It's so fucking hot in my room but also insanely cold in the pool still 🫠

I am so sleepy all the time now my depression symptoms are going off because I fucking hated that job so much, and now I have no idea what to do for work.

I was reading about "limerence" It seems to be rare for an entire relationship to be that, but it would make sense why I can't understand how this year went like this It makes sense why I always felt that way It's hard to move on. Single friends, does anyone have hope for love?

It is pretty fucked up we have VI now but we call it AI One of the interesting things about mass effect's lore with VI is they are used by different species for a variety of things, but they never really had them in control of much The little hologram you deploy as engineer is a VI

I feel like the hurdle with going back to school isn't even tuition they have financial assistance set up, but rather housing I have no idea how I would afford to live anywhere without working a bunch Maybe like one room in someone's house, but nobody would want me living with them

I think I may bite the bullet and finally start taking classes for game dev Not sure where yet, maybe online learning at first, but I could do individual classes at a college I have some good ideas, and if I could make them happen. Who knows, maybe I could make something people love

I screenshot everytime trails is horny because it's like once every 10,000 words I stg So rare

Okay I think I may finally beat daybreak this week Then I am going to work on my FF7 video I think I'll need to record like every scene, and some of the information from conversations and also show some insight into the world desig Luckily a lot of the side stuff is not important to my video

I think I am going a little crazy because I cut my own hair into bangs I think it ended up looking okay

Never forget these little freakes from Legend of Mana

It just hasn't stop hurting Glad sierra is able to get a new boyfriend, fall in love, avoid any pain, never want to talk to me again, and nothing changes about her life beyond losing friends that she clearly didn't even care about in the first place

Okay I had to quit the museum cook job because they were doing shit I hate doing and like serving food that will not taste good The one worker put a hotdog in the deep fryer because it was like over 6 hours old at that point Very ridiculous shit Better job for people who don't give a shit

I think ya'll on bluesky will appreciate my wario cosplay

I saw this post about a Japanese man who did the "one punch man" work out routine but the article said FUCK ALL about what his diet was you can gain muscle doing like 20 push ups 20 sit ups 20 squats and some dungbell chest presses or more push ups Wtf was this man eating please I need it

I hate how the most pathetic liberal/conservative scum think they can guilt me into feeling bad I don't want to work or contribute to this fucking hell This is why my country is moving forward with the right-to-die laws Like stfu and go pay to keep children and non-white people alive you scum

My friends on my stream yesterday were saying the designs for digimon tamers are worse than the other 1999-2002 seasons I didn't get it at all lol BUT I have the best game to play on stream next week I am gonna show two characters and chat has to guess what season each are from It's gonna be fun

People in public are always such assholes until you scream at them aggressively loud and tell them they are ugly and probably bully service workers to get what they want All of a sudden they aren't so tough anymore and they need the POLICE to defend them Pussies

I think it's time for a disco elysium replay I want to get into that game again. What a fucking master piece of philosophical and geo political symbolism The lore really cuts deep into our reality, and you can see how the world and Harry adapts to these intense representations of our struggles

🐱 #digimon #デジモン #Nyabootmon

I'm gonna keep working on my video ideas 1. Final Fantasy 7 Remake/Rebirth/Crisis-Core introspective and symbolism, weight of the new plot, and how they decided to emphasize the most relatable part of FF7's story. The destruction of nature and the endless greed of corporations.

I may get a job at the cafè at the RTM I don't want to, but I mean working at the dinosaur museum would be good I could go see the fossils whenever I wonder what of our civilization will last millions of years It's really overwhelming It gives me peace Knowing destruction is not the end

I'm gonna start posting my Instagram stories on here too for everyone I mostly post mon of the day where I show a vpet or sprite and a card or image of a digimon Sometimes other random screenshots or jokes too Kamemon is mon of the day today!!

Competition and the feeling of being in a constant battle for everything from everyone around you. If you can do better than someone else in school/work, if you can handle money or be brought into wealth somehow. If you can go out into the world and not hate it. You won life Enjoy I'm envious

I'm feeling so fucked up... Everything kind thing people say to me I am not accepting Is anyone else tired of proving themselves? Is anyone else tired of competing? I can't do it anymore Prove what? My intelligence? How funny I am? How I look? How I perform? Competition makes me sick

If anyone has any advice for heartbreak or like what is the best way to let go or deal with your nervous system I could use it I thought I was done crying but it just doesn't stop

Van talking about Rixia and Shizuna fighting as a threesome he isn't into lmao I love daybreak so much Van is such an awesome protagonist

Kincaid's attacks in daybreak are probably the most absurd of anyone in the series 🤣 Definitely rivaling claire with her fucking floating mirrors and reflecting a laser off them He throws bullet casings in the air, and then some how shoots them to then angle them downward like raining bullets

I think this year is the worst year of my entire life It's hard to even think about lol

Wiz was yelling his new yelling at the sea lingo

I feel like I am so hard on myself because I haven't worked a normal job in so long, but I know I could compete I just don't want to I can't get caught up in giving a shit about profit and listening to assholes who keep the class system alive by accepting they are better than others

I'm not going to that anime convention anymore I'm just gonna take the hit for the ticket and hotel I can't focus on anything right now, and I don't need to be wasting anymore money right now

"I don't do Yoga, never tried Pilates. Not many people want me at their parties. Trying find my place, someplace I smoke a little more than recommended, this world ain't exactly what my heart expected"

this sprite is like the perfect fucking thing

Wiz loves fart porn

I stole this from Facebook idk who made it

I am going to Otafest in Calgary on Friday I'll be going alone and I know absolutely nobody going, but I am gonna try my hardest to make friends

EGG HEAD - “HAAAAAAARD COOORE!!! AAAAAAAIGHH!!!” He lets out an agonized roar over the feeble-ish, obviously not too hard core beat below.

Happy mother's day to some of the trails moms (Mostly deceased 😞)

"I'm apocalyptic, melonchy. You can have it if you want it" youtu.be/wAJw6nhQVnI?...

It's like a damn desert out here

I think I am just gonna be vol-cel I don't really like dating It's never been my thing to hook up, and I am not ready for someone to come into my life at all seemingly I thought I but rejection and loss are overwhelming me It doesn't feel worth it Nobody needs to touch me lol

Happy mother's day To our fictional moms, and our real ones

It's insane the amount of modern jrpgs that remind me of xenoblade chronicles 1 That game really went crazy with the world building It's so fucking good The world is so alive and I absolutely love it

Okay replacement motherboard is here today Let's see if I was right and it's what was broken or if I wasted 200 dollars and still don't have my pc fixed I am so nervous lol

Okay basically done daybreak and if trails goes until the characters are all older and they start canon shipping characters for marriage and shit Van would marry Elaine, and Elaine would die on a job as a bracer and he would become another trails widower Then he would re-marry the grown up Agnès

As if this releases on my Birthday Why is the world being so symbolic and cruel to me ? lmao Tomadachi, and Steins;Gate Reboot are both gonna make me cry more than they should

Persona 5???