Absolutely gutted w the feeling that I don’t deserve some of my s/os which is ridiculous but when u miss them a lot the idea guts me and im like I have got to get a grip why do I get like this

Anyways what’s new w yalllllll im in the trenches w my atlas six Dr and my Austin drs have my by thr throat what else is new

My bad guys I got logged out of my account I couldn’t get back in

Hi bbs how are we all doing

Copying Emmie while I wait for my Tylenol to kick in I’m just resting, comment for 4 random pics from my Pinterest and I’ll do a couple of em

I haven’t tried to shift in whirl cause just everything in my life has been one stressor after the other but last night I had an Experience for the first time in a while and even if I didn’t shift it was still nice to have that experience again so I don’t feel like I lost it completely

There’s been a death in my immediately family I’m taking a break from social media, if you need me you can dm me for my number and I will give it to you before i disappear for little bit

School has me wigging out bro I can’t belive I have three more weeks of thesis still it never ends

I’m not gonna share on the tl cause I’m crazy and insane and wanna keep it close to my chest but I just got my playlist reading from Jade and it’s so thoughtfully and well crafted I nearly cried, I can’t wait to listen to all the songs 😭🖤 EVERYONE SAY THANK YOU JADE!!!🖤 @lawofjade.bsky.social

Don’t wanna work on my thesis I wanna use my art degree to draw myself and my s/os together omfg

RUN FOREST RUN

Also i feel insane a lot of the time for being sooooooo - just I don’t wanna share a lot of my s/os and I found out a moot I’ve been friends w for a bit started shifting for REGULUS and I had to BLOCK I was sooooooooooOOOOOOOOO OHOOOO boy

Got my reading from Jade the other day…..Jade you are so talented and I am scared of u 🖤 with love 🖤 (it was so fucking good I’m still weeping screaming losing my shit over it /pos)

The only difference between twt and Bluesky is on twt you’re gonna see my feral thoughts way more often - and I can post about my smoosh dr more

Just because I logged back into priv twt don’t mean I’m abandoning this account

OKAY FINE ILL LOG BACK JNTO TWT

Pleaseeeeeeee don’t all migrate back to twitter I left for a reason 😭😭😭 /nm

why is everyone going back to twitter? 😭😭 i thought the whole point of us being here was that we were boycotting the owner?

WHOOOO UPPPPPP RN I needa yapp about the memory i got today we can swap talking about our drs pls dm me IMMEDIATELY!!!!

Bro I got fucking punched the GUT with a memory today UGHHHHH /lh

EVERYONE ONE SAY CONGRATULATIONS EMMIE!!!!😁🖤🙂‍↕️

Somtimes I forget I don’t need to post every thought I have I can just text the boos or Emmie or Carly like it doesn’t need to be blasted on the tl cause yall will get sick of me real quick

EMMIE MASTER SHIFTER ERA LETS GOOOO

I love my mom so bad she just gets me and she always knows what to say also the song makes me 😭😭😭😭😭🖤 /pos

Despite my success my mental health is like hanging on by the fingernails rn bc thesis is absolutely kicking my ass so I may take a break from Bluesky till it’s over we will seeee

I shifted last night…..*shudders*

Okay locking in this weekend to shift yall in about to lose my shit we got Marauders and MCU on the docket we’ll see which ones wins out by tonight 🙂‍↕️🖤

Pls give me marauders fic recs and don’t say art heist or atyd or crimson rivers i need something that’s COMPLETED and multiple chapters long preferably decently written or itll take me out of it completely. Pls plsss pls plsssss

I love shifting sm rn bro and I just think it would be really funny if I shifted on a day im extremely exhausted stumbling into bed at 3am with no intentions of shifting

Oh I yearn I yearn I love my fucking marauders friends bro I can’t wait to shift there I’m gonna do it I’m telling yall ugh okay I’ve got it out of my system for now goodnight happy shifting 🖤

Regulus and Freya core extremely normal about it obviously

Marauders Dr hilariously out of context

The yearning for my Maurders Dr is resurfacing and I’m falling back in love with the world itself and a similar feeling I had when I first started shifting ohhhhhh we are so fucking back

These made me laugh so hard I’m sorry I can’t /lh /pos

I finished it……… president snow when I fucking get you…………..

Having thoughts and feelings about sunrise on the reaping, doesn’t help that this fucking book is based on real historical events - makes me even more sick to my stomach bro and I’m not even halfway through the fucking book Suzanne u are my hero and an artist

Listening to sunrise on the reaping and I feel SICK to my stomach bro alr and I’m only 13 percent through the book

Never mentioning my non shifting related hobbies again the non shifters always manage to find me blue sky pls I need u to give us drafts and priv accounts

I’ve always wanted to be a published author (poetry) but at the same time I’m like I don’t really want to monetize it as a hobby I just want people to read it, but ALSO I think it’s better preformed and read aloud imo I miss preforming it at bars and restaurants and cafes

Wrestling dr snd fame dr where im dean winchesters love interest and overall badass main female protag these are what I’m cooking up I have more to say just know I am cooking I’m stirring I’m adding spices u hope yall are hungry bc you will be FED I need to YAPP ABOUT IT SOON

Scrolling Pinterest in the labs for reference and I almost spit out my water look at the shirt??????

One thing about me im gonna fuck up a London fog, hot or cold, that shit is incredible, chefs kiss MWAH💋

I’ve been so locked in this week I haven’t had time to really dedicate to shifting but I have TWO new drs that kinda reignited my excitement and motivation to shift so I’ll hopefully be able to dedicate them to those over my spring break and make time to actually shift and make threads/script

the miniest of mini threads 🧵 lotr random posts I’ve made

I think it's important to remember, with everything extremely fucked up and dumb right now, that at the root of it, fuck fuck fucking fucking fuck.

Entertaining something that’s probably a bad idea, can’t wait to eventually do it anyways hehehe ✨ /lh /nsrs

Thesis review did go really well but I’m not having a good mental health day at all despite that I just really want my mom (Rowena) and I want my cr fiance really bad, I can’t have either rn

I regret to inform you all I have not slept a wink

I have my thesis faculty review tomorrow and I am absolutely tweaking but hopefully it goes okay 😵‍💫 I have to get up fucking early to resave my files and get dressed cause the review is at 10AM!!!!! AUGHAA