i wish you could just choose to die and it would happen and you didn’t have to pick one of a hundred extremely painful ways out

another day another dumping cause i have no womb B)

they should invent a good way to put lotion on your back

it’s sorucking crazy that yheremd females which ate badically likr heauiful fangels not tuined my pubetty an then ther’s an males who are fucking ogres and shit lirbt dui shit is so fujign unfair i want to die

thinking about driving out to cali and just ending it after sight seeing a bit

it’s immoral how hard society tries to keep people alive when they don’t want to be. there should be peaceful ways provided for those that would opt to die. why should i have to violently kill myself or die slowly of kidney failure oding on otc pills? inhumane.

the way no one hesitates to call me sir 😭 been on hrt for nearly 4 years 😭

anxiety about looking at bank account look at bank account oh fuck

what’s the point in living a half life?

bipolar or whatever is so funny like how can you go to shopping for guns to this in a day xdxdxdxd

i think every year i’ve been alive has been the worst year of my life

feels really good approaching fatal speeds

some people really just aren’t meant to transition

i LOVE being told i look like male characters i LOVE LOVE LOVE that SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much !!1!!!1!!!!!!

why did god make me so ugly

i love this show girls but nothing has given me envy like it 😭 wish i could romance guys :’)

i’ve gotten drunk for like 45 days in a row now. i have a problem !!!

need bf o clock 😔

red one surprisingly like the best christmas movie ever maybe?

even if it’s only for this one night, i have achieved smoky under eye and it looks so good

i have so many grey hairs now omg

i wish i had the conviction i have during a shift outside of work

they should invent eyelash curlers for people with eyes sunken 3 miles into their heads like me

i’ve endured so much pain for so long and for what? in the end it was all for nothing

got called beautiful a second time irl but this one felt more like in a “for a male” way 😔 they had a dog named ronthaniel though which is epic so

at my lowest moments… i just try to remember… if i die now… i won’t get to see season 4 of invincible… i have to keep fighting.

death by train seems neat

fuck just realized that was a dream where i had a 6’5” bf… looking up at him was crazy 😭 must find

the confidence every single person says sir to me with makes me wanna brain

gotta be so nice being a passoid dude i wish i could get she’d or ma’am’d even once

shown picture of myself day ruined

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uncharacteristically good mood… is it the start of a new manic phase… or the rise before the fall…

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remembering i had an ad about small boobs and didn’t need to be called out like that

guy underwear makes me sad now

146.6 😔

jerry mander is a great dnd npc name

do not try to pluck your leg hair i was at it for like an hour and a half and after a lot of pain i am about 20-30% done with the lower part of one leg

looks like meat’s back on the menu boys

i hate cutesy pda sm cause i’ll never be the cute girl being held 😪

deep voices god help me 🧎‍♀️

all these thirst traps and nowhere to send them…

just wanted to shower and jump into bed and slammed the fuck out of my toe so now i’m just bleeding in pain and sad 😔 toe luck for me…

being a male is like slowly living and dying alone throughout all your days while you desperately try to scratch the itch vicariously through other peoples’ relationships

down with the boyfriend blues 😔

insane boob envy in this moment 🧘‍♀️

it’s so embarrassing cause i know he never thinks about me, but i never stop thinking about him

dead rising 4 is just fucking cutscenes what the hell