😭i was gonna go to sleep early but my cat decided to pee on my bed.... FINE i will write more

act 2 (father abel) complete! 🔥 gonna take a break until dinner and decide if i wanna swing back around for jace's act 2 or continue to father abel's final act

yay, finished the first act of the survival horror vn ✨ it ended up being almost 6k for just the outline lol, not lookin' so good for my 40k estimate this is where the routes split so now i get to spend some time with father abel or jace

dr. pepper: secured

ALRIGHT i am awake and doing stuff. i have to run to the store for batteries (we're expecting snow today... wild!) and then i'm gonna do some writinggg. also considering doing a questpit post for fun but i'm not sure which project yet...

I (50F) went to check the gynecology section of my organ factory and found blood leaking out of the donor wall where a human embryo is gestating. In my haste to reach my piece of shit manufacturing physician (???F), I may have stabbed a bystander in the neck. AITA Ecce Lochia #Q #A #S #H #questpit

i go to this bubble tea place every friday and i just realized the points i was accruing are actually worth something, wtf i got a free drink. happy friday!!!

workshopping a title for the horror game and i keep coming back around to "dysgenesis" because it's COOL but the most common form of dysgenesis is related to gonads and i'm like 😭 not like that!!! back to the drawing board (until i give up and lean into the gonads)

reminder that i write stuff~ 🐺 sci-fi werewolf MxMxM ppiamo.itch.io/hurt-to-kill 💀 comedy fantasy t!MxMxM ppiamo.itch.io/trivial-meet-cute (u can get this one free subbing 2 my newsletter) 🎄MM xmas fluff ppiamo.itch.io/rttw (+ a sequel) 😷 ABO engineering smut ppiamo.itch.io/negative-resist (free!)

short session because i'm sleepy, but did some more outlining and introduced the third character route 🤧 time to eat ice cream and curl up in bed

i got paid today, yaaay. unfortunately that means i have to pay for stuff, boooo 😢 at least i'll have all the stuff ready for my vespa's 6k maintenance next month

Seeing my art in movement IS WILD!!!!!

more progress on the horror vn! we are still in plane crash city (i would've written more but i realized i went in the wrong direction so i had to rewrite a lot of it... i need to tie the bottom part back in) i wanna sleep early tonight so i'm stopping here. but progress ✨

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took a sick day. comfy...

i made a terrible mistake. i fed my cats directly before going to bed and now i have to lay in bed alone, cold and shivering, until they're finished eating. my bodywarmers are SLACKING

i've kind of decided to take a break on the fantasy book. the "plan by arc" idea did not work out 💦 so i need to go back to the drawing board in the mean time, the survival horror vn is flourishing into a full outline. so you win some, you lose some, LOL as long as i'm writing SOMETHING i'm happy

buying parts to service my scooter in 1k miles and ouchie... my poor wallet... 🥲 the things i do for this scooter (i love it sm) granted, $220 of it is an optional oil pan replacement with a sight glass. but i want it!!!

wahhhhh i am so sleepy. i stayed up too late reading and then my cats kept waking me up in the middle of the night 😔

my friend opened an etsy shop!! support a trans artist and get awesome stickers~ reposts appreciated <3 www.etsy.com/shop/echocha...

did mostly cleaning today but i had time to sit down to write and now i have the barebones of a horror vn 🔎 i still need to add the branch for the scapegoat's (temp name) locked route but i'll maybe work on that tomorrow

i woke up too early so i went to mcdonalds for breakfast and now it's sleep time again 😴

i remembered to take my vitamin d pills yesterday and the energy of the sun is coursing through my body (and i am using it all to outline a rando idea instead of working on any of my wips)

i am so sleepy this week. i sat in front of my light therapy lamp like a rotisserie chicken in the deli for an hour and i'm just like mmm perfect time to sleep at 9pm

