I find myself running Vampire the Masquerade 5e. This is going to be a ton of fun. The PC’s are preparing to be unleashed upon Buenos Aires. I am stoked.

I am doing this pilgrimage thing. Going to places and feeling the energies. Dissolving myself in their atmosphere. It's this beautiful surrender to these places and let go of my boundaries and beliefs. Sacred sites are beautiful if you respect them enough to empty your cup and let them teach you.

Hey kids. Did you love Babylon 5? Cool show. Super fun. Anyway ICE = Night Watch. Have fun!

Tomorrow 10/22 I will be offering a free Tai Chi class over on my Substack. Relax, breathe, center, have fun! Link Below!

Materialism is a map of reality. It is not reality itself.

A brand new Dispatch From the Edge! Get in losers, let's do some magick! Link Below.

I have returned to the TTRPG space. Working on three adventures now for three Cairn based systems. Mallworld for Liminal Horror The Gate and The Key for Screams Amongst Stars Nightmare Pass for Cairn I will have these out for sale on my Justina Revolution Ko-Fi next week!

Monk parakeets are very cute and very very loud. A bunch of them in the yard on Playa Anaconda this morning.

I teach healing as well as martial arts. Check out my Dragon Palm Kung Fu Ko-Fi for more information.

Humans are the creatures that monsters tell scary stories about.

Right wing ideology is like herpes. It goes dormant and everything seems ok. Then it flares back up.

Things I have learned as a queer transgender human: Things don't get better for long. Do what you can while you can.

A new Dispatch From The Edge! Let's look at why AI got so much worse. Link Below.

The US tariffs are leverage to ensure Trump's control of corporations that he doesn't own.

I set up a new Qigong for Trauma Integration program! If you want help reclaiming your nervous system this is for you. Link below.

My friend Liz is a fellow martial artist and she is stuck in a bad situation in Michigan please donate or share. We need to take care of each other. www.gofundme.com/f/in-need-of...

Trust your instincts. If a situation feels off to you, that's not paranoia. That's data. The best defense is not being in danger if you can help it. #martialarts

A new Dispatch From the Edge! A poem that explores Trauma for Pay. Link in comments.

Important note: There is no war in Ba Sing Se.

I am struggling right now. I need to afford groceries and rent. I am US trans woman working hard and doing her best against impossible odds. If I can just keep going I have an actual shot at stability. If you can help, please do. ko-fi.com/justinarevol...

A brand new Dispatch From The Edge! Today I talk about Fut Gar Kung Fu, one of the Traditional Chinese Martial Arts I had the privilege of learning. Link Below!

Tonight, I practiced the Choy and Li drill, Butterfly Fist, and Monkey Fist. I love Fut Gar!

The more deeply I dig into myself the more I realize I have a core conviction that nothing will ever work out for me.

Lothrop Stoddard. A name you ought to familiarize yourself with as the USA goes full bore Eugenics. He was the darling of early 20th Century Scientific Racism. As well as a member of the KKK. Read his works and you start to see all the administration's talking points writ large.

Take deep breaths in through your nose, out through your mouth with a gentle "ha" sound. Sigh. Stretch. Yawn. Let your poor nervous system reset for just a moment. If this helps, please check out my school where we teach martial arts and healing. Link below!

I need people to fund my research on South American cryptids.

Today's practice was the Fut Gar Mantis Drill plus the Butterfly Fist. It was a beautiful sunset with buzzards sailing in the bright blue sky.

A brand new Dispatch From the Edge! Why it’s easy to be successful at what you don’t care about. Link Below

I did a bunch of Fut Gar Kung Fu today. A specific form called Hua or Flower. I love the complex footwork and the short powerful strikes.

A brand new Dispatch From the Edge! Link Below

I created a free Tai Chi to Destress class! Check it out. Link Below

Sometimes relief comes in the form of an empenada.

I'm not ok. I say that and realize that no one is ok. It's a peculiar kind of isolation being surrounded by souls in need and also being in need. The realization that no help is coming and you're at the edge of the abyss. That for all your efforts, this may be all there ever is.

It's cold this morning. I woke up thinking about Baguazhang. I was practicing it in my dreams last night. I love when I drill into an art so much it sinks into my subconscious.

This is my favorite story I have ever written. I trot it out because it always needs more love. open.substack.com/pub/justinar...

I got interviewed today by Zzenn Loren of Wizzen Temple. Check it out! open.substack.com/pub/zzennlor...

I practiced Baguazhang as the stars came out to play. Phoenix and Tiger changes tonight. Then Golden Bell training. A deep taste of pleasure. (Art by @beewutang)

Check out my life as a vampire child. Written by a disposable adult! Link below!

I refuse to debate anyone. It is a pointless endeavor. I choose to affirm those with whom I agree.

AI grifter starter kit. Build a wrapper. Rent APIs from OpenAI and endlessly recycle the available GPT model. Get dumb investors to pay you money. Repeat for infinite enshittification.

Don't get it twisted. AI isn't a threat. The men who control and own it are the threats. AI is a neutral phenomenon. The use to which it is put is what makes it harmful. When used to steal from workers and suppress information, it's a weapon.

A new Dispatch from the Edge! In which your intrepid correspondent walks out on a toxic Zoom call. Check it out, link below.

Took a long walk today and ended up at the intersection of Faust and the Divine Comedy.

I'm teaching Tai Chi and Qigong online! If you want to sign up for a lesson, the cost is 40 USD per month for one private lesson per week. You can destress, help yourself heal, and support a trans creator all at once. Link below. Slots are limited.

It's hard to have goals when your only immediate concern is survival. That's not lack of ambition but good sense.

I'm on a bus as darkness slips over this land. I'm tired but my face is warm. I like the salt air better than the noise of the capital. Let me have the lonesome sea and the endless sky.

I'm so tired of surviving.

Ever notice how nothing feels that fun anymore? I've kinda stepped away from TTRPGs for the time being. That's never happened before. Always in the past, I could dive into creating some game or another. Everything feels vaguely pointless. Like the world and I are winding down.

I'm sad today. Nothing of great import. I'm kinda coming apart. I feel the seams of my being have split and all the insides are leaking out.