thanatophobia

Well woke up with half of my sight gone again, at least I'm seen the doctor today...

havne't played minecraft in a while its so funny seeing everything with the fancy grapics

Doctor appointment tomorrow, let's see what happens

My hands are ridiculously shaky and i cant focus my sight again...but i want to draw anyways so here scribbles

I love how optimistic I was here...to now been slowly feeling worse My mind is so hazy I'm forgetting things all the time The headaches are back and so it's the spot on my right eye My insurance won't give me the medication unless I fall back into critical state,which by the looks of it I'm not far

man i find no joy in anything i don't know if this is because of the meds, my brain not functioning as it shoud or me finally realizing how numb my life feels now

Just smile a bit...

I just hate this medication...

Aggie sketch t̶h̶a̶t̶ ̶i̶ ̶e̶n̶d̶e̶d̶ ̶f̶i̶n̶i̶s̶h̶i̶n̶g̶ ̶i̶n̶ ̶p̶s̶d̶

let me out

Man I just want a day I feel normal again... can't even be a day at work without feeling like my head would burst, I feel awful knowing I have an event I've been working for months this weekend and I probably couldn't go supervise it because of this... I want my life back

Entonces el fuego susurró a la luna: —No lo reclames… aún me ama.— La luna calló, y con leve dulzura, le dejó una noche para arder en su alma. - Feliz dia de muertos 🧡 -

I love how I passed from not take meds at all to 3 pills in the morning and still waiting for the approval of other medication hhh...

Today in "things im not sure imma finish"

ayuda mamá el pájaro ese de allá está raro

:>

la vez que encandile a sombras con mi outfit del esritiru santo😛

Momento ISS con @esquizoan.bsky.social

slayyy🦋💅

este evento es graciosisimo @sombritas.bsky.social

One is a cat hybrid the other...just annoying

She enjoys sky more than I do

this two make me ill

Shrimp

All is soft inside

Im screaming, but there's no one to listen

man this medicationn makes me feel like shit...

I feel so disconnected to everyone lately...it's so frustrating

how

this was cute

my friend gave me this idea

Funny cause this was all I could draw those days My brother snatched the napkin before the nurse took it haha, I was so high on pain meds and somehow still thinking on that stinky thing hahaha

Im just happy i can get back to this

Bit of an update to this and well the actual thing that happened To lazy to write everything again so quick screen from Tumblr I'm fine now, taking it slowly at home recovering from all the medication and stuff but soon I'll be back to my normal shenanigans probably

I love checking the results of my medical exams and not understanding a thing But I still check them...

bro im sorry but,the fact that comments about the mismanagement of dead cells or any criticism about it is getting deleted or mark as spam, is just laughable

man....its been a week

The fact that I can't draw cause my eye can't focus or that I can't watch anything cause I get nauseous...it's a living nightmare At this point I'm contemplating getting an eye patch so I rely on my left eye only... I still need to go under medical exams to know what's going on...

Day 3 of seen dots that look like this in my eyes... *i see a neurologist today*

Most Whipstorms only come out during the worst of weather conditions. Guess this one had different ideas #Art #Originalart #Dragons #Dragonartist #Smallartist #Fantasy

Man with all this Fornite x DaftPunk stuff my brain is returning to that old time..i wanna draw them again *old sketch*

Genuinely thinking about giving up on my work in December, I'm just so unhappy there I know trying to find something related to games is almost impossible here...but I just want something else, something that at least doesn't piss me off to need to get up and work... I'm just so burned out

Magma sketch

Noon

Full

have no idea who's the thomas but im glad they sat with me

you have no idea how much im tearing uop with this