My passport is literally being processed as we speak. So what’s going to happen to it now? Are they going to put the wrong gender? Like? This is just weird and cruel. I just want to exist as I am.

New psych med. Have to wait until Monday to pick up my script. So another insomnia filled weekend for me. Yay… She said I looked good in blue tho. 🩵

4. The ruling leaves transgender people who obtained updated passports under the prior policy in limbo—and all transgender travelers facing profound uncertainty—as the administration now weighs further actions against their documents.

I have gained weight since my psych visit 2 weeks ago and I have shrunk an inch since last year. 🥺

A NEW DINOSAUR WAS DISCOVERED 😳 “Nanotyrannus”. A widdle T-Rex. 🦖 Aw.

Really frustrated that I can’t sleep.

this is just to say i have bitten your thighs that were on the bed and which you were probably needing to get ready for work forgive me they were delicious so sweet and so biteable

OWWW. Laser tech turned it up high today. ⚡️ Session 7 done!

I’m early today. Laser tech isn’t even here yet. Which means I have to wait for the big girl laser to warm up.

So glad to see people stand up against anti trans republicans yesterday. 🥰

Hi moon. 🌕

Spent 20 mins with a Makeup Artist this morning named Stormy. “I’m trans.” Her:”okay and?” I laughed. She was super nice to me and answered all of my questions. She helped me find a concealer and some other products I was curious about. She said my makeup looks so good already and to keep it up!

More experiments with makeup.

Reproduced and Recovered: the First Chinese Keyboard-based MingKwai Typewriter

After two decades and an estimated cost of $1bn, the Grand Egyptian Museum opens its doors to the public on Tuesday.

Egypts Grand Museum opened this week and I couldn’t be more excited!!! I can’t believe they moved the 37ft tall statue into the museum with a special truck.

I took out all the grey unisex shirts from my closet and put them in a bag to donate. I’m done. Moving on!

Was feeling so sad and dysphoric and my favorite person video called me. After 10 minutes of hearing her voice I felt okay again. I think she likes me. 🥰

It’s that time of the year where I apply for the Point Of Pride Surgery Fund and get rejected for the third time in a row.

A movie you’ve seen more than seven times with a gif.

Kind of crazy how much confidence wearing makeup gives me.

MY FAVORITE TACO TRUCK LADY HAS A TRANS PRIDE SHIRT ON TODAY. Ohmygod. She made my day!!! 🏳️‍⚧️ 🌮

Just saw recently discovered footage of Theda Bara from 1917’s Cleopatra and it makes me so angry that so many of her films are just lost to time.

Found my old ID from when I was a photographer at a 5 star resort and I have never thrown away something so fast. Good grief I was hideous.

Yesterday was the first day I’ve been out in public with makeup on by myself since 2017.

I’ve noticed today while out in public that I’m in fight or flight mode when I’m around strangers. Like, I have to be prepared for the worst situation possible and I honestly hate it.

HRT Shot 42: 11/1/25

Yesterday confirmed that the biggest hit for Halloween this year were Potato’s. I have been sending my friend videos of potato’s for the past month because she always tells me that potato’s are good to scare away the sadness. Sometimes they help. 🥔 The potato’s even made the local news. 😂

There’s a young man taking the gutters off of the house today. (They’re replacing the roof on Monday.) The house is white, the gutters are white, and he went out of his way to talk to me. “Do you want white gutters?” “Uh….? Yes?”

Lil pumpkin shirt! 🎃 🩵 First time wearing makeup since I started laser. New foundation is 🤌🏼

I’m getting all kinds of crazy looks today, and I just dressed up as myself. 🤷🏻‍♀️

Having to relive my mental health past was not what I expected to go through today. Social worker had a trainee today. I almost cried.

Did my makeup for the first time in monthssss. I look SO cute today in my lil pumpkin shirt! 🎃 🩵

My gay bag. Robyn was talking about her pins. Here’s mine.

Bought a new jacket today. “Thanks for being nice to me.” Checkout lady: “Why wouldn’t I be nice to you?!” “Because I’m trans.” Lady:”Well you’re just human.” “Not to people around here I’m not.”

Had to get out my lil heater this morning. It’s 41°F!

New fancy foundation acquired! 🥰 I also got hair ties and a head band to try out. (I know my hair isn’t long enough yet, but I wanna try different styles.)

Waking up at 1:30am is a whole different feeling than 3:30. My eyes feel so heavy, but my lower back hurts. So I had to get up and walk around.

Since it’s making the rounds. I came out when I was 26. I’m in my mid 30’s now.

Tried taking a 30 min Shannon nap and nothing happened. 🤷🏻‍♀️

Robyn it’s Polka Dot shirt day!!! 🥰

Remind me to shave my legs outside of the shower! Good grief my legs are too long.

Up at 3:30am. The med change isn’t fully helping. Maybe like one day out of the week I’ll get 7 hours? 🤷🏻‍♀️

despite all the fear mongering about trans people and the attempts to abandon and actively harm us from both political parties in the US, transitioning is still the greatest decision i’ve ever made, only regret i have is not doing it younger, and that it has only made my life infinitely better

Consult complete! E injections and Spiro can potentially start today if my pharmacy manages to fill the order. 2mg once a week and 25mg twice a day respectively. Labs in like 10 weeks. Surprised they didn't want them upfront! Glad it wasn't necessary. Excited and nervous. 😅

@spaceghostash.bsky.social TODAYS THE DAY! (Ash has her HRT consult today!!!!)

My Ukrainian friend made a comment about how I used to ONLY wear grey shirts and it’s true. For over 15 years I wore nothing but grey shirts. Telltale sign of dysphoria. Since starting HRT, color has been a huge part of my daily life and I’m so happy I’m open and comfortable with colors again. 🩵

New stripey shirt! (Ignore my face!!)

Lady:”I love when you can just tell.” Me:”Tell what?” Lady:”You know, like gay or whatever.” Me:”oh I’m transgender girl!” Lady:”You are very pretty!” Me:”Aw, thank you.” *waves*