realizing an issue that has just gotten worse for me over time/with age is screen fatigue... i used to be able to stay glued to a computer for 12+ hours with no issues but even just trying to read academic article pdfs for longer than 3 hours at a time is killing me

i can't believe i've been sleeping on cogimyun and ebifurai for so long like it just did not occur to me that i had a hole in my heart the exact shape of a wheat flour girlie and her tiny fried shrimp bestie but i've now seen the light

it's so weird to have real life thoughts in your super fake dreams because my coworker texted me about getting starbucks this morning and after i fell back asleep i dreamed about a severe rainstorm and thought, "damn i hope she's gonna be ok getting her starbucks"

having an elton john phase and realizing i really have become a middle-aged lesbian

feeling much better today!! i am so pretty and smart and funny

it's kinda funny how i know more about the nyc mayoral election than whatever is happening in canadian politics right now

"who radicalized you" Nothing radicalized me, I was born with basic empathy. The world decided that was radical.

fighting for my life through adhd paralysis despite taking my vyvanse... most of the time it works but sometimes my brain is simply too powerful

wipes a tear... i missed living my best parisian life

i had a dream that my article review deadline got extended... it was only a dream... sobs

anyway i very rarely pay for guest autograph stuff but i think. the version of me who was obsessed with arcane a few months ago deserves a va-signed viktor print as a treat

question for american oomfs - i know venmo is popular for sending money to friends/family but is there like an official service integrated into your banking apps that people use? we have e-transfer through interac but i know that's a canadian thing 🤔

finally had the chance to immortalize my grown-ass cat asking to be picked up and carried around like a human infant several times a day... spoiled!!

all people do is complain on the internet... i got a new skillet yesterday and i'm so impressed by its performance but i found some online reviews saying it's garbage 😭 like maybe my standards are low but maybe people just don't know how to cook or take care of their stuff!!

woke up at like 7:30am today to switch the orientation of a kitchen cupboard door that has been pissing me off by opening on the wrong side for 5 years and the mission was a success and my life is MUCH better now

milla ...

drinking (homemade) iced maple hojicha oat latte and thinking about how depressed little me had NO idea about the incredible flavours that she would encounter later in life

working at the campus bookstore certainly enlightens me to the number of students who only get their required textbooks days before a test or assignment due date lmao 😭 praying for them

every day youtube music shuffle forces me to listen to a man singing against my will

my magnum opus vegetable medley that bek's dad always requests...

there are now 5 fanfic updates waiting for me in my ao3 tab group I JUST HAVE TO FINISH THIS MIDTERM BY MIDNIGHT AND I CAN FEAST... I NEED TO LOCK IN!!!

When your boyfriend looks too cute stabbing a pumpkin with a knife 😌 #shuake #akeshu

Day 9 - Braid #haikaveh

incredibly rude for me to finally get comfy with my homework setup only to be punched by the tummy hurty fairy i hate this ho

tbh it's a good thing that people are annoying on the internet because it motivates me to put down my phone and go back to my homework

i bring a sort of "putting my earbuds in with the intention of listening to music but forgetting to go to the app and turn the music on" energy to the adhd table

i clicked on an article on the NIH website and i guess it's been a while since my last visit OR i always ignored the pop-up but the blunt phrasing of this is taking me out. a government website calling out the government... only in the US...

it's too late for me to drink a 3rd steep of my osmanthus dan cong so i have decided to embark on a cold brew experiment... if this works i'll be SO happy i don't have to waste it!!

me going to class: learning is so fun i love school me having to do assignments and study for tests: what the fuck

crazy how the rent soundtrack not only continues to slap but gets more and more relevant every year

prof: ok i want a 300-word summary of the chapter! it doesn't have to be perfect i just want to make sure you read it and understand it :) me: ok so you'll literally murder me and my entire family if i don't write an international bestseller by next wednesday. this is fine

list 3 things you can talk about for 3 hours with no prep 1. reasons i love my wife 2. every unique experience my cat has had/others have had with my cat 3. haikaveh

this story is straight out of a drarry fic i'm giggling

man i used to think adults complaining about backaches and joint pain were being dramatic

me: i don't really need a new fire emblem mobile game the new fire emblem mobile game:

back on my acnh bs because I FOUND IONE AND SHE'S SO CUTE!!! she really does glow in the dark 😭🩵🌟 anyway all of my villagers have portraits next to their houses which i usually snag off the portal, but since i'm not paying for online atm i had to design ione's myself i forgot how fun it is......

it feels like i always get hit on (by Men) when i'm wearing no makeup and putting the absolute least into my appearance vs when i DO put effort in... maybe i look more approachable or something and the winged eyeliner scares them away

i'm at a stage in my writer's block where i might just have to give in and like, schedule a daily 10 minutes of (non-academic, just for me) writing but the question this then brings up is like... what's the point 😭

i just played a vending machine like a crane game and got a free brownie LMAO

i submitted an assignment 2 days early? who AM i

bro i'm so glad i'm not an aventurine stan because having any stakes in the sexuality discourse would give me hives

one of the most baffling reel genres i always see: "easy dinners when you don't want to cook" accompanied by a video of a person cooking

s'mores obsession chapter two: fudgy s'mores brownies with graham crust and chewy toasted marshmallow topping 😍

insomnia making me think about cosplay goals and the way i've thrown ororon into a sea of cute girls absolutely delights me

guess who just got hired to work at the campus bookstore eeeee i'm so happy!! 🎉🎉

gonna do something crazy and just rawdog the explicit tag on ao3. like not even sort by fandom I WANT TO SEE WHAT'S OUT THERE

a decent haul for someone who didn't even get to look at all of the tables this year........

at costco and someone put the sleepy charmander on the bbq pellets 😭

my friends have AX fomo but like i have no desire to go to AX because i feel like i've only ever heard people complain about it... maybe i'm just like, over the idea of big crowded cons... fanexpo is already too chaotic for me i'll stay with the 30K and under thanks