Celebrating my divorce and name change with a Coke Zero and a nice meal

Sober October except it’s for the rest of the year

Everything feels so temporary

I think being handed the apprenticeship wage and benefits sheet on my eval day and being told “welcome to a better life, you worked hard for it” altered my brain chemistry

Hot take but I don’t think discussing fascism like this is useful actually

hey sorry you just got a little uhh *reaches over and changes you* ok all good now 👍

banger posts tonight. unfortunately they are trapped within a witch’s Grief Seed and no one can read them

I will build the life I want for myself out of blood and bone

I hope this email kills you instantly

If you’re funny online you die in real life

“You not wanting to be around me after I had a nuclear crashout is actually a failure of community and society. Wait why do people keep leaving”

*with clear malicious intent*: I’m just choosing myself here for my mental health

I am being specifically trained and financially incentivized to be much meaner

If you’re the girl reading this I am applying immense psychic pressure upon you specifically

there's basically no upside to having principles. u just have to do it for the sake of the bit

I love being unequivocally adored

Total sobriety time

Shocking: one of the worst woman you’ve met won’t stop going “I’m just a girl”

i love all my big emotions that obstruct my view of the road

Allergic to Seattle. Developing hives

No better feeling than showing up to a family function and having my grandparents parade me around so I can show off that I’m union. “And here’s my star granddaughter, do you know how hard it is to get into that union?”

Women love to make me wife material

Can we at least talk? Can you look me in the eye?

If your lie is perfect, if it's for the best, if it will last forever, then that makes you a hero. How does it feel to be a hero? Can we celebrate together?

maybe if you act a little more helpless somebody with no self-confidence will do everything for you

Don't visit. You could learn something. You could come to know what you've done

I know what the uncanny valley is. There's a whole world of people down in it. We were put here.

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Moving back to Tacoma to watch everyone continue to cannibalize and socially kneecap themselves from a distance

Ha ha, you’re so afraid of failure that you watch your life pass you by and your potential slip through your fingers like sand

Feels nice to be with someone extremely self sufficient and capable. Feels nice to know she values me for the same

Sorry that all I talk about to anyone nowadays is the union, I’m just really stoked about it

Because of our union contract if we get laid off or fired our employers are required to cut us a check on the spot, so if someone really fucks up you will hear people anxiously going “oh god oh fuck they’re gonna give me my money.” Which is misleading if you are a fresh apprentice that knows nothing

I love to cry when I am too tired

I have got to get meaner

One day I will work really hard and have everything I want

Accidentally tickled my girlfriend yesterday and heard her giggle and it made me so happy I started tearing up. Down bad for affection

They taught me crane signals and now I can’t stop doing this

Construction is a magical place where you can have little trade skills and still make a decent union wage but at the cost of learning previously unknown slurs

Welders are insane. Wdym the wall was on fire but you just assumed it was you and didn’t stop. Wdym it happens all the time. Why is everyone resigned to just being on fire sometimes

When I’m in a particularly bad mood it is somehow more productive to get myself to move on by going “bitch nobody cares” than anything else

the collapse is the worst possible time to become a tradwife. girl you’re gonna be scrubbing lye into selvedge denim with one of those old timey musical instruments in the back of a rusted out cybertruck what are you doing

I have got to move back to Tacoma

Never a good thing when you start having stress divorce dreams

"nut up or shut up" as a daily affirmation

Didn’t realize how much I’d miss working

Being a union apprentice is really just being the jobsite bitch. I do not know what I expected

I would like to have less problems now. Thanks

So a group of trans folks in Portland are trying to secure funds for a property they can use to house homeless bipoc trans women and femmes as well as providing meals to the growing homeless population. Literally anything helps so please donate or spread the word! Moreover, ICE must be destroyed

Hermit time