I want to do game art and work in games

i got a haircut today ✌️

dude i was chilling and vibing in march can we just go back to that. why am i now so fucked up the past two months

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there is something so vulnerable about sharing something that you care a lot about with someone else who might not care as much as you do about it.. chances are they might not gaf or they might even look at you like "lol what is this. lol u like this? Lmao lol."

seeing my mutuals and friends stream and having fun being streamers and enjoying themselves...hmm

they dont tell you how being mentally ill will naturally cause you to become isolated from everyone else around you they dont say anything about that in the pamphlet they give you

what people consider appealing in anime characters evolves and changes over time and i think one of those things that we have lost is the disappearance of girls with swirly glasses

i spent 20 minutes or so outside while it rained

heavy therapy session today

im truly so sorry other than work (of which im rly trying to go at my own pace with) i've truly no motivation to draw for myself so the only posts u guys are getting is me moaning and whining atm i rly would not be surprised if ppl choose to leave lmao

"this character is bad so why should i care what happens to them" is such a weird thing to think isnt it...

Happy father’s day. He would have been 64 this year

today i feel quite miserable as well it seems

that very heavy feeling of crying or, the need to cry, feeling the need to cry, well on your way to crying. etc.

i want to find my place in this world. i want to wake up and feel as if i am worth something.. it's hard to feel like i am worth anything these days. I don't know how to begin or where to begin to feel better about myself and my life. But there lies a hunger to want to feel like i belong.

Short hair is very cute the cutest ever. Yep

seeing a post abt how easy it was for someone to grow a following on insta is so funny because that couldnt have been farther from the truth for me that place was a ghost town when i tried posting on there

its taking me forever to wake up today

i rly should be doing more personal work on a day off i think.. i dont give myself the time to draw for myself very often, but i also lack ideas and inspiration for any personal projects i wanna do atm

The feeling of always needing to do something else

day off today

if i participated in art fight this year i would have picked team comedy just know that ok? just keep that in mind...okay?

in the mood to play a fire emblem game

good morning

Being on a dating app was so humiliating for me I aint ever doing that shit again

i think in the realm of sci-fi/future character design for anime adjacent projects we have hit an oversaturation of techwear and oversized jackets/hoodies worn to expose shoulders

despite only being a little moody here and there i'm doing far better than i was last week. last week was really concerning

jerma's streams of him ranking games that have impacted his life the most reminds me of how high on my own personal list i would put katamari damacy

mentally preparing for appointments my favorite (not my favorite)

is anybody else not receiving dm notifications on web bsky until they have to actually go to the chat tab 💀 come on man

i cried a bunch in therapy and i feel bad and a dog bit me on the leg hows it going

I cant believe theyre forcing me to buy a switch 2 this year

wow what a direct 😭 fuck

oh god i have to live i have to live for kingdom hearts 4

kingdom hearts 4

I am up early for nintendo time

i went through the whole list of north american released ps1 games to see which games i had in my library as a kid just from recognizing the covers/titles and man 😭 i had every crash and spyro game i rly was that kid

i think imma need another day off tomorrow cause today i allowed myself to really just not think abt Anything and i really need that ngl

if i had the resources available to me and also like just the general ability to i rly feel like i would become a nomad of some kind

[CM] ZZZ Agent Record for Juniemints

the new fortnite season feels so bad

wait there's a new spyro game coming out i might have to live for a little bit longer

Im feeling a little better than I did yesterday but like its still kind of not great you know

really not okay today i won't sugarcoat it

they say you cant rush art but i feel really really Really bad that i go at the pace i do sometimes. i wish i could sit still and lock in but i just cannot sometimes. depression doesnt help either and only debilitates me further

i really and truly wished i didn't have any disorders that impacted my quality of life day to day i really wish i didn't

im always surprised at how many games there are. not that i want to play a lot of them but they make a lot of games.