I need to make a conscious choice not to censor myself for the sake of other's comfort. I love raw media, I love works that make me uncomfortable, and I project myself as severely authentic - I don't need to make myself smaller to avoid offending others. I'm not bowing to algorithms.

My best solution to brain rot rn is Rather than looking at memes and sillies on TikTok I'm just, followinbbloads of professors and doctors and specialists who post research and information so I'm scrolling through things I can learn, rather than braingunk

On the upside of badly executed high fantasy worldbuilding, I've learned a lot about what to do and what to avoid through WoW and most recently, Dragon Age. My yet to be named WIP will thrive 🙏

Xass absolutely avoids the East when it gets chilly. She spends the winters in Stranglethorn, or literally any tropical environment. She cannot stand! The cold. It makes her old lady joints ache, especially her shoulder nub.

Xassian Valedancer, Azeroths most pathetic soldier, found dead in Azshara.

As you can see I am completely normal about dragon age and my world state journal is completely sane and normal

I got the cutest damn outfit for Xass and an art comm'd with her in it and I'm SO jazzed about it

The fixation on mystisizing and appropriating European pagan practices for night elf stuff feels weird to me. Something something indigenous practices something something gut feeling red flag

Can someone in the Netherlands sponsor me so I can go live there

sorry for posting about The Character. yeah it's terminal. sorry. it'll happen again

I think it'd be hilarious if Xass had academic rivals in the field of Azerothian alchemy ngl

TikTok "Vocab Lists" making me feel like a literary genius bc wtf you mean people don't know what the word liminal is. Or halcyon. Or umbra. Does the general public not read

crafting an old man so mysteriously melancholic you can hardly comprehend...

Oh no mentioning my old dnd characters.summoned bots

I ain't freakin jokin....

Sex book aquired

I'm sorry I haven't been replying to our rps I'm trying to balance my humors through deep and intense alchemical study

An irrelevant and poignant sensation of pleasure rose in him, like a tree that grew up and flowered all in one moment with its roots in his loins and its flowers in his mind.

I rlly need to redo my old DND characters Centaur paladin and Fae-touched wood elf bbys

Mutter mutter I made a circus performer dnd character before mighty nein popped off... Her name was thelva moonflower and she was a wood elf beast mastery hunter.... With a wolf named Fenrir.... She was a sharpshooter.... And secretly faeblooded and bound to a lord of the wild hunt.....

Whoever set the song Drag Path (Devils eyes) to an homage to a momma kitty named scarlet who saved all 5 of her kittens from a house fire and survived, I'm going to need financial compensation for the way I cried at my desk just now

Someone quick give me a piece of complex political high fantasy media that isn't deeply and earnestly rooted in extremely problematic worldviews!!!

I love my ten thousand year old girl fail daughter Xassian Valedancer. She's a mess and no you cannot fix her

Xass- Commitment issues. Unwilling to define the relationship (cant be cheating if there's no label!) Liable to disappear without word or warning. Avoidant attachment. Poor communicator. Alcoholic, adventurous with substances. Uhm. Xassian is a lot.

Currently in the deep roads in DA:O I've heard things(tm) about this place

Opened my trp, read my trp, got the ick so here have this bc the old demeanor/physiognomy were rlly outdated lmao

My OCs are a load bearing structure for my mental health.

It simply is not the economy to be anything other than a questionable egg wrapped in duct tape (I have to go to WORK I cannot be gendering)

I need to make all of my fantasy languages in my lil world distinct and interesting quick how do I download a linguistics doctorate into my brain right now immediately

Here have a kind of poem I wrote 💃

Ugh I need to read Dune

I have so many words and stories in my head it's devastating and heavy and I'll sound them all out one day

Random thought but the Christian-raised turned pagan turned anti-theist pipeline is kinda wild I think theology is interesting as a historical concept, but in modern day people I feel like they're just experiencing some form of unreality and psychosis

Malevola from dispatch is so up my alley as a character it's unreal like hello

Is it so much to want unfiltered adult oriented stories about complex and messy nuanced concepts with grit and blood and blemishes I'm so tired of therapized neutered clean stories like I'm glad that's an option for folks that want it, but I need my messy stories, too

ngl writing dragon age stuff is a breath of fresh air I love my lavellan :)

real and true

drink deep

🎃 Happy ~hairy~ Halloween 🎃

Happy Halloween! We're watching...

It's wild how hard my period wipes me out like I'm emotionally dead, I'm exhausted physically, my bones feel like jelly, my joints feel gummy, insides feel like a meat grinder, and all I wanna do is sleep. Hate this.

I think it's a good time to post a Welsh trickster horse spirit

Slowly driving myself insane thinking about Solas Dragonage, I think.

He came to work with me lol

Him......

"is your oc attractive" ive never made an oc that i didnt want to fuck

Friendship ended with Azeroth, now Thedas is my bestfriend

Sulahn Lavellan my beloved I'm only playing veilguard to see her and Solas kiss at the end 🙏✨