hahahahaha hahah aha ha

Lost one of my best girls today after 24 years together. Myrtle the turtle. Her name and birthplace was an answer on Jeopardy just now. I’m so sad and I miss her so much.

genuinely is finch programmed to check in after you call 911 or is that just a very specific coincidence

make art! if it's the end of the world, you might as well make art! if it's not the end of the world, then the future will be better because people made art right now!

i did say to look for the mailmaster.or should i say, the mail……master? 😏

no one: my spine:

watching lula lose her hearing and eyesight has been so fascinating. what do you mean my sweet littol anxious girlie was trying to blissfully drag me into fireworks two houses over.

no one asked but i’m kinda crushing it

happy to report that short haired kelly has returned and she’s a babe

i’ve been trying to get into jump roping and let me tell you. picking that up in your 30s after not doing it for two decades is HARD.

the goodest girl in the world who’s never done anything wrong ever in her whole entire life

snagged all of SU (still sealed) for $25 the other day and i’m still SO psyched about it

he had an echo today and they low key thought they saw another aneurysm and had to double check 🥴

last night my dad said “she reminds me of jodie whittaker” and i lost it because why is this exactly what 13 would be like if she were on jeopardy

didn’t finish it in time, but my here’s my father’s day gift to my dad. it’s been a hell of a year and i’m grateful he’s here.

If you have something to say during a time of social upheaval have you considered making art

the other week i saw a black cat named carlton who was up for adoption and came from a hoarder home and i haven’t stopped thinking about him 😭 i hope he’s found a clean home and a nice family 🥺

it’s been genuine months at this point, but i picked up my ipad last night and sketched :)

me @ the universe, after getting a 13 cameo and a steven universe spin-off in the span of two weeks: ok fine but you’re on thin ice

:)

idk how i managed to wrangle my brain enough to get a short trip entry together after all the chaos of may but I DID IT

This is why we’re out in the streets - you cannot defend the actions of people who would lie to kidnap 1st graders. Any human being with a conscience is going to take that personally.

love this lil guy. we always get jumpscared by each other near the peonies outside my door.

twirling my hair kicking my feet screaming crying throwing up

‼️🚨 THIS JUST IN 🚨‼️

i’m such a sucker for doodles of the tardis. scribbly little wonky rectangles. equally as wonderful if it’s done by an adult as it is by a child. bonus points if it’s done in crayon. adds years to my life.

new archie collab

rewatching haunting of villa diodati and man it just occurred to me that my mom probably would’ve liked this episode.

being in your 30s is so weird. i just willingly went on a run.

not to be dramatic but i genuinely don’t think i’ve ever had so little to live for and find joy in than i do right now, but seeing 13 reignited me in an instant. i haven’t felt this alive and happy and myself in i don’t even know how long. who knew i could love and miss a doctor so much. #doctorwho

the most i’ve smiled all year 🌈💙💙

i still can’t believe my dad had an aneurysm last week

haunting photos taken moments before disaster

I’m home & starting to process yesterday’s clusterfuck. I just wanted say that femoral pseudoaneurysms are no joke. If you notice sudden pain/swelling/bruising in your inner thigh, please don’t sit on getting a professional involved. Especially if you’re on blood thinners. I’m so glad I called 911.

*clearing my throat pointedly at the universe* dude i knocked on wood

I retake this at least once per year just to check if my #1 match has changed. It never does. (Not posting 4 because the other ones I know are in fandoms I don’t want to plug, but here’s the link: openpsychometrics.org/tests/charac...)

my dad had heart surgery this week and is doing really well so far (knock on wood). i’ve been decompressing by getting back into crochet. learned granny stitches last night and attempted to make some 13(ish) ones with the yarn i have on hand.

kate’s not telling ruby about the companion support group because if yaz heard how much fifteen trauma dumped she might endanger the earth by killing the doctor herself

finally watched the new doctor who episode wow what a birthday

LOOK AT HER

today’s my birthday. it’s been a weird and stressful time with lots of caregiving, but my room is clean and my gallery wall is coming along and i’m ready to watch some doccy who and eat ice cream cake.

my may calendar is just: caregiving caregiving caregiving caregiving ᵐʸ ᵇⁱʳᵗʰᵈᵃʸ Caregiving™️ Caregiving™️ Caregiving™️ clear in case of emergency clear in case of emergency clear in case of emergency

A reminder that every small bit of good you do - whether it be putting art into the world, helping a friend or stranger, donating to a good cause, or just listening to someone who needs to vent - offsets all the evil in the world just a little bit. And sometimes that's just what the world needs.

love medical trauma so compounded that you’re relieved by admission to a general patient floor

never not thinking about how peeta mellark was able to sort through his hijacked memories because the fake ones had a “shiny” quality to them and now that’s how most of us discern artificially generated images from real images

current hyperfixation meal

sad to report i found one of the baby doves today. they’re now resting beside my favorite patch of starflowers 💜

it hard work being the gatekeeper of the best thasmin and spydoc songs but someone’s gotta do it

13’s era really is just a big warm hug!!!!!! i can’t believe i get to come back to it whenever i want!!!!! 13 and yaz are always there!!!!! have you ever told her told her what how you feel about her i don’t know what you mean yeah you do is it that obvious maybe not to a good hearted weirdo!!!!!!!

happy to report that the doves are still fluttering back and forth outside my window and my mental stability totally isn’t hinged upon their presence or well-being at ALL