If I had the option, I would hardly ever driving. You’d always catch me on trains and buses… if we had them 🫩

But being attractive to ppl you find attractive

I don’t like saying n-word around white people. Not because of respectability politics, but because they should not get comfortable hearing it and should always feel disgust when it’s said. I do not need it to be normalized for them at allll.

Good morning!

I’ve been gaining weight as I’ve gotten into my late 20s, but I feel like most of it is going to my ass 🤭 Thing is I used to be super skinny and now I’m just kinda slim thick lol

I love saying good morning, good afternoon, good evening, good night. Like something is just so cute about it!

Y’all hella deep at DreamCon!!! Look, this broke era is going to end soon and in a few years (or less) I’ll be in a major city near you. For now? Y’all are so cute 🥹

It’s day 2 and this lady already said I have the best shirts. Now I have a reputation to keep 🤭

First day of work as an engineer and my shirt is tea!

Wait, hasn’t this “new” Beyoncé been leaked online for years? 😭

Hey nerds, can you guess these three songs? The winner wins! 😝

Happy Juneteenth everyone! ❤️🖤💚✊🏽

I love the sunrise

I think I’m almost ready to start existing online again. I’ve been so absent/flaky throughout graduate school and I think it’s going to be time soon for Azar to return. But with what? How? TBD

I feel like like very few businesses need to run 24/7 on every holiday. Hospitals might be the ONLY exception. Everything else? Let them people have that damn holiday or close at least one damn day or a couple of hours sheeesh

Sometimes you don’t need to try to put a label on it. Just enjoy it and allow the label to develop (or not) organically.

What actions could you take today that would make someone who you aspire to be proud?

Y’ALL!!!! I’m abandoning the ledge. I finally got a job in my field!!!

A nigga got me feeling all the lyrics to this song 🫠 music.apple.com/us/album/i-c...

Me leaving work everyday at 4:30

I want a beautiful whimsical home/safe space so bad

When the one you don’t want texts you good morning: 🙄😒🥀 But when the one you want texts you good morning: 😍🥹❤️

But why did cutie tell me I’m like a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? 🥹

There. I wore the suit and tie

I actually feel like that interview went really well. Like the best one I’ve had in awhile actually lol

Chris deactivated? :( are they okay?

It’s also really hard to do this when you lowkey understand money is fake and most jobs are inherently extorting your labor and draining your being 😭

No literally. Especially if the conversation is good and consistent? It’s so fun. You can play games online together. It gives you more reason to travel and visit new cities. Also like, you can literally have both? My online friend fill a niche my in person friends don’t lol.

Not me telling this person in Spanish and Mandarin that I might fall in love with them. And no. I did not say it in English because I didn’t want him to understand it lmao.

Is it me or do queer people tend to be more creative than cishet people?

So many of you suffer in silence yet show up with smiles. Sometimes that's resilience. Sometimes that's avoidance. I honor the former and encourage you to either help yourself or seek help for the latter. 🤎🤎🤎

If you’re bottom-curious but want someone to be gentle with you, hmu 🤭

But like, idk. I approach topping with care because I think it should be. Too many times when people too they’re rude and not considerate of the person who’s bottoming comfortability lol

Somebody told me, “Who let you top them? I thought you were a power bottom?” Hey, I have a dick and I’ll use it. I can’t help I slipped and fell into some booty. Honest mistake 🤭

Um topping is so fun. Now I realize why that fine man on the timeline threw away his douche. Got me wondering if I should join him in retirement 😭

Also the ones with the long ass bios (ESPECIALLY if they’re all in caps) are really scaring the hoes. Like, the hoes are actually going in the opposite direction when they see you 😭

I wonder if those people with those strict ass bios realize that they’re scaring the hoes lol

I want to build a multigenerational, multi ethnic, gender inclusive black queer community

Y’all remember those episodes of Catfish where people thought they were dating BowWow and Katy Perry? 💀

Lowkey catfishing is starting to gain profits with the existence of generative AI improvements. People making up whole relationships, online personas, and videos that many can’t detect… I’d say catfishing was most crazy after cameras on phones became common but before generative AI.

It’s been hard lately. Very hard to stay optimistic. I can’t lie, but there’s beauty in allowing yourself to grieve the life you wanted, and make room to do the next thing. Just gotta remember the lows are temporary even when they’re so painful, ya know?

Like not me actually being deep with a random guy on Jack’d lmfao

They will come true. I just have to surpass all the low moments. That’s the actual hard part. The dreams. The consistency. The growing. It all comes to me. But not quitting after being told by the world you don’t matter or constantly being rejected, that’s what’s actually hard.

All I do is dream. And my dreams do come true. If I’m patient enough and I make it past times when external sources attempt to completely tear down my confidence and optimism. ✨

Summer/Spring mornings when the sun has just come out, you feel the AC, and you can hear the birds chirping. I wanna wake up like this:

Butch Queen me up! An emotionally available leftist butch queen will do it for me every time!

I wish my belongings would move and pack themselves 🫩

Seeing my straight ass brothers get married really makes me want to plan a queer ass wedding for myself. Only problem is, I have no partner. 😅

They said I shot my friend over a band. And? Imagine what I’d do to a bitch I can’t stand! 😭