I love not being able to sleep due to a pinched nerve. Its even better when I have work in a few hours

Mitch Mcconnell's wife checking in on me. Recovering slowly but surely.

Fuck it, I'll fight today: The Ramones arent/weren't punk.

I hate my life

Me: *not following the world cup* Coworker: I hope USA wins this one Me: "I don't, we need to be taken down a peg"

Listening to Godspeed You! Black Emperor pisses me off so much. Cause what do you mean you were able to get 7 to 9 people to make such beautiful music, but I cant work with even one other person?

Just some ambient noise stuff

More bass

New bass

I dont want to work, I just want to be bisexual, eat hot chip, and lie.

Kiddo has me doing demon slayer edits, no context:

Anyone who hasn't been following me on tiktok is missing the hilarity of my .05-second-on-screen jokes like these. I have perfected esoteric humor.

Im beyond exhausted and beyond embarrassing

3 people find me funny

Its really fucking bizarre getting ads for games or movies or whatever when this country, let alone, this world is in the state its in. How do yall have the will to do anything? Do you actually see a future?

Check in, ive been quite sick, but im here. Also uh...my uncle passed away and im feeling weird about it, I havent seen him in person in probably 15 years

I'm a smarmy girl, in a Barbie world Life is spastic, it's quite drastic You can brush my hair, or fight a polar bear

Playing Mars Volta on the waffle house jukebox just to feel something

I dont see a future. Between everything happening in the world and my own personal failings. I just dont see a way

#reneegood #iceshooting #faciststate

madge

"Generic Candy Bar" recut poorsband.bandcamp.com

Happy crambles

Also ive currently been awake roughly 26/27 hours, and im not sure when ill get to sleep again

So the last 3 months have been me largely trying to repay debts to folks that helped me through my unemployment back in the late summer, im so close to being caught up, but im going to need any magical creatures to do your thing, lend me your powers, to help me stay strong and get there.

Can I just sleep til friday?

I don't value cover bands in a similar way that I don't value AI "art"

#instrumental #looppedal #lofi #guitar ##instrumental

#instrumental #looppedal #lofi #guitar

Im so sick and tired of playing the social media game. I've been consistently putting content in tiktok this last year, but its either not getting seen, or its not what people want to stay for and I have no idea which it is

It has occurred to me that ive largely walled myself off from human interaction the last couple of years and im not sure what to do about it.

These Trapt video scripting sessions have led me to dark places

For anyone that cares ive been sober for about 3 and a half weeks, and even though ive been tempted all weekend, i haven't caved. And believe me, life has really been testing me the last 3 days.

My next non-existent band name: Rather Rotund "Hello everyone im rather rotund, and we are Rather Rotund"

Well, I got down on my knees (got down on my knees) And I pretend to pray (I pretend to pray) You know the preacher is so bold (preacher is so bold) He knows I am quite gay (knows am quite gay) California Semen (California Semen) -the Daddies and the Baddies

So, I've been writing and revising a script i meant to start almost 2 years ago, for the last 3 hours, and im afraid to stop lest I lose my momentum

"Its okay to leave a hotdog in a car" -John Q Beatle

I know no one cares, but I attended my first AA meeting today

I will say this: In the wake of all the footage and photos out of Gaza, it's important to remember not all israeli citizens support the ongoing genocide of the Palestinian people. Jewish people, let alone israeli people, are not a monolith. Many are just as ashamed as us US citizens are of our gov't

hope