My existence is just go to the next moodswings & suffer because my unraveling didn't fit in with people's schedules I want to feel useful but enduring this shit is just getting unsurmountable at times Being stuck between catatonia & panic attacks is the worst ever I don't want to feel it anymore

HAPPY 420 FOLKS~!! We made it another year so let's vibe & smoke heavy & gamerrr!! Some Fortnut & Where Winds Meet vibing while chilling with YOU! Come keep the clouds flowing together - live now cheeerss! www.twitch.tv/audaxsmoke/

HAI~! Come round the stream tonight to hear my new song & enjoy a little smoke sesh together! There's actually two versions of the new track, one slow one fast, & we'll do a poll on which we'll listen to first~! But let's cloud check & chat for a bit - live NOW cheeers~! www.twitch.tv/audaxsmoke/

Hey if you're in my Discord server go react to the announcements post within the next hour if you'd like me to stream tonight! If we get enough reacts by 10PM PDT I'll go live & share two versions of my new synthpunk acid track titled 'Seance'! ☁🎶

I don't think anything in gaming has ever scared me more than this particular North American magazine ad for the first Clock Tower game on PS1 ✂️☠️

video game fireworks are the only thing that can heal me

played with a little makeup for basically the first time ever recently~

hai come smoke we gaymer www.twitch.tv/audaxsmoke/

HAI WE HERE COME WATCH WHAT'S OVER HERE IT'S TIME www.twitch.tv/audaxsmoke/

Night grind in the Fortnite~!! WEED & VIDEO GAMES LIVE NOW GAMERZZZ www.twitch.tv/audaxsmoke/

my new ych that is a tribute to my piece that broke. All proceeds will go towards my new piece ;3 #mlp

Heyyo finally getting a stream up~! Kind of just want to smokeout & vibe with y'all & will hop on the NUT to check out some of the April Fools silliness if it's still there! Live NOW - cheeeersies~! www.twitch.tv/audaxsmoke/

NUT www.twitch.tv/audaxsmoke/

Alright tonight I'm gonna start practicing ranked on Fortnut so come cheer & cheers me on~! I hit ELITE for the first time ever last season so I need to at least match that ranking! Let's start the climb & start our time together - live NOW!! www.twitch.tv/audaxsmoke/

Heyyo folks it's time for the Saturday night stream~! Let's fucking party & gamer heavy so come by cause I'm cleaning up some weed & then going deep into streaming towards my best future!! Live now - CHEEERS~! www.twitch.tv/audaxsmoke/

Hai let's Friday Fortnut~! Come smoke & drop cloud checks cheeeeersss~! www.twitch.tv/audaxsmoke/

Getting ‘smoked out’ is great. Getting ‘smoked up’ is the same thing, but kinda weird. Getting ‘smoked down’ is a crime and I will arrest you. I mean, who do you even think you are? ‘Smoked down’ get the fuck outta here.

I'm NUT while still stuck in moodswing rapid cycling chaos but come AMA & vibe while I try my best to move forward! Live NOW - cheeeers~! www.twitch.tv/audaxsmoke/

It took only 4 Fortnite posts before I received a homophobic comment on insta again, I really wish homies commented instead of homophobes! Any friends please drop some follows & comment nice things - it'd mean so much to have your help to grow in spite of the hate! www.instagram.com/p/DWOn9-QNb82/

Been a rough day but gonna do my best to move forward & try to enjoy streaming! Live now with more Fortnut - cheers~! www.twitch.tv/audaxsmoke/

It took only 4 Fortnite posts before I received a homophobic comment on insta again, I really wish homies commented instead of homophobes! Any friends please drop some follows & comment nice things - it'd mean so much to have your help to grow in spite of the hate! www.instagram.com/p/DWOn9-QNb82/

Get back on this island with me while we look for big Ws &.. harpoon guns?! I'm having fun with the new season so far so come vibe while I get this work in - live NOW so come cheeeersss~! www.twitch.tv/audaxsmoke/

YO we streaming the new season of Fortnite tonight~! Come vibe heavy while we grind & gain knowledge of new smoke spots on the island - going for greatness this season so we LIVE NOW CHEEERS!~ www.twitch.tv/audaxsmoke/

