meanie health days call for a date to the library! 📚💜

haiii friends~ sweet Zupiz, my dearest friend is doing a mutual aid fundraiser on my behalf to help with medical supplies, bills and other medical and life expenses as i am waiting my diagnosis and MRI’s. 💜🫂 please boost this post below ⬇️ and donate if you can, zupiz is an amazing artist! ty all 🫂

haiii friends~ sweet Zupiz, my dearest friend is doing a mutual aid fundraiser on my behalf to help with medical supplies, bills and other medical and life expenses as i am waiting my diagnosis and MRI’s. 💜🫂 please boost this post below ⬇️ and donate if you can, zupiz is an amazing artist! ty all 🫂

getting compression socks that fit perfectly > 🥹

so like, we FINALLY got the MRI scheduled and it'll be in OCTOBER!! i am THRILLED! 🥹 i've been waiting sooo long for this--while unfortunate that i had to go completely numb on the left side of my body this week for this to be taken serious.... i'm just happy that things are HAPPENING! 💜

we made it to friyay, and the weekend is here! ✨ i'm super excited to stream later tonight & have some silly and fun games of fortnite with the crummunity! 💜 will you be there? 😚 i hope you all have a gentle friyay and restful weekend!

eepy borderlands 4 release day! ✨ are you planning to get bl4 or are you waiting to see what the hype is all about? 💭 i’ve had it downloading for a few hours now lol our internet isn’t being nice—it’ll be my first borderlands game so i am excited!! keem’s a long time fan so he’s super lit too 💜

cozy hobby night in with homemade burgers and sweet potatoes fries! 🍂 also, i’m finishing a book too~ 📖

{ live} 💜 tonight's bring your own craft or hobby night! 🖍️ i'll be doing activity books, coloring, reading & more~ come do your hobbies with me (also handcam day!) 😚 www.twitch.tv/xocrummy

"Alexa play Pain without Borderlands 4” - Coffee 😾

💫 happy sub-tember, cuties! 💫 join the crummunity extravaganza all month on twitch!💜 unlock fun milestones like giveaways, new emotes, silent bookclub, 12hr stream + more! funds will go towards food, clothing, medical supplies & medication! live mon, tues, thurs & friyay ♡ twitch.tv/xocrummy

happy September first! ~ 🍂 anyone else starting to really get into the fall mood? 🤎

lunch & library date with my lover~ 📚🥙 may your day be as lovely as ours! ✨

hehe so like, i hit the 'go live' button after finally feeling less ill from flare ups last week💜 come hangout? - yapping & playing new cozy gamessss ✨ www.twitch.tv/xocrummy 💫

🥂 here’s to an authentically beautiful and prosperous new decade! 30 looks good on me~ 🥹💜

🧁 ITS MY 30TH BIRTHDAY! 🎈 thank YOU all for coming through & celebrating with me last night on Twitch! 🥹 — my heart is sooo FULL; i love you all sooo much! 💜✨ 💰wanna bless me 4 my 30th bday? ko-fi.com/xocrummy 🎁 or get me a gift? throne.com/xocrummy (i’ll add more wheel spins monday strim) 🙂‍↕️

💫 LIVEEE NOW!!!! 🍰 COME COUNTDOWN TO MY BIRTHDAY (AT MIDNIGHT!) WITH MEEEE! 😍🎂🥹✨

💌 YOU'RE INVITED! 💌 ⋆˙ Renae's 30th Birthday BASH! 💫 🗓️: August 7th @ 8pm EST 📍: www.twitch.tv/xocrummy 🎉: Community Games, Wheel Spin Incentives, Discounted Subs, Key Giveaways + MORE! tomorrow, let's bring in my 30th solar return together! 💜 p.s bday is on 08/08~ ଘ(*. .) throne.com/xocrummy

reaching my kofi goal for the month on day 2 of me coming back from my health hiatus has me feeling so tender. 🥹 thank ya'll for your constant love & support, what an amazing way to kick-off the pre-birthday festivities! 🎈 last night was a whole movie, see ya thurs for the bday countdown strim! 💜

happiest chewsday, friends! 💜 i hope you all have a gentle day, & remember to take breaks as needed! ~

