feel like the looming threat of "if i seem too mentally ill, my surgeries might could be taken away from me" is keeping me together surprisingly well

i feel like my antidepressants are making my brain acidic

need a cute girl to lovingly strangle me to death or stab me in the chest a bunch or push me out of a window or

me: "ughhh nonstandard pronouns are annoyingggg" also me: *it/its pronouns*

i am a dollthing draped in flesh trying to claw its way out.

fancomic of a scene from WISHBLEED by deaddeaddeath! it's so fucked up and amazing, you should play it

might delete later

trying on clothes

people keep telling me it's pee but like...yummy

i'm like the reincarnation of gidget transexual taco bell chihuahua (yo quiero taco bell)

i feel sick

can you come back later

i feel sick

that tiny flinch before my fist hits her tummy :3

beach @osomaya.bsky.social

they're doing this to me, later

i can be a boy (as a treat)

when the cool artists and stuff that i'm mutuals with like my weird-ass erotic shit, i feel so reassured.

a walk before bed <3

a girl recently was very surprised that we are from arkansas, and not the uk, based on our face and art and the way we post, and we kinda love that.

i have started calling cute girls "doll" and i think that's just my thing, now

hey, dolls

the best art stuff i did in 2025 is self publishing, and mailing comics, all by myself ^o^.... im extremely proud of the work i did this year; i feel like i hit a new peak i didnt know i could still hit. ty for all of ur support <3<3<3 in spite of everything else, im lookin forward to next year

omw to fuckin taco bell

temperature play but it's just a girl with poor circulation fingering you

oedipus complex? i think it's quite simple, really....

crying, shivering, writhing, moaning in the car because of the vibrations...getting too overwhelmed to form coherent sentences...unable to tell if she is disgusted or turned on by this...wishing it would stop...wishing my body would stop...wishing i were normal.

your girlfriend calls you "mommy" my girlfriend calls me "mom" we are not the same

have been trying to draw inspiration from the ways my mother physically and emotionally and sexually abused me for my comics, but i feel it just makes any comic too depressing and impossible to finish. rip.

goodnightttttt <3

if you can't put in the tiniest amount of fight into transitioning, then you've earned your misery.

i honestly can't tell if people see "me" as extremely normal or extremely unhinged.

walktime

poke

the girl that, years ago, taught me how to suck dick good still pops up in from time to time to give me valuable life advice, and i think that's beautiful.

turns out sex machines burn through *so much lube* so i'm going out on a walk at 10pm in the cold to buy lube fuckmystupidtrannylife

Kate was going to be homeless. Due to the economy, or politics, or just random bad luck, camming had stopped paying the bills, and she couldn't find normal work fast enough. She posted about her situation online, and a fan reached out. A wealthy doctor with an extreme fetish and money to burn.

hey, what's the best way to get this kind of story format out to people? is there a website conducive to it? should i just do diy neocities pages?

low-key autoandrogenophile

"god nullification is so hot, i wish there were more nullified trans girls...." *is a trans girl with a penis* *lightbulb goes off above my head*

Kate was going to be homeless. Due to the economy, or politics, or just random bad luck, camming had stopped paying the bills, and she couldn't find normal work fast enough. She posted about her situation online, and a fan reached out. A wealthy doctor with an extreme fetish and money to burn.

off to bed niniiiiii

hysteria: cured

so gonna be tmi bought a sex machine for streaming arrive today, been experimenting i think it is completely unusable for streaming...but also the greatest thing i have ever bought holy shit holy shit holy shit

planned on going to a hiring event, tomorrow, but have just realized...i'm getting 2 surgeries in the next 4 months, and also like what if it affects my insurance?? so maybe i should remain as i am, for now

got truff sauce from the grocery store and omfg i forgot how much i love this stuff on tacos

new skirt!

hihi

antidepressant making me feel extremely inebriated a few hours after taking???