Let's go meet the wind for a new game for the stream & our weed!! Where Winds Meet is a really fun soulslike/mmo that I've been enjoying off-stream but I need to make some progress in the main story, which has been pretty charming, so let's stream it!! Live NOW - cheeers~! www.twitch.tv/audaxsmoke/

ONE OF THE BEST DAYS OF THE WEEK IS HERE CAUSE IT'S FORTNUT TUESDAY~! Who trying to get some dubs with me tonight?! Let's chat & get wacky & smoke in bushes like the best of them - tune in WE GAYMING LIVE NOW CHEEERS~! www.twitch.tv/audaxsmoke/

WE LIVE WITH THE POTENTIAL FINALE OF RULE OF ROSE~! Let's see how much mental health I must sacrifice to see the end of this twisted story - live NOW so come drop some love & cheeers in chat~! www.twitch.tv/audaxsmoke/

Back to the DARK STORY WHY IS IT LIKE THIS feelings towards Rule Of Rose! I hope we can get off this terrible airship of horrors & find a better time than being TORMENTED by evil kids - come find out if we do cause we LIVE NOW! www.twitch.tv/audaxsmoke/

Heyyy it's time to face CRUELTY together once again & do another night of Rule Of Rose! This Playstation 2 horror game is a FEEL BAD STORY but we're gonna do our best to get through it & find out what happens in the creepy yet compelling tale - live NOW come say haiii~! www.twitch.tv/audaxsmoke/

Heyyyy late night Fortnut strimm for the late night freaks since I got my new mouse during the day~! Testing & tuning for battle royale triumphs & silly times with yooouuu - live NOW cheeers~! www.twitch.tv/audaxsmoke/

MOODSWINGING INTO OUR NEXT REQUESTED GAME TONIGHT! We've landed on a late release Playstation 2 horror title called Rule Of Rose so come vibe with this next eerie chapter in the AudaxSmoke existence! Live now CHEEEERS~! www.twitch.tv/audaxsmoke/

FORTNUT TUESDAY NEEDS YOUR HELP! Hai my mouse is dying so I have to play controller games & can't do the usual NUT - raising money to finish the electricity bill & hopefully return to the wacky battle royale island soon! Live now - CHEEERS~! www.twitch.tv/audaxsmoke/

Heyyo we beat Goemon yesterday so it's a vibe out night! My mouse is dying so no Fortnut but will be playing the controller darlings of Hades II of course & actually gonna try a little Nightreign solo! Will be a short strimm so come vibe while it's up - live NOW cheers! www.twitch.tv/audaxsmoke/

Grinding away at this Goemon game that is way longer than I expected! Let's wander around & try to talk to all the necessary NPCs so we can get it into those tough platforming towers & dungeons! Live NOW - cheeers~! www.twitch.tv/audaxsmoke/

IT'S TIME TO GET YOU SOME GOEMON! We scouring this map for all the necessary items & paths forward so join up for a chill night with lots of clouds & Super Famicom vibez! Live now - cheeers~! www.twitch.tv/audaxsmoke/

Back to Goemon & the gang~! We beat a difficulty spiked dungeon last sesh so let's see what else we can get up to in this suspiciously Zelda like situation in Ganbare Goemon 3! Live now - CHEEERS!! www.twitch.tv/audaxsmoke/

Late night Fortnut 4 u~! www.twitch.tv/audaxsmoke/

Goemon & the gang are in the future & there's trans people & crazy mechas all around - a good future! Let's make some more progress on Ganbare Goemon 3 - come say hai & bring nice vibes LIVE NOW CHEEERSS~! www.twitch.tv/audaxsmoke/

We're onto our next requested game with Ganbare Goemon 3! This will be a fun Super Famicom romp in what is the Mystical Ninja series in other regions - we haven't played one since one of the N64 games back in 2022! bring your pipe for smoking & bonkin - live now so CHEERS! www.twitch.tv/audaxsmoke/

HEY WE FORTNUT IN THE NIGHT COME NUT IN THE NIGHT ALL TOGETHER! cheeerssss live now~! www.twitch.tv/audaxsmoke/

Come through chat for a chill night with buttons & vