...a cashier thought I was a child shopping for groceries alone. 😭

Geezus its randomly hot af this week and my schedules all wacky again... This week only streaming on 8/14 to do some more comm work as I've been delayed a couple of times. And tbh very frustrated but still doing my best overall! 😤😤😤

I had someone made me wait a whole month for a reference and only had a sketch done 🥲 Ended up not accepting due to long wait time and no ETA. SO PLEASE YA'LL HAVE YOUR ART REF UP AND READY BEFORE REQUESTING ANOTHER COMM. 😭

Ive been socializing aloooooot lately offline. Running on low battery from last week and still haven't recharged enough. 😵‍💫 I work so hard and hope to treat myself very soon!

Wanted to give a shout out of appreciation to all the pngtuber artist ,modellers and riggers who have been with me &worked with me through my vtuber journey. @terudevil.bsky.social @GeneralKowaime @kudzulive2d.bsky.social @meezditzy.bsky.social @capriaseabrook.bsky.social

Surprise me Sketch doodle (Line art style) commission for @hexdolls.com ✨❤🥹 Tysmmm Im so happy u liked it! #VGenComm

❗❗CLOSING COMMS CHANGED TO AUG 1ST❗❗ Going to close up comms earlier due to getting a bit overwhelmed with my current situation! 😭 Re-open will still happen in Oct! Thank you for your understanding!

hope you can all join me for the unveiling of my 2d chibi model done by the awesome and talented @meezditzy.bsky.social Its all happening on monday the 4th of august at 4pm est be sure to come check it out!

Im kind of all over the place rn, trying to keep my emotions in check. 😢 The life of an empath, can't help how others feel most of the day. All I ever want to do is give them the biggest "its going to be okay" hug ever to live.

Low energy and emotionally struggling this week. So tired. 🥲

Feeling the burnout rn after I got scheduled a whole week of working ;w; So gonna be doing random guerilla streaming 7/20-7/26 this week! Working on comms alil slower + self-care 💪 Reminder: Vgen comms will close on Aug 11th and will reopen on anywhere later Oct! Tysm for the support ❤

more arcade :> #VGenComm

Only pain.

No stream this coming week 7/13-7/19 Literally working irl all week =w= but still be grinding comms 💪

Short stream! Doing some rigging :3 www.twitch.tv/meezditzy

VGEN COMMS CLOSING SOON! Closing Aug 11th to focus on other projects (3 New models in da works hehe)! So get your request in if ya want to commission me! Otherwise, I will reopen again on October! 🔗Vgen link below! ⬇️⬇️⬇️

🔴Going out with my ❤️....household items? twitch.tv/meezditzy

Oh gawd, Im a cry. You guys are so sweet. Tysm for liking my Art and YCH gremlin models 🥹🥹🥹 Im honestly just having fun with Art+Live2d+VRroids and I really don't know what else to say... But thank you.. 🫶🥺

✨MINI MODEL SHOWCASE✨ Shiny amethyst dragon as arrived! 💎💜🐉Vtuber: @vtdara.bsky.social 🎨🛠️Art+Rig: @meezditzy.bsky.social #VGenComm #Live2D #Vtubers youtu.be/SgL6W_wJBOk

✨MINI MODEL SHOWCASE✨ Look at dis cute fox girlie ;w; 🩸🦊Vtuber: @/PyraRaging 🎨🛠️Art+Rig: @/meezditzy (Me!) #VGenComm #Live2D #Vtubers

I always have the urge to rant about something. But as always, Ill keep to myself as its not good to throw it out there online. 🙃 Self-control and self-care.😌

I had so much fun in PEAK with my friends + spouse! I get distracted alot owo;; thanks to rosiequinnzel ChrisVenusAngel, Floren_May, and Liuvik for the Raid! Caught me so off guard I couldn't process! 🥹 We raided miss @/TheAlienOutcast who reached PEAK! Congrats girlie! 🫶

🔴No mic stream today, but mor werk! 💪 twitch.tv/meezditzy

Its the end of June and hope you all have an amazing pride month! 🌈🏳️‍🌈✨As promised, WE HAVE RAISED $300 FOR THE TREVOR PROJECT! I COULDN'T BELIEVE IT, I CAN'T THANK YOU ENOUGH 🥹🥹🥹 IM IN TEARS, I WILL DO MY BEST WITH EVERYONE THAT COMMISSIONED ME! 💪✨

🔴Its Rigging stream todayyyyy twitch.tv/meezditzy I werk.

