I have always wondered why I use English on social media. Contrary to what people think, I am not trying to be as universal as possible. It is just that English is the most comfortable language to express my intimate feelings in.

The most brutal thing to discover about myself since arriving in Warsaw was that I am genuinely incapable of expressing any feeling externally. Everything goes inside - the joy, the rage, the love and the sadness etc.

Life feels unbearable in exile oftentimes. Loneliness is killing me, not gonna lie.

This was a murder...

I fucking hate it man. One of my friends committed suicide today by walking into Caspian Sea. No notes, no farewell. I fucking hate it.

Azerbaijan’s presidential website has briefly published, then quietly removed, a detailed regulation outlining how the State Security Service would collect and access personal data on citizens and residents through a new centralised system. oc-media.org/azerbaijan-d...

Message from @smdov.bsky.social: 1. He greets OSCE ODIHR conference participants. 2. "I call on the organizers to pay attention to the current deplorable situation regarding human rights in Azerbaijan — the issue of political prisoners." 3. "I thank those who raised this issue."

Dear friends, I have launched a website for @ulviyyaali.bsky.social where you will be able to read her letters from prison and relevant news about her case: ulviyyaali.com

My father was the last in our tribe born in a nomad’s tent. A century earlier, my great-great-grandfather’s cousin testified about the massacre that nearly destroyed the Padars. I wrote about it here: cavid.info/the-padar-ma...

Yesterday, I launched lnk.az, an AI-powered media bias detector for Azerbaijani readership. My goal is to make information more transparent, clear, and independent for everyone.

Berlin is so chaotic. I can't wait to go back to Warsaw.

Message from @smdov.bsky.social: "My trials were conducted very unfairly. No one was allowed into my hearings. They could not prove my guilt in any way. I ask all honest people to share that I am innocent and that I was imprisoned for wanting peace and justice."

Italian media published an article about @ulviyyaali.bsky.social with my, @cesarebarberis.bsky.social and Ulviyya's mother's comments included. altreconomia.it/il-silenzio-...

Despite that @ulviyyaali.bsky.social is in jail, she continues to do journalism. Here is my translation of her interview with Haji Valiyev, a Karabakh war veteran: medium.com/@cavidaga/ul...

News from Bahruz Samadov: He met his grandmother today. He told her that since the peace treaty was signed, being unjustly kept in prison hurts him even more now. He said he cannot find peace for himself in the cell.

Never thought I would be in the Mayhem concert some day.

The TRIPP would also nullify Iranian plans for a long term presence in the southern Caucasus, which has been a red line for Tehran’s rulers. www.intellinews.com/trump-to-hos...

New message from @smdov.bsky.social: 1. I highly appreciate the signing of the peace agreement in the US. 2. I request the Armenian state to issue a statement confirming that I have no connection with Armenia. 3. Closed courts do not allow open court hearings to be transparent.

12 hours inside State Security Service of Azerbaijan – a personal experience cavid.info/12-hours-ins...

Who is in Warsaw and wants to meet?

AZERBAIJAN MEDIA IN EXILE SINCE 2015 jx-fund.org/countries/az...

I am moving to Warsaw today. Let's see what life brings next.

I plan to start a YouTube channel and livestream weekly once I am settled. There is too much to say that writing doesn't cut it anymore.

I envy those got to see Ozzy live...

Stay tuned

Explainer | What was behind the recent spat between Azerbaijan and Russia? oc-media.org/explainer-wh...

Azerbaijani government banned people from holding an anti-Russian protest in front of the Russian embassy in Baku. Tells you a lot about their performative theatrics.

Azerbaijan just arrested dozens of Russians. The Ministry of Internal Affairs says they are gang members who are suspected of drug transit, trafficking, and cyber fraud from Iran.

Do I know anyone in Bosnia? I am dying out of boredom here.

Even in prison, @ulviyyaali.bsky.social doesn't stop doing journalism. Here is her interview with Bahruz Samadov. medium.com/@cavidaga/ul...

I am in the Republic of Srpska and boy do they love showing flags everywhere here.

People ask why I switched from Engineering to journalism often. Honest reply: these books fucked my life

Few things make me feel good about myself other than being thanked or referred to by other scholars.

Man, I love researching random stuff. I found a guy from the Faroes who travelled to Baku, wrote to the national archives there asking about him, and someone casually replied to me that "He was my great-great-grandfather's youngest brother". How cool is that

Javier Bardem is metalhead?? www.instagram.com/reel/DK_LuJm...

Azerbaijan quietly opened the Astara crossing to allow foreign citizens to transit from Iran to Russia, Belarus and other destinations. What was declared a zone of danger in peacetime suddenly became safe during wartime, provided you held the right passport. www.intellinews.com/caucasus-blo...

This is such a beautiful image. One can't describe Azerbaijan better than this. From Aliyev's visit to Xınalıq, 2006.

Finally released a new song with thanks to a friend's borrowed Fender Jazzmaster open.spotify.com/track/0fLIES...

I didn't know the Tbilisi funicular existed back in 1904

I am quoting it so I can try to decipher it tomorrow with a clear head.

Applying to a job in Azerbaijan:

Spoke to an Azerbaijani media outlet about importance of attributing authors of the photos in their articles. They published my article with a photo they found on the internet, without author...

Victor Petrascan came to Baku and did a standup there. I was surprised he was even let in, because Georgia banned him. www.instagram.com/reel/DKZOuQ5...

I am trying to register at the Central and Eastern European Online Library and it gives me the option to choose my country as "Austrian-Hungarian Empire" lmao

Farid Mehralizade, an imprisoned journalist for Radio Free Europe/Radio Liberty, has called on Azerbaijani citizens traveling abroad and owning cars to be careful.

I finally found the reason why our friends are not released from their prison. Because they didn't do quite diplomacy and respectful engagement!