life is so unfair.... i deserve to have some disposable income so i can buy these cute bjds 😭

so happy this week is over and i have monday off 🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻

going back to my high school roots with my breakfast of champions: blueberry muffin and a can of arizona green tea

i have therapy tonight and then i was gonna try to go to the game cafe again but my headaches have been so bad all week like last night i went to bed at 6:30pm because i just couldnt stand it anymore so i think ill skip the dnd night this week and hopefully feel better next week 😞

the place i ordered dinner from accidentally gave me part of someone elses order along with my food......... oops now i have a double order of cheese dip i guess lol

Routine change

i love when i can come into work and just decide that im going to reorganize everything. i have reached that level of authority and it's my favorite way to spend the day. i love you labels i love you organization i love you clean pretty work stations ❤️

next time i have to give myself more time to grab food beforehand though because i didn't get to eat before i got there and was too nervous to figure out their snack system so i just..... havent eaten in 10hrs and my body is Not Happy With Me 😞😞

dnd night at the game cafe was.... interesting. not a bad time but there were definitely a few players that were hard to deal with and we basically were put into a one shot legendary encounter with the odds stacked to kill all the characters which isnt the type of play i enjoy... but im glad i went!

im looking at Argent's character sheet for the first time in like 5+ years and remembering how cool of a fucking character she is GOD i hope i get to play her with a group at some point i need other people to experience my tragic darling 🥺🥺

tomorrow im finally going to the game store after work for the dnd night event.... im so nervous but im also excited and i really hope it goes well 😵‍💫😵‍💫🤞🤞🤞

The insane thing to me is that even $25/hour isn't enough to live on anymore.

ive been overstimulated since the moment i woke up this morning and if one more problem comes up i fear i may explode

i bought tomodachi life and made a bunch of my dnd ocs and lich and lysander are good friends which is NOT CANON COMPLIANT ‼️

i have like fully checked out at this point today. im about to put a sign on my cubicle that says "If you bother me I will rain fire down upon you" and then put both earbuds in and just grind away on projects because i have had enough social interaction

didnt mean to start the day with a bad attitude but oof people are already grating on my nerves 😤

had a day while i was sick at home where my hair looked absolutely beautiful for no reason. tried to recreate it today by doing the same thing i did before and it's a frizzy mess......... 😭😭😭😭

sucky thing about me being sick is idk if ill be able to go to the dnd night tomorrow at the game cafe........ im feeling a lot better today but i dont know if i wanna push it. i really was looking forward to it but worse case i guess i can just push it out to next week....

im ready to stop being sick now. yeah i think we've had a good run but lets pack it up. call osmosis jones and get his funky little ass in my bloodstream and build this immune system back up im tired of coughing and sneezing 🤧🤧

the lights in my bathroom have been out for a few months now and ive just been too socially awkward/lazy to get maintenance to come replace them but i still always flip the switch for the exhaust fan and today the lights came on back suddenly......... erm

losing my beautiful melodious voice to this dastardly sickness 😞💔

jerma's mii hitting the sparkle on pose made me laugh so hard i had a coughing fit icndkfnfnf

originally i was taking of monday and tuesday from work but i think since i feel sick rn im gonna just take off tomorrow and monday instead so i can rest all weekend and hope whatever ive got passes by then... 😔 sucks im gonna waste my days off feeling like shit but eh ill rest and play pokopia

throat started getting really scratchy half way through the day today.... if i caught something im gonna be so pissed 😫

i think next wednesday im going to finally try to be brave and go to the dnd night at the game cafe.... im really nervous about it but im hoping it will end up being a good experience and maybe a way to make some local friends 😅

my headaches have started ramping up again to like incapacitating levels 😵‍💫😵‍💫 the last week has been really rough but today it's like as bad as when they started last year

training a new keyer at work and so far he seems competent and is actually asking good questions and understanding what im saying...... did we finally find someone i can actually trust to do the work right 🥹🥹🥹🙏🏻🙏🏻

funny how when i get my hair done no one notices at work for like 4-5 days but i wear a new pair of shoes and every single person has stopped me to comment on them.... do i just work with a bunch of f**t freaks like i NEVER notice a person's shoes fornfknfn

genuinely sad that i ran out of broccoli and have to eat my chicken and potatoes without it..... i have become such a fan of having that green bushy bitch with this meal 💔🥦

woke up this morning and forced myself to work on the Big Adult Things i have been putting off and now im mentally drained so its time to play video games for 10 hours

my supervisor sometimes teases me that she can see the elementary school teacher mentality still in me, like when i put together the data entry pop quiz and how ive been working on a whole welcome packet rn for our new keyer starting next week lol

accidentally took a 3 hour nap and woke up feeling dead ough 😵‍💫

i made another om*lette today but the 1k perverts from last time dont get to see it.

insane how we'll have a meeting at work and be like "PLEASE stop calling out especially when you know other people are off because of vacations" and then the next day i get texts at 4:30 in the morning with people calling out 🙃🙃

starting making rice for dinner and then realized my chicken went bad so now i have rice and nothing to go with it...... 😞💔

Victor Glover is not only on track to become the first person of color to ever leave low Earth orbit, he is also currently *piloting* #ArtemisII

my therapist truly read my ass today when i was talking about dnd and i explained warlocks to him since that's my favorite class to play as...

everybody leave me alone fuck man i just posted a picture of my shitty breakfast why are 500 people liking it go AWAY

conquered my culinary white whale which was just a basic ass omelette

pokopia spoilers ‼️ #pokopiaspoilers #pokopia i finished the mysterious mural and found this lad 🥹🥹 theyre gonna be roomies with me and mewtwo for right now so the three of us can be the dna experimental freak brothers 🤝🤝

project hail mary was soooooo beautiful i laughed i cried i had my hope for humanity restored 😭😭😭💖

today has been testing me so fuck it im going to the movies tonight because i deserve a little treat

im getting........ so tired of my head keyer constantly calling out 😫😫😫 no wonder i literally cannot get any project finished, im having to jump in to key all the time because half my keyers decide that they dont want to work on any given day

ough im only 4 mysterious slates away from finishing the weird mural oh rng gods gimme some good luck the next few days 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

every time i make chicken and potatoes with broccoli im reminded how fucking delicious it is like i could probably eat that forever and be so happy

there was soooooooo much juicy tension in 3 empires tonight 😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨

pokopia's got me so crazy im making lists for fun

rolled credits on pokopia.... 🥹🥹😭❤️

people at work just loooooove to piss me off 😑

i went to a limestone dream island and im about to make...... So Much concrete 🤪 i couldve collected even more but i got bored of just mining the shit out of the caves lol