once again, i love my room

went on a bad date, bad enough that i felt a little scared during it, and i think im gonna start telling dudes before the date that if they don’t act normal towards me and aren’t normal about consent i will be plastering their pictures and their name all over the internet

live reaction to the k hole episode of neon genesis evangelion

oh my god

trying to analyze myself without judgment feels like walking on glass

now that ive had ketamine it’s extremely weird to think about the momtok girls doing ketamine, like what do you mean you did ketamine and you still believe in our lord and savior, jesus christ

went to breath work last night for the first time in months and cried a lot one of the songs my therapist played felt insanely pointed and afterwards he said he built the entire breath work playlist with me in mind and he hadn’t even known if i was going to come to breath work or not

Saw this tonight because “Suspiria for boys”—how could I not? tbh it doesn’t deserve the bad reviews.

my childhood bishop is doing charlie kirk worship lmfao

my partner’s kid roasted me for believing in astrology over the weekend but i am a cancer and im literally crying AGAIN, so checkmate atheists

too many people to kiss and not enough time 😭

it cracks me up that so many women have reached out to say “just so you know, i saw your boyfriend on tinder” and absolutely 0 people have reached out to my boyfriend to say they’ve seen me on tinder like is everyone just being a girl’s girl? are they supporting my rights and my wrongs?

sit down bitches, we’re doing disorganized religion now

i think my fans want to know how im doing, so im just gonna say my dog was in a commercial this past week he was great, he did way better than i would have expected i also kissed a lot of girls and got tied up in someone’s basement yeah, there’s my update

and im not sorry!

I’m A Mormon Campaign 2.0

i bet saying “suck my dick” when you actually have a dick is so fun

yearly tradition

We are so unserious

My friends all brought their LETHAL face cards to my funeral 🥀🖤 @poetickate.bsky.social @sparkleboob.bsky.social @tkyle.bsky.social @itscheshi.bsky.social

i don’t think karma is real because a lot of people who have treated me like garbage have had good things happen to them and vice versa you won’t know peace until you let go of the idea that someone who was mean to you deserves to have bad things happen to them, just saying 🤷🏻‍♀️

here’s something cute to look at in the midst of all these terrible current events

it’s only 9:30 and im scrolling through social media and crying, so maybe time to log off

my first love as a teenager was a closeted nonbinary queer and i don’t think i realized what that meant about my sexual preferences until fairly recently

“It was a binary choice. Theirs could be an open society or a closed one, but there was no way to get the benefits of the former with the methods of the latter...Trump told voters that they could indulge their resentments and still walk away richer and more prosperous. But they can’t.” 🎁

not gonna hold my breath over this because im expecting him to cancel, but i have a date with a very queer boy tonight and i am 🫠🫠 over it

dude the guy who yelled “and i’d do it again” was arrested for having child porn on his phone which is the most utah mormon thing ever

idk how to process this information im like, pretty devastated that instead of continuing to break down toxic masculinity, patriarchy, mormonism, etc, he did a really violent thing he fell in love with a trans person so hard that he killed charlie kirk 😭 www.sltrib.com/news/2025/09...

antisocial behavior

the number of times i have cried from seeing someone with small boobs and realizing they look great so why am i so hard on myself

continually amazed at how much AI is just… outsourcing being human

Most of my biggest breaks in life have come from my mistakes We don’t actually live in a world that rewards perfection We live in a world where perfection is a cudgel used by power to keep people oppressing themselves

how to not beat yourself up for not being perfect at everything, asking for me

matched with someone on bumble who looks like rahul kohli and likes john carpenter and cronenberg and we are actually exchanging messages and he asked for my number and said yes when i asked if he was interested in making out we are so back 😭😭😭😭😭

this is, hands down, the best video I've seen on men's influencer content and it's not close either

we saw this in the wild and my wife told me to post it online so maybe Jessica will get some random help from strangers and believe in hope again or something lol

asking for things is so embarrassing, low key

reposting with alt text because this feels incredibly significant. the right-wing disinfo machine means a lot of the people grieving Charlie Kirk never heard any of the things he said that would have tarnished his brand as Guy Who Just Wants to Have Dialogue Across the Aisle

wish it was socially acceptable for me to do this

i have been on dating apps for the last 48 hours asking men if they want to make out and i have had 0 takers it’s rough out here dude, what the fuck

a conservative messaged me on facebook to ask which deaths this post was referring to

women are so important to me

i pissed off the mormons on twitter and they are trying to make me feel bad about the fact that im divorced and that people pay money to see me naked, as if those two things don’t make me a more interesting and complex human being

messaging the wise bluesky lesbians today

don’t mess with me, i have a chastity belt in karate

it has never done so for me—in fact, the horrors have only gotten unimaginably more horrible—but I keep hoping that means I am due for wildly beautiful things, because it has to balance out somehow, some way, and it’s past time, and no one tell me any different because I need to keep going forward

i have a terrible confession about the men in my DMs and i think it’s that most of the time i can’t take them seriously because they remind me of me

remember when chris traeger just started running and exercising to cope with life i think that’s gonna be me very soon

i don’t want to reparent myself, i want my mom to be normal and loving

is there anything more humiliating than being alive