I hope to not be gone too long, as we need to fundraise for moving and possibly any final expenses. Any donations right now are greatly appreciated as we have no household income in this moment and I'm not sure what we're going to do. ko-fi.com/chikashimanevt

WE ALSO HIT 2 HUNDIE FOLLOWERS ON TWITCH 😭 TYSMMMM, MAKES ME WANNA CELEBRATE ANOTHER ART RAFFLE SOON! 🥹♥️

Thank you so much for hanging out with me on stream! I had so much fun today and y'all made my day 100%! so far we raised $200 for the Trevor project, and I have no words on how much I appreciated it🥹❤️ We raided @/IAmRoyalBlu a cool artist that made a webtoon!

🔴Live today just updating my own ych grem model :3 www.twitch.tv/meezditzy

🔴No Mic Stream and doing some rigging for @/PyraRaging! twitch.tv/meezditzy

I need to speak out for a sec. I am literally heartbroken that the 🍊 dickhead administration is stopping the TrevorProject aka LGBTQ+ s*icide hotline prevention within a month. I'm currently making a small fundraiser for them with my comms.. Im devastated...Idk what to do.

Realized all the cars I ever drove are lesbian cars. SUBUWU FTW. ✨

🔴NO MIC STREAM Kinda just emotionally feeling something right now. But I'm doing some art comms to ease my mind in a bit of silents. Text chatting is A-okay tho! I'm just not in the mood to speak vocally as of now. 🔴 www.twitch.tv/meezditzy

✨VRoid Commission✨ Here comes the undead researcher! 🧪Vtuber: @/ZombroVT 🖌VRoid model: @meezditzy #VGenComm #VRoid #Vtuber

🏳️‍🌈HAPPY PRIDE MONTH, FRIENDS!🏳️‍🌈 Remember, you are here, you are loved, and you are being you. You got this!🌈❤ Ya'll get to so see my newer design in these YCHs! I'm a non-binary femme fruity lil bat-bun! Pride YCHs available👉https://vgen.co/meezditzy #VGen #PrideMonth

✨LIMITED VGEN COMM LISTING! ✨ YCH Pride Heart Sticker style Art is available for Commission for a limited time! (More to come!) All comms place on June will be donated 50% of funds to The Trevor Project! 🌈 Comm here 👉 vgen.co/meezditzy

This weeks schedule! Doing some quickie streams on wed and sat nights as I actually get back home a bit earlier now! Just gonna be hanging around~ 🎨 @/astronautilu5.bsky.social

I'm almost to 200 followers on Twitch! >w< ahhh i know i have been absent of a bit cuz there is work I cant stream without crashing (3d models mostly 🥲) Thanks for even the smallest support, Im doing my best! 🥹 m.twitch.tv/meezditzy/home

✨Applied to take a chance to be part of a colorful community! Wish me luck! ✨ @vchunky.bsky.social

VTUBER RIGGING TEST ╰(*°▽°*)╯ Decided to join in on the fun and try out making my first short! This was so fun to make >w< All Art+Rigging done by me! #Vtuber #Live2D youtube.com/shorts/heeah...

going live in a bit to do some rigging! www.twitch.tv/meezditzy

For my favorite unhinged whale~ You're amazing and never failed to make your fellow community smile with lots of laughter! We love you! 💙🐳 #baort

Working~ Might do a rigging stream this week to blab alil a relax. Been slacking a lot on the streaming part as I'm still catching up with loved ones and figuring out my routine. It abit overwhelming for sure.

✨VRoid Commission✨ My first furry-like commission for VRoid! Lookie at this cute vampire bunny ❤ Base body is made in VRoid while ears and spiked accessories are custom-made in blender! 🐰Vtuber: x.com/EEvreno 🛠VRoid model: @meezditzy.bsky.social (das me!) #Vtuber #VRoid #VRoidcommission

I recently got back into work irl so comms will be slow for a bit! Lucky to have such patient clients. 🫶 Enjoy this pic of my family cat, Toga. 😺

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Thanks to everyone that stopped by to lurk and hang out ^^ Good to be back to chill out and stream! We raided A cutie tanuki @/TanukiYvvki ❤ www.twitch.tv/yvvki Commissions are now open will limited slots! vgen.co/meezditzy

🔴LIVE NOW! laying back and playing unpacking! www.twitch.tv/meezditzy

Its been a long while! Gonna be Live tomorrow @ www.twitch.tv/meezditzy Since I feel a bit more settled in my new place. Lets unpack, relax, spend time, and catch up! Will be opening comms after the stream as well! #Vtubers

Oy friends! As Im almost done packing and got accepted in properly at my new job transfer Im chilling out with loved ones to catch up on stuff! I did however made a new listing for Vgen for returning clients! Hope to see u all soon! 😊