Whats worse than T4T enemies? T4T yearning (doomed)

A little bleach will not kill this lion, but i do feel funny

Think I accidentally got bleach in my beer aaah well atleast my hair will look gud :P

I say that cos flirting with men/mascs is just feeding their egos and sexualizing them and a little bit of self infantilization (in my experience this works best) With women and femmes... ??? usually my brand of pathetic lover boy turns them off 💔

Starting to wonder if my bad luck with femmes is cos I don't understand femininity myself... and never have honestly, cos its easier to understand mascs i never fumble with them

Feeling like a person grounded in reality ❌ Going to work and getting that bag ✅ Because folks I live by the motto of c.r.e.a.m and iykyk

Think I'm gonna have to start doing the star method again soon if I can't snap back into reality... well I know I'm here but I just don't feel real... or grounded ah well I can shove it aside for work I guess

Good night kiss 💜

Oliver just ain't a fan of that style 😔 (pigtail charlie is cute tho)

Anyways toxic yaoi time // tears and gun depiction !! //

Save me gatorade and lay down in the dark time, save me (I drank too much and am dehydrated)

I don't even know what I want anymore, do I really want these things or is it influenced... I feel out of order today and theres no repairs able to be made because I'm too broken... I feel like I don't know myself anymore... who is Syd, this person I am? So far away but as close as possible...

Disassociation // more so a writing piece vs an art piece, mentally I'm here because I have to detach from my body, my self to dredge on because if I acknowledge my body I think I'll lose my mind, but in this endeavor I've lost myself and what makes me a person. //

Since I've drawn Oliver as a pony I drew my other sona Oran as one too, I made their cutie mark the tattoo they have on their ribs.

If they make a plush of him I will tear him into little bits /pos

Hopefully fixing my gay hair soon... cos I do not want purple and pink, what do I look like stocking from paswg? Fudge that.

Pack do not drink, your refractory period extends... :(

Pack I thought I'd outgrow my parents trying to set me up with their friend's sons (cos in their eyes they just see me as a straight girl, you know despite very much not being either of those things) like do yall not care I have a partner I'm moving out with soon or???

Pack, I hear my dad talking on the phone, and I hear my (dead) name and his friend's son's name being brought up alot... am I cooked? (I know he'd probably love if I dated his friend's sons but unfortunately they are not as hot as his friend nor am I interested)

Get that damn boner song off my fyp now, every 2 scrolls its "I woke up with a-" HSUT UP OR I WILL MAKE IT A VOCAL STIM AND EVERYONES PROBLEM RAHH

Oh dude... I just realized I broke a cycle I didn't even realize existed, and in a sense mirroring a storyline in spyce-verse, fucking hell is being trans the cycle breaker? However this cycle is about doomed yuri while Oliver's is about suicide :T

So I've been told my hair is not brown but a dark purple and pink (i left my bangs out so I could have two toned hair) luckily color filters and helpful folks who aren't colorblind helped me see, I can see the pink but not the "purple"

Pack I'm craving new ink and I want it to look something liek this AUGHH

Pack, I drank and dyed my hair, but I am colorblind and it looks brown but... I'm certain I didn't use brown dye cos I don't have any :c

Post something random or have an awful October!

Drop something blue

If you see this quote with a gif of your first ever anime!

Another damn day working with that man that I know will not be a normal one /neg

Mikhail the vampire 🦇♥️

Anything but putting nacho fries back on the menu, Taco Bell got sopor pie before the fries came back 💔 (and if you know what that is you can get a smooch)

Made a very unhinged connection to being goated (goat coded) and my love of body hair and it makes alot of sense now

I just know if I hadn't gotten robophobia and was able to keep studying robotics I would've made the cybernetic strap where you can feel it 😔 I would've been a mad scientist but in the name of progress. 💔

One day I will be Jesse Pinkman and Rodrick from the diary of a wimpy kid movie's illegal love child how yall feel about that 😏

Twitter autoscroll is wild went from someone making a nu metal pride flag (based) to hardcore yaoi (also based) 😌

Hey so like I thought it was common fucking sense don't harass employees when they are in the bathroom but here we are

Threw my head back to groan in anguish but instead it was agony cos I hit my head on handlebars and you know if they were motorcycle handle bars that'd be fine but its terf mans dinky electric bike (I'm not mad its electric I'm mad its his)

Gotta close with terf man the next two days... I do not wanna be around him after he kept asking invasive questions 😭 like damn dude I know what you are and I'm not gonna entertain it!!

😈 its rabbit season

My dad asked his hot friend to help him fix the water heater, but oh joy it sounds like his hot friend brought his sons who I'm in between age wise, my parents have told me before I should date one of them -_- besides the fact I'm not interested and alr seeing someone, I would want that silver fox 🤭

Mr. Constobles

Way to be a Richard, Jimmy.

That pink guy is running around in my mind but I like him too much to play either game 💔 (I do enjoy watching his VA stream it tho)

I truly do miss my emo hair, but I either got called one of two things, a butch or a twink 😑 and in my experience the more masculine I present the weirder male behavior I attract... like I am not here to validate anything you might be questioning

🙂 I didn't realize the apartments I'm stuck in, in silent hill have another floor...

Oliver and Calvin

Yosuke from Persona 4 🧡

I have insomnia pretty bad, how the heck did I fall asleep with the lights on, tv on, and in regular clothes (jeans and a t shirt) I usually have to have a bunch of conditions met to sleep 🙃

Oh i *LOVE* waking up early on an off day cos we're having MORE unnecessary home construction 😁 woke up to us getting the house sprayed for termites very loudly, do we have termites? No. You know what we do have? A busted AC and water heater, but nah cold showers and a hot house aren't as important

I suuure do miss having hot water but everything gotta break in this house, mayhaps a cold shower is what a dirty boy liek me deserves 💔

Starting to feel like they shadow banned my alt account cos my takes are either a massive W or a massive L 💔