49th birthday that also roughly coincides with my 4th streamer anniversary. It's never too late to be cringe.

so many furries are sleeping on how fun it is to give characters beady little animal eyes instead of big cartoon mascot ones

Ty everybody ;3;

I really like how Donkey Kong plays on the Atari 400.

bunch o' otters!

what the fuck ʷʰᵃᵗ ᵗʰᵉ ᶠᵘᶜᵏ

Made a small Discord bot today. Right now this is all it does, but most of the busywork was in the setup so this feels pretty good.

I hate feeling this listless in the rare time when I really feel like drawing.

i need to get up and make coffee cuz this is cracking me up way too much

Ooh baby Feffix is cookin' now #3d #blender #furry #furryart #pf2e #rat #ysoki #witch

Streamer Rat 🎮🐀 Ink and highlighter on a sketchbook I found in the trash. #rattober #rattober2025 #traditionalart #weezer #weasel

Irresponsibility

Found the time to get caught up on the VOD channel and fix a small thing with my raid alert. Might do a chill morning stream tomorrow.

Sorry, was feeling like crud and overslept stream time. Stay tuned for plans for next week.

May mid-nineties Dr. Katz, CompuServe, and Comedy Central fill you with holiday cheer.

Merry Christmas Just A Week Away for those who celebrate

The longest most collab animation ive ever done, a stream intro done for the amazing Lanie that was suppose to just be the majoras mask intro redone but... I may have gone overboard X3. (came with no music so can play their own) #MizlaTechAD [Please check credits below!(few posts)]

No stream tonight, need to take care of some things.

Taking another hail mary shot at getting diagnosed with ADHD.

After creating a thread asking if they planned to disclose their use of AI: they deleted it. So they’re still trying to hide it. Reminder to not support @rawfury.bsky.social’s games. They have lied about not supporting AI and are now actively hiding conversations about it.

Buy an Atari in 1982 and they would throw in a cool Atari Jacket.

I FINALLY FOUND IT. Been looking for this stupid video for fucking EVER but GOOGLE SUCKS SO MUCH SHIT NOW

Speaking of... Tonight at 7 PM PST ! A collection of Ratformers for Your Enjoyment, some Old, some New, all for APOPO ! There's a whole pile of milestones for donating, and more are piling on as we speak ! Come find out all the FACTS about HeroRATs! 7 PM PST twitch.tv/PiroARat

Food Fight!

Okay I think I finally have a game ready for Monday. Eager to catch up and show off a couple "new" redeems.

Want to start streaming again but man there's nothing I super want to play right now. Everything I'm super interested in is coming out next year. May just have to find a comfort game to jump back into.

Finished a sprite commission for @spacemouse.ca today!! Somehow, this little creature looks correct as a little overhead map sprite. Wishing them many gaming adventures from top-down perspective

I was supposed to be updating my vtuber model this month, but for some reason I got an itch to dust off my old stream bot project again. I'm a backend guy and have a hard time visualizing UX flows, but I'm starting to see it more clearly now, so maybe I can finally bang out a prototype.

I promise I will be less quiet soon.

Not casting judgment on Blender or the great work they do, but my professional experience has been that dropping phrases like "the full spectrum of creativity, powered by freedom" is never a good sign.

Silleh PNGtuber commission for @gunnarther.at !! 🐀