Hilarious. My bank can just do a stop payment at my request though. That's free. That takes 15 minutes on the phone. And it actively harms them because payment processors do NOT like when you get a stop payment order placed against you. What you do with this information is between you and God.

Also when I say 'bangs my head against the wall' I mean it exactly like this.

sorry yall this acct is both for porn and for vents, bc I need to get my thoughts out into the void Somehow

And maybe, too, I feel like this intense fomo im feeling is like. Part of me feels like im getting left behind by not making anything. That I feel weird talking to people if its /not/ about playing dolls— and I know thats not the rational thought to have, and probably not even true!!!+

Im going to try drawing again after I have food. maybe hot dog. and see how that goes. I wanna make Malerhem cute, or draw simple ideas of au me n a friend have been yapping on about. I want to make /something/ im tired of having ideas that go nowhere and get left in the wind+

WHICH IS WEIRD AND HARD TO DEAL WITH bc i /do/ have ideas. I have scenarios that play in my head and ideas I want to explore, but neither gpose OR art is coming to me lately??? its frustrating I cant even do the "wolqtd trend of the day" without getting frustrated in gpose bc I just DONT like+

knock knock hey sorry I didnt forget about the Porn, I just have had 0 desire to gpose lately

I will literally draw porn until I get jailed for it

Anyways, the situation where her put of her undergarments has a? 50% chance of making a horny turn bc of shit like this. among other things I may draw it? I have the cheeky idea in my head now hmmnmnm

Thinks abt. Rhem having to massage her tits/"loosen them up" when she takes off her corset/bra/etc after a long day of wearing it. but also. rhem being question as to why tf do you shake your tits around after taking ur bra off like. girl r u good

update: once again I am on the Upswing and I am? stable again. talked to alot of people and gor some reassurances that helped me our

im so? embarassing. im so embarassing and inconsiderate and STUPID BRO i need to find a hole 6 feet under and just. live there. take a social hiatus except it is going to be indefinite because i am becoming the worst of myself ON GOD

your oc must eat more pussy (gender neutral)

but in a lewd way. a sticky way.

nice tits! bigger.

Elven Beauty Looking Back #elf #sketch #fantasyart #elfenjoyers

im trying NOT to yap too much in main abt this, abt how im currently putting the bi in bipolar depression, but thats what the vent account it for 👍

you ever feel like you've embarassed yourself in like. more than one set of dms. over spiraling over something so STUPID that hit you TOO HARD TOO SUDDENLY, that's its time for you to hide in an antisocial hole until its completely forgotten? yeah bro im thinking about doin that

just to get this outta the way, please make sure to self-select. Not everybody is gonna like everything they see. Be respectful, be aware of your own boundaries, and move along. We can be grown adults about this and not get weird over a whole group of folks puttin stuff together for the community.

(sorry)

It is done, and this will be the best it will be!! There's lots of sizes here, enjoy.☀️ Links down below ⏬ #sneefmods | #xivmodcreate | #vanillacreatives

it's been one of those weeks pass the yaoi

雑渡

Hey, don't be sad. Stoic grumpy masculine character moaning and whimpering, okay?

preview bc im porbably not gonna post her till tomorrow....... miss rhems my beloved, were gonna get out of this slump Together

i think. i think i have couvid

look im just. im obsessed with the leash boob squish it's EVERYTHING

I am? considering things. for very specific situations. hm.

Hey can I see ur big theoreticals

why are xiv modders so afraid of tits that hang

big squishy tits really are one of nature's great gifts

"no sex scenes unless it serves the plot" the plot is I want to see them fuck nasty and that's actually legal

good dog #sjolzenos | #zenoswol | #xivafterdark

So happy #goldenweek everybody 🔆😌🙏💛 (I couldn't help myself) #ffxiv || #ffxivsnaps || #ffxivgpose || #gposers || #aneposes || #justlittlerhemithings

AH, welcome back light rays, my old friend. i missed you 🔆🧡🔆 #ffxiv || #ffxivsnaps || #ffxivgpose || #gposers || #aneposes || #justlittlerhemithings

Rhemi, yk, if this adventuring thing doesn't pan out, I think you'd kill it as a model. Clearly 🥺 #ffxiv || #ffxivsnaps || #ffxivgpose || #gposers || #aneposes || #justlittlerhemithings

So totally apropos of nothing going on today ( ;>>), I didn't feel right moving on from this little golden week number w/o drawing it 'accurately'. The tum and rib fat is part of the catgirl appeal 🫵 #arinemart || #arisketch || #ffxivart || #ffxiv || #wol || #ocart || #justlittlerhemithings

Guys I. I know its late, but needed to see rhem in her pearl thong again #rhemafterdark || #gposersnsfw || #ffxivnsfw || #eorzeaafterdark || #justlittlerhemithings

But ofc. couldn't help myself w somr fun alt shots. im plauged w catgirl thoughts yall dont UNDERSTAND #rhemafterdark || #gposersnsfw || #ffxivnsfw || #eorzeaafterdark

Happy (belated ;>>) 💚Boob day💚 #ffxivsnaps || #ffxivgpose || #gposers || #aneposes || #justlittlerhemithings || #gposersnsfw || #ffxivnsfw

But ofc i, too, have the tits Out-out for the special occasion, naturally. #ffxivsnaps || #ffxivgpose || #gposers || #aneposes || #justlittlerhemithings || #gposersnsfw || #ffxivnsfw

🩵💜— To lovingly adorned, left beautiful and glittering #rhemafterdark || #gposersnsfw || #ffxivnsfw || #eorzeaafterdark || #gposers || #ffxivsnaps || #aneposes

hi i didnt forget. tits out idea.(altho im probabaly going to try it again later) #arinemart || #arisketch || #ffxivart || #rhemafterdark #ffxivnsfw

Seems like we caught you at a bad time, huh catgirl? 🤨😳 #ffxiv || #ffxivsnaps || #ffxivgpose || #gposers || #aneposes || #justlittlerhemithings || #gposersnsfw || #ffxivnsfw

Like listen yall. hear me out. do you see what I mean with her Flat Fat Ass?? had a little decent fatty handful. Has plenty to grab and play with you see you see you see #arinemart || #arisketch || #ffxivart || #justlittlerhemithings || #rhemafterdark || #ffxivnsfw

Couple more catgirl poses, plus putting her back in the applenzo outfit bc I cannot help myself #rhemafterdark || #arisketch || #ffxivnsfw || #eorzeaafterdark || #justlittlerhemithings

sorry i still this abt this set i did. every damn day. it STILL HITS.... MAN

I NEEDED to see her in the princess blush mod, but without the tummy there would be no point. So lo and behold 🫴 #rhemafterdark || #ffxivnsfw || #eorzeaafterdark || #arinemart || #arisketch || #ffxivart || #justlittlerhemithings