I feel so much better today! It's a Christmas miracle!

I have a cold. I need someone to come take care of me. Am going to pout and feel sorry for myself.

My baby (12) brought me breakfast in bed after getting ready for school on their own. ❤️❤️❤️❤️

Today is a shitty day.

I won't get spanked if I play hookie from work so...🤔

I just did a select all and delete to my inbox. And I'm skipping out on work tomorrow to drink wine all weekend. That feels good.

I have a headache. And a general sense of impending doom.

I don't wanna.

My new plan is I'm just watching reels all day.

I could use a spanking.

TIL it's Wednesday.

I had a student talking to me in my office for an hour because they are making a C. They acknowledged that they are "not giving their best effort" and "not always present" in class. What grade does average work earn? And why does it have to be during the time when Im supposed to be playing banjo?

Oh snap. Did I miss out on the rapture?

My need for a spanking conflicts with my need for being good.

Can someone give me a Sunday scolding to get my head ready for the week?

Seriously. I'd rather these go to a good home. They will not be used here and I don't want to throw them away.

I have some lovely implements that will no longer find use here. Would you like them? If so could you pay for shipping?

I watch Professor Mursten and the Wonderwomen. You lot might enjoy it.

What if I just have potato chips for dinner?

I don't wanna play this game anymore...

It's 76 degrees and I'm sitting outside. In August. In Texas. This has to mean the end of the world is near right?

I thought i was doing ok, but the meltdown I just had says otherwise.

In today's stoopid adventures I went into the office to have a meeting and get some work done. Decided to wear cute shoes...that have inflexible soles. Ended up falling in the parking lot and now it hurts to walk. Currently in urgent care waiting for knee evaluation.

Today I'm in the I-need-structure-and-have-asked-for-accountability stage of grief. Will I regret this?

Had the day to myself so I pissed off ex by letting MIL know we split since she invited us to Thanksgiving and he'snot told her yet. And then organized an agenda for the first department meeting of the semester. Also did some laundry and ate cake.

I've reached the eat-a-cake-straight-from-the-pan-with-a-fork stage of grief.

I had a dream that women were no longer allowed to have jobs. That was a dream, right?

My soon-to-be-ex-husband just admitted to all the ways he's neglected me over the years. Which triggers my childhood emotional neglect. How am I supposed to function now?! (Please note that if I am posting, I am generally beginning to work through this stuff.)

And I didn't buy any cookies.

Now I'm in the depression stage of grief.

I'm in the angry stage of grief.

@elleqsabine.bsky.social Happy birthday! Please tell us all about your birthday spanking.🙏🙏🙏

This hot flash is so intense that I'm cleaning upstairs naked (finished downstairs with clothes). That song that goes, I'm too sexy for my shirt keeps running through my head. Is this what he meant?

My dishes are done. But now there's a basket of laundry waiting to be put away. What even is this?!

Who's going to do my dishes and why does this keep being an issue in my house?

4 have to dos on my list: Draft course proposal and syllabus ✅️ Grind coffee✅️ Make laundry soap Present at project update Other things that need doing: Empty dishwasher Laundry Take out trash Budget update Grocery shopping

I did not receive messages from my dreams. So I had to do the dishes.

Someone needs to do the dishes in my house. But who? I'm going to take a nap and see if the answer comes to me in my dreams.

I need to ugly cry later today. Suggestions for movies to help with that?

In the piano lesson, I figured out that my face is tight because I have to hold everything together at work and at home. Identifying that helped my face muscles relax a little. but now what do I do with that information? #humaningishard

talked to my therapist. she suggested i lower expectations of myself. how does that even happen?

I need my face to relax and my brain to stop yelling at me.

I need to do laundry and dishes and grocery shopping and some other errands but it's a holiday and I also have difficulty taking breaks without having significant health challenges.

Current mood: What would I need to do to avoid a spanking today? Current reality: Spankings will never happen so it doesn't matter.

I feel so sad tonight... Nothing in particular has happened. Just sad.

Light of day seems to have changed perspectives.

@electraheartt.bsky.social How are you doing today?

Mood youtu.be/VV1XWJN3nJo?...

I ran errands.

I should run errands. But im tired....