hi! 😃 i couldn't help but notice that scrolling is sapping your will to live! may i offer u a video essay in these trying times? youtu.be/Bdj14_jdumI

playing beam ng drive, idk what to do so tell me what to do www.twitch.tv/spinelesscre...

back to finishing my playthrough of tokyo xtreme racer! www.twitch.tv/spinelesscre...

more minecraft! www.twitch.tv/spinelesscre...

playing more of that weird delivery game www.twitch.tv/spinelesscre...

playing some easy delivery co. not Entirely sure what this is about... www.twitch.tv/spinelesscre...

WE'RE PLAYING TOKYO XTREME RACER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! www.twitch.tv/spinelesscre...

i should use this account i keep forgetting it exists omg

i forgot i had a bsky to post my thoughts on so yes life update; im alive! still no job and no money... yay been trying to get hired as an editor, turns out i get really depressed when i have to do something other than youtube... sad! there is a video in the works but its incredibly slow rip

okay question if anyone knows anything about this but how do you even get hired as an editor for a youtuber/streamer? like are there communities for this or

bit amazing how even if I was stressed my life felt so much better when I was locked into YouTube but when I so much as listen to my dad and try to follow a career I get just as stressed out as I was for most of my life lol

was suffering from a case of sunk cost fallacy with the current video but I've decided I'm not feeling it and I'll just move on to the next one, that's a lot of time and effort on a more than half finished video wasted but oh well better than being stuck doing nothing

the need to start editing the video vs my 8 hour marvel rivals session...

i've been using davinci resolve lately (since i've been doing gigs so i need something more professional for that) and i'm actually enjoying it a lot. it's just shiny syndrome but it's actually so much fun editing in a new app (which is why i should maybe focus on constantly learning new things)

I need assistance now and I'm willing to work for it. My housing situation is now actively in danger and I am going to be kicked out. I have no phone service. My father grabbed by my left ankle and belt loop, and threw me out of bed while I was sleeping, at 9:30 AM this morning. Please help

love how poorly bollywood songs are classified wdym bhaag dk bose is romantic, table and sitar? (not to mention the off screen tag... bhangra)

if I ever say im trying my best to work on the next video do NOT believe me! I just spent the ENTIRE day learning how to play drums and ellectric guitar on a keyboard

fireworks so loud making me wish we lost the match 💔

been getting into understanding how music is played so thought I'll watch a live version of a song I like and what in the 2000s MTV,😭 (i love it btw)

rivals is still do much fun, I don't get much time to game alone but when I do I just hop on rivals, it's one of the reasons I think having a clips dump channel would be good LOL

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I really am considering making a side channel for gameplay funny moment montages bc I actually have a decent bit of footage and trying to force a "deep" video just so I can find a place to put these feels boring

hi hi I know I've been a bit quiet on youtube so life update! I found someone that is throwing some free lancing editing work at me so I've been ever so slightly busy with that. It's actually given me hope that I can have a stable source of funding for my youtube now

i don't usually do this but i decided to watch some tips on marvel rivals and most of it boils down to "just communicate with your team" and it's like. oh yeah it really is that simple. just play with your team and have your team work with you. yeah ! right !!! do that in solo queue! right !

writing the script for a new video

face reveal soon btw

urge to make a side channel to teach science and math increasing

gold 1 as a luna snow main... its a simple life we lead

i was wondering why my rivals queue time is so long today, surely most people aren't offline right now, it's not like there's anything special toda- oh

THE MARVEL RIVALS ADDICTION IS BAD. SAVE MEEEEEEE

the new video is doing awfully but somehow I don't really mind, taking a day off after you finally put a video out is actually so nice, i can just chill and relax and the immediate fear doesn't kick in bc you're not overworking

whenever my uncle comes over we play card games and bet small amounts of money. i must be honest; i have a lot of fun and wish i could do it more... the gambling calls to me

as someone who first found out about this game when i was 21 and ended up making a long ass video because of how deeply it affected me; YES

the first time you play Katamari Damacy is a little like the first time you stick your arm out the window of a moving car and feel the wind on your fingers

the worst part about spending too much effort on a video is the way it feels after it's up. unfortunately no amount of effort means the video *actually* turns out good but it does feel like you wasted all your effort if the video does end up flopping, I'm so avoiding doing this again lol

Exactly 25 seconds after I convince OpenAI to give me, a curious tech enthusiast YouTuber, a tour of their facility

monkey man not getting the attention it deserves in India makes sense bc... yea but I'm surprised it didn't catch on overseas. if you're reading this, go watch monkey man

new video is UP !!! this took wayyy too long to make. it's me talking about how much i love GTA san andreas (but also mostly the things around it) youtu.be/UdFylRWH1m0

ah so I suppose I should also drop an update on my thoughts on being openly trans as a youtuber the fear of it holding me back bc of transphobia is there, I only have a year to do this so I need to maximize my chances. on the other hand, ive realised *my* vision specifically is sincerity and-

I need to do my finally watch of the video before I can publish it and I'm outside so I can't do that yet but I'm so so proud of this thumbnail I spent like 3+ hours on this lol

saw a post talking about making a game engine and now i want to make a game engine FUCKKKK

get others to experience it for the first time. experiencing their joy of doing it is very fulfilling to watch too

by some miracle that video I've been working on for a MONTH is finally starting to reach the finish line. for anyone who's actually keeping up, you'll be disappointed at how plain it actually is. godspeed my career were ngmi

very odd little thing about me that i haven't experienced in a long time but did with raft is that i have these bits of hyperfixation where i'll be locked into something the ENTIRE day for a few days/weeks but then i'll suddenly DREAD doing it ever again

the raft addiction is still going strong. i am on the verge of dropping youtube and becoming a full time raft streamer. good lord.

too much raft man. idk if it's the adhd meds or the 6+ hour daily raft sessions but my head hurtssss. I HAVEN'T BEEN WORKING ON YOUTUBE 😭

just did a 9 hour stream of raft today. i might be addicted!

raft is so fucking addicting bro I love survival games so much