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( Sly. Childe kissed him, pulling Lohen even closer, as if trying to merge with him. His blood was everywhere. )

Mhmm. ( Childe nodded and licked the blood from the knife. It tasted weird, not good, but he thought it might look hot. ) I wanted to show you my trust~

( Childe took the blade out of Lohen and brushed his blood soaked hair away from the ear. ) Ajax.

Promise to keep it a secret?

Is the scar not enough for you, darling? ( Childe pushed the blade further, trying to curve the line so he could draw a heart on Lohen's skin. )

( Little sadomasochistic bunny. Childe brushed his pretty hair out of the way and leaned to kiss his right eye, making sure they would mirror each other that way. ) Look at me. ( The sharp point gently touched Lohen's undereye, then drew something on his cheek. A heart... ) By the way, ( Childe

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( Childe sat up and moved Lohen from the ground too, making sure he was sitting comfortably on top of his thighs, fingers brushing his back with so much emotion. ) I think this is the perfect moment to carve this promise into your flesh, my dear. Give me the knife, will you?

( And more?.. Oh, dear. ) Good! Alright, heh. ( Childe smiled with relief and pulled Lohen into a kiss. ) All mine.

I'm not good with deep feelings, but yes, yes, I do. As much as I can. You are not allowed to hurt yourself. Okay? You're mine.

I can't lose you, alright? You are like a breath of fresh air for me. I was a bit pissed off that they sent me here to do boring hotel documentation, but it sure was a blessing in disguise, because it led to me meeting you. I am impulsive too. I am emotional. And I try to shield those who are dear

No. You are impulsive and irresponsible, that's for sure, hahaa, but if that's how you are... I see no damage in asking you to be my boyfriend! I thought it was the right thing to spare you the hurt of my lifestyle, but I am not afraid to admit my mistake. Will you date me, Lohen?

( That's right, Childe doesn't let him. He grabs his wrist and fights to keep the blade away. Lohen is strong, but so is Childe. ) You do, you do. You need it, and that's why I came here, because I need it too. Listen, I didn't think you would take my cowardice so hard.. Черт, how do I even say it?

( He didn't even feel hurt from the fall, perhaps, because he landed on top of Lohen. ) You idiot! Did you really try to off yourself because of my sorry ass?! What were you even thinking?

( Childe grabs him and they both fall down to the ground. ) HEY—

We need to talk. ( Up he goes! )

Good! Move away from the frame, okay? ( Childe prepares to climb the wall. )

Comrade! You're alive! ( His red scarf is flowing in the wind, his hair in disarray. )

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Я в ахуе, товарищи.

What did I even do?

Fuck.

( He cradles him like a baby, like a brother who fell down and bruised his knee, like a young lover who just lost a family member. ) Shhh, shhh... Все будет хорошо, Lohen. Я с тобой. Архонты, что же мне с тобой делать... Shhh, shhh... I will do anything in my power to make you happy.

( Childe holds him closer, tighter, and repeatedly pats his back, trying to comfort and console. ) Shhh... It's gonna be okay. I'm not going anywhere.

( A fountain of emotions, isn't he? Oh fuck, if only Childe knew, he'd be much more careful around him. But everything happened so fast... ) I'm sorry, I'm so sorry. I really am. Please, don't push me away, I've only met you. We don't have to do anything you don't want, but I want you in my life,

I haven't lied to you! ( Childe pulls him closer, not allowing Lohen to get up and leave. The guy looked like a total mess — all because of him. ) I am being honest with you — I like you, I want you, I want to make you happy. Are you saying that's not good enough?

Hey... don't... ( Don't cry because you fell in love with me? What a mess. ) People are different, Lohen. Some just aren't capable of complicated feelings like that. I didn't mean to upset you. I like you, I really do, and I want to be your friend. Well, more than that, to be honest. It just comes

/ childe in rp: I don't love you I want us to be fwwends 🥺 CHILDE IN QUOTES: WE ARE THE SOULMATES THAT ARE DESTINED TO LOVE EACH OTHER TO THE LAST BREATH TAKEN ❤️❤️❤️

( Childe finally coughs, the air freely flowing into his lungs — what a blessed feeling!! His eye darts to the knife and back to Lohen's face, neck twisted. Archons, he's crying. He's crying and it's Childe's fault. Perhaps, he should take a beating, if only to make the guy feel avenged. Instead

( Childe punches his wrist, trying to disarm him immediately. He's still unable to breathe, gasping for air with a horrible whistling. )

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The fuck is happening?

Khh... ( Childe yanks him by the collar, trying to stop this emotional episode. )

No, I— ( He doesn't get to finish. A moment ago he was kissing Lohen's hands, and now the wind is kicked out of him, ripples of painful sensation echoing through his body. He gasps for air, but there is none. ) H.... ..h...

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I am a weapon for the Tsaritsa; I am not made for love. I did not mean to lead you on, and for that I am deeply sorry. I only wanted to make you feel good, because you make me feel on top of the world.

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( Kinda... ) No! No, of course not! I thought you enjoyed my company, and I thoroughly enjoy yours, therefore it's only natural to spend more time together and do nice things... I like you, Lohen. So, so much!.. ( Next he kisses the palms of his hands. )

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( Бляяяяять. Childe blushes with guilt. ) I'm... simply going with the flow and doing what I want. I like you a lot, I think we match quite nicely — I've never met anyone so fun to be around. ( He squeezes Lohen's hands and brings them to his face to kiss the fingertips. )

( Oops. He catches the hands. ) Hey, hey! No, don't be upset. ( Damnit!! Блять!! ) I think it's normal for me to be surprised. Are you always that quick with your feelings?

( He blinks, not believing his ears — the guy is really serious... ) Everything you need?..

( Childe pauses, and his lone eye stares back at Lohen. ) Are you claiming love at first sight? You don't know me that well yet...

( Oh fuck?.. He can't be serious. But he sure feels decisive. ) Haaa... I think you are just horny, darling. But that's alright, since I know a very nice cure ~ ( And Childe presses his knee somewhere between Lohen's legs. )