⟢ stream schedule 𐔌՞. .՞𐦯 ✦ mon: firekeepers 1 year stream steam anniversary raid train @ 12:30pm ✦ tues: first diamond painting stream @ 8pm ✦ thurs: countdown to my (dirty) 30th bday! crummunity game night ~ @ 8pm all times est, i'm officially back from my health hiatus! 💜

surprise & happiest august! 💫 i'll be LIVE TODAY @ 12:30pm EST playing Wuchang: Fallen Feathers! ⚔️ I’m part of Festival of the First Flame: a week-long raid train celebrating 1 year of The Firekeepers stream team! 🔥 my slot is from 1pm - 3pm EST today: www.twitch.tv/xocrummy 🤍

Bad news, I have been diagnosed with B-cell non-Hodgkins Lymphoma. Obviously shit is scary for me right now but if you would like to support my treatments and recovery, I made a GoFundMe link! gofund.me/9a6d3da6 I plan to start my first treatment in the next couple of days.

oh um haiii, so like i found the courage to go back live!? you should come hangout w/ me and catch up! fields of mistria (first playthrough) & diamond painting l8tr? :3 www.twitch.tv/xocrummy 💜

having a commonplace journal has quite literally made such a positive impact on my overall well-being on the days that I committed to write at least one thing in it. that could be: — day time page(s) — daily hopefuls — today’s media consumption pen & paper just feels right as of late. 💜

omg, i am kicking and screaming right now b/c i just made my first therapy appointment since 2021. 🥹 not only that, w/ my medicaid and insurance plan that i have, my appointments are 100% covered, i am crying right now (literally)! my first appointment is next tuesday @ 1:30pm 💜

watch out world, frying eggs have become my latest personality trait! 🙂‍↔️ prepare to be sick of me hehe /silly 🙂‍↕️

trying out decaf coffee today for the first time bc i miss the taste of coffee & the act of making a latte everyday! i hope my body doesn't hate this bc i've cut out 'regular' coffee at the first of the year. *fingers crossed* 🥹

[ live now! ] 🤍 it's never too early to start raising funds for an amazing cause! ty again @ivymileena.bsky.social for hosting this charity event. ♡ let's reach our stretch goal of 7.5k together! www.twitch.tv/xocrummy 💫 ↓ here are the incentives & milestones! .𖥔 ݁ ˖

✊🏾 UNITED WE TRIUMPH is here! i'm fundraising for—an org fighting for immigrant rights through free legal help & advocacy! 🗓️ my slot is 7/11 @ 12AM–3AM EST but, i'll be live tonight to kick things off! ty @ivymileena.bsky.social 🎮 incentives & milestones & giveaways! 👉🏾 Donate: tilt.fyi/DqCULlHahY

haiii! just incase you aren’t in my discord—there won’t be a stream tonight, sadly! 😭 our internet has been out all day up until 7pm EST & it’s very unstable. accompanied by my increased eye fatigue, dryness & pain! 🫂 send all your love, tomorrow i see my first retinal eye specialist! 🥹

i'm super proud of myself for making my health more of my focal point as of late. 🥹 it's not always easy because it sometimes means missing out but, i have to remind myself that i should be my first priority! 💜 and you should too /gen! xo

hi friends, this is a hard post for me to make. i’m in urgent need of survival funds. my snap was cut off and im having a hard time working due to health problems. i need help w/ groceries and utility bills. if you prefer to donate items, check out my basic needs tab! throne.com/spiltguilt/i...

high pain / bedbound days calls for reading comics & listening to audiobooks! 📖 trying to find some joy in the midst of things. 🫂

i am so hype and also extremely emotional because i was able to schedule another appointment with my new primary care physician! 🥹 i waited 5/6 months for the first appointment & it got cancelled on the day of! 😭🫂 pls send positive vibes that this one goes through!! 🧿 i just want to feel better.

i am BEYOND thankful to be a TOP 5 FINALIST for the @bipocawards.bsky.social 🥹 TODAY is the LAST DAY to get your final votes in!! please consider voting for ME in the Big Fish In A Little Pond category! 💜 (use all them emailsss you got hehe /silly!) 🗳️ vote here: docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1F...