YAHOO i received the final key art for my upcoming monster boy vn! it is so, so cute, i'm so happy with how it turned out! the artist is @sarielsnowings.bsky.social, they are so talented and fantastic to work with! thank you so much again! 🥹

i've decided i'm going to cloudland canyon for my solo birthday trip! gonna be a honking 8 hours one-way but i'm very excited. the views look so nice! (photos from ga parks website)

completely unrelated but i'm gonna catch up on the new season of yellowjackets

beating away a new brainworm with a stick but it keeps coming back. alas, i may be onto something

i'm still super wrapped up in the m/nb fantasy novel i'm writing but i'm gonna work on lamiyb soon...!! i think my next non-writing goal is to get the logo finalized and finish setting up socmed stuff 🤔

YAHOO i received the final key art for my upcoming monster boy vn! it is so, so cute, i'm so happy with how it turned out! the artist is @sarielsnowings.bsky.social, they are so talented and fantastic to work with! thank you so much again! 🥹

planning on taking a week off for my bday in march and i'm considering what i wanna do 🧐 deffo partial staycation but i wanna take my vespa somewhere... there's an island with some walking trails and feral horses a few hours away i've been wanting to go to

tmi but it's been a month since i've broken up with my ex and like... i don't think i realized just how much stress i'd been under LOL it's been night and day like i've been cleaning the house??? and cooking every day???? and still doing hobbies???!? insane... i thought it was my job but nope lmao

also it must be crazy if you skip the first two games and go straight into pathologic 3. daniil is so uninterested in the worldbuilding LMAO he's just like "okay, that was weird. anyway [science]" have fun knowing nothing, idiot

one vibe i do miss in the new pathologic game is scrabbling around like a rat for food/water/medicine. like i understand WHY it's this way (unlike artemy, daniil has backing) but i do miss getting excited about finding a sewing needle in the trash so i can trade it for a single sip of water

GRRRR i'm really struggling with my current draft. i'm almost done with the first arc but it feels like i have no idea what i'm doing despite being almost 50k in 🤧 writing is hard...

daniil and artemy's "friendship" is so funny to me. it boils down to "you give me one organ because this godforsaken pagan land doesn't let me do surgery and i do one gay little task for you" this is how men interact irl

i am so locked into pathologic 3 👏 and there's a bl game i wanna play coming out at the end of the month... i am finally eating good

i went to sleep at like 8pm with the intentions of waking up early to do stuff and then i just slept for 11 hours 😎 happy tuesday

played some pathologic 3 today, it's good!!! the gameplay is very different from the first/second game but it isn't a bad thing i think stacking the lifesim on top of the time travel/sanity mechanics would be too much so it's a good narrative decision

oh yeah, i got some art of my boy i comm'd back! he is soooo cute. artist is shibakiba on vgen! would 100% recc them, they did his design for me last year too 🥹

oomf bought me #pathologic and of course i like daniil dankovsky lmfao some doodles of that mean hag twink

i am very excited to see the bachelor being a massive dick to everyone he meets in 4k. i got so much mf sass from changeling in 2, i need someone to deal it back

UOGHHHHH pathologic 3 is out today. i am so ready to resume my career as a needle dealer to children again

the motorcycle club at work 😎

i was doing worldbuilding on the feral vampire concept yesterday and i realized why they lose their minds with age is bc they're poisoning themselves with their silver teeth which is to say, this whole thing is now an excuse to have a scene where bahjat defangs their vampire """to save his life"""

just finished outlast so i can replay outlast 2, my true love. i love u val

all worded out but i did hit 40k total on my project 🤧i'm very slowly building my writing stamina back up. but now... i play video game

new bedsheets are way too comfy, it's dangerous. i've spent too much time lounging with my cats the past couple days, LOL

my big aspirations for the day... ruined... by tummy ache 😔at least i cleaned the house a little

these are the vibes i'm going for with merciful in the historical thing i'm plotting rn he's being angsty about it (cycle of abuse, blah blah blah) but he is, indeed, the weird guy stuffing kids down chimneys for cheap labor www.youtube.com/watch?v=8rdg...