puppy cried in bed for an hour and feels a little better now,,,

every time i do something to change, every time i try to make myself happier it feels like something has to fuck it all up, like the universe won't allow me to be happy,,,

Apparently Florida has started seizing diy hrt shipments,,,, right after I ordered a vial,,,,

i want to cut again,,,

being hypersexual is so cool because constantly feel like a pervert and rapist all of the time

I dont think anyone will be able to tolerate me, no one will ever see me or my body as attractive, no one will ever think im interesting or cute or hot, no one will put up with all of my mental health issues, im just stuck being a gross fucked up blob for the rest of my life

yet another day off ruined by wanting to die

puppy who wonders if she'll ever be loved be anyone (she won't)

puppy is home from work and so tired,,,,,

Need,,,,

Girl who feels like she's fundamentally broken again,,,,

me

You should repost this. I wanna see something.

She's literally me,,,

Need,,,,

I love being chubby so muchh 🥰 i love having boobs ass and thighs that people wanna plant their face in

Lrp is so me,,,,

they say the best way to take progesterone is to boof it

Yet another win, Marcie has been defeated once more

I GOT IT!!!!

Ok I think I got it,,, maybe,,,

feel like I'm gonna cry :<

Trying to buy hrt is so hard and confusing :(((

If I were to say what I want to my account would get banned

Puppy is home now and no work tomorrow!!! I will be getting so high I can't think tonight :3

I don't really love my job, but ive had like 12 people call me maam through the drive thru and ive never been happier 🥹

Puppy has a headache :<

I think Ill be able to get hrt by the end of the week :3

I wish I could sleep for 1 puppilion years,,,

Work has me making pilk for people now,,,,

Since everyone else is doing it here's mine,,,,

happy lesbian day of visibility~

I'm built like this btw :3

Have to work the closing shit Tuesday and then immediately do a morning shift Wednesday,,, there isn't even 8 hours between when id get home and then leave in the morning,,,,

Back from work again,,, tired again,,,

Me

Very sweaty from work btw, if any girls care,,,,

Home from work again,,, I fear Marcy might take advantage of my tiredness,,,,

puppy wants to be loved,,,

ash is feeling very puppy and lesbian today,,,

home from work again, very tired again,,,,

She's me I look like this,,,

Second day of work done,,, so sleepy,,,

found a bug in my room now I don't know if I'll be able to sleep,,,

sorry for self sabotaging and trauma dumping on main it will happen again

I wish I wouldn't get so upset seeing my friends interact with each other without me I think Im just a bad person

I wish I wouldn't just get randomly upset and depressed for no reason multiple times a day,,,

having autism, adhd, ocd, a personality disorder, and gender dysphoria is just a constant try not to kill yourself challenge

First pay check please come faster so I can start e, im so tired of feeling like a gross man