The reason why I cry listening to these old songs isn't because I want to return to the past. It's through music that I get to bear witness to all my past selves. I can see the girl and woman I used to be. She doesn't know I'm there. I know my future self is here, right now, watching these tears.

My newest d&d character, Squybbles with her dog, Korban.

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Somewhere along my social struggle journey I figured out that showing up for people during a crisis brought us closer. I did it a lot. I enjoyed showing up for people during a crisis. Until I had my own crisis and all my “friends” disappeared. I guard myself against 1-sided relationships now.