LIVE NOW! 💜🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️ we’ve already raised $68!!!!!!

The second weekend of the Point of Pride Raid Train starts later tonight, with @xocrummy.bsky.social‬ being the first streamer in the lineup 🤍 Make sure to go ahead and drop a follow and check out the rest of the awesome streamers for this weekend -> horaro.org/popcrt2025/w... 🏳️‍⚧️

i’m the first stop in weekend 2 of the point of pride charity raid train 🤍 🗓️ live tonight @ 8pm est to kick things off! 🎮 main slot: friday 1am–4am est 📍 twitch.tv/xocrummy • queer game demos + free gems • pride themed coloring pages • tier lists + queer coded quizzes 🏳️‍⚧️donate: tilt.fyi/juT042rbYc

latest hyperfixation: ~ hidden object games & puzzles! 🧩 i recently got an activity book from 5 below & they are soo relaxing! i've been playing one on apple arcade called 'hidden folks' and it's been amazing (this gif isn't the game btw!) 💬: what's your fave hidden object game?

i just got gifted the elder scrolls online 2025 premium edition from bethesda #GiftedbyBethesda & babyyyy i'm FINALLY stepping into tamriel for the first time ever! come catch my very first adventure live rn! ✨⚔️ twitch.tv/xocrummy

slower days > i've been making a conscious effort to slow down and be better at moving at my own pace, especially with the hotter weather. accommodating yourself should always be your top priority even if it means leaving some notifications unread, not everything is urgent. be present! 💜

Hi - I'm putting together a raid train event to raise funds for the "Americans for Immigrant Justice" organization, that fights for justice for immigrants. Let's come together! If you're a twitch streamer and interested, please reach out to me! Please repost, quote, like, share for awareness!

Happy #Juneteenth! 🤎🙏🏾✊🏾

reminding myself today that it’s okay to just be & that’s good enough. 💜

💫 friendly reminder: i am in the TOP 5 FINALS for the @bipocawards.bsky.social in the category Big Fish In A Little Pond (first category in the link below)! 💜 voting is still OPEN until 6/30 🗳️ docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1F...

it’s goin’ up for PRIDE with The Firekeepers! 🌈 i’ll be on the Coming Out, Logging In panel from 5:30–6:30PM EST (tonight!)—chatting all things queer identity, gaming, & safe spaces!🫶🏾 come through over on Jen’s channel: twitch.tv/jenisonline 💜 sooo thankful for this opportunity!! 🏳️‍🌈

hehehe the link got messed up, sorry! here’s the correct link again: docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1F... please consider voting for me for the @bipocawards.bsky.social in the category Big Fish In A Little Pond! 🐠 it’s the first category in this google form below below ⬇️ & i’m name 11 ‘xocrummy’ 💜🥹

OMG!!! 🥹💜 YA’LL WE MADE IT TO TOP 5 for the BIPOC Streamer Awards in the category ‘Big Fish In A Little Pond!’ 🎏 eeeeep, i’m so thankful!!!!! ✨ YOU still have until 6/30 to vote for me in my category! 🏳️‍🌈 🗳️ here: docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1FAI… tysm everyone! 🥰🥳 @bipocawards.bsky.social 🫂

OMG what an amazing opportunity!! 🥹💜 our dear friend @airiesummer.com is offering a lovely opportunity for a Creator to get a FREE PC!! 🌈 please consider nominating me for this b/c i would love to have my own PC, it's been a DREAM of mine! 😍 ➔ vote here: docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1F...