trying to think of a good/sensible interspecies pair for bunny... also thinking about how, since hedgehogs arent native, lea is probably an escaped pet (why she's so naive).

weird & off-putting animals

i try not to post art as soon as i make it but i frequently forget to post it at all if i do that

loi bunny getting eaten by fuckface (should draw this...)

think i might change what species Law is in this AU bc i dont think the way an echidna *actually* looks suits him...

designed loi-bunny, ofc he turned out slutty

important writing notes

im glad we've entered unlocked balcony season of my apartment complex

a silly girl 🦔

the computer will no longer be your sanctum even if you're logged off of the internet you must go back to scrawling on paper by candlelight within ten years im afraid

sorry every time i upload old art im like no i must look forward

Finished Primal. Genndy you absolute gutless sap. I'll allow it.

i love my jen in all forms

sorry for randomly getting obsessed with coyote jen she's just so cute like this 😭 hedgehog lea too... theyre fun and easy to draw

i picked up some clay the other day thinking i was going to jump back into sculpting after having not done it in years and omg. Fighting for my life to sculpt this rascal. I've no idea how i ever sculpted anything without destroying as i went. Least i seem to no longer have a plasticine allergy.

i drew a lot of ragatha hugging pomni but now i believe it should be the opposite

“Dead Rat” — Mervyn Peake

gonna make a physical edition of this and take it to my local comic shop to sell on their local indie shelf and they're going to flip through it and potentially kill me idk

me: we should work on the website my brain: lets make that cover an actual doujin

have i mentioned Jen is a New Englander? That she's from Boston and has a Boston accent? You should have been inferring these things

immediately shoves them back and goes "aye im walkin here" like a typical Italian new englander

i have a pokemon call in my brain but i cant remember whose it is

a spicy GL cover

sorry im just stoned and paranoid i started drawing and chilled out lol

at least ive had a nice weekend...

a crazy thing i learned is that overthinking actually does make your brain more power hungry and burns more calories which is part of why depressed people tend to be tired kind of sexy to imagine your brain burning you into emaciation

LA has felt nice this weekend and realizing its because all the demonic energy is in one zone forgot about this "oscars"

sorry had those posts saved up from My Walk

the only thing that keeps me from thinking im multiple is that i have a sense of continuity yet sometimes im like: do i?

choosing snacks in the grocery store based off running detailed taste simulations in my mind

that was a stream of consciousness partly while on a phonecall doodle no idea why i gave it such detailed color lol

funny animals

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funny animals

lrt sex with greely

its hard to quantify jen's disordered eating bc i wouldnt call her exactly anorexic. she has CPTSD in relation to food from experiences while institutionalized & has ARFID, along w that she simply forgets to eat. but idk if i could say she isn't, bc being thin is definitely part of her self-image.

was so nice out today kept looking for excuses to not come home

my visual snow made part of this impossible www.keithcirkel.co.uk/whats-my-jnd/

"victims are afraid of speaking up" hows that when most ppl are on your side lol? r you gonna get threatened w exile if u say you've been abused & therefore don't like art that triggers u? doesn't happen. on the other hand if ur a survivor that finds comfort in that kind of art, better watch out.

WIP tickling comic bc girls are evil 🥴🤦‍♂️ may further cerebrally extrapolate as I do.. (1/3)

And here it is! :DDD Have fun you guys!! draklord123.itch.io/petcraft-ver-1

writing Jen is fun because she's so childish. Such a petulant brat and is completely aware that people only put up with it because she's attractive.

me sober: i need to bury bodies haven't you realized its too late coral reef destruction me not sober: its so nice to make things

results of this: was amazing and just felt like normal and i got some cleaning done, but it wore off pretty quickly so i guess that was the reduced potency. Still i forgot what it was like for my chores to not feel overwhelming & shut down my brain. i miss my meds 🥹 have one more will make it count

even if its just a small handful of people i love sharing with you all i love you showing me what you make and me showing you what i make can we do it forever? ♥ <-stims making me less depressed

alright took the 10 yrs old expired adderall. Will report back with results. If I don't I guess something bad happened LOL.