Even if I was to turn back time and do things differently... well, I don't think I'd ever redo anything, actually. The knowledge I gained over who I should value as a friend in my life is indispensable. The mistakes and errors I made to gain that knowledge: an (unfortunate) necessity. That's life!

It's been a very Merry Christmas Grateful for what I have

What doesn't destroy you, only makes you stronger. As someone who never had any "privilege" (spoken by my old, left-leaning friends), I'm glad I didn't take the risk on getting a massive loan for an expensive animation college. I'll probably never have much, but I'll have enough. That's life!

What have you gained? Was it worth the loss? (Yes and No.) Why did you embark on this journey? (I just did what I felt. My heart pulled in one direction and I always follow that.) Why was that not worth it? (Maybe it was all worth it; I just feel lost now....) Keep walking forward? (No... not yet.)

What's lost cannot be regained. You are at a crossroads with no motivation to take the better path, yet you still haven't decided what to do yet. What are you waiting for?

I hope Rocky is doing okay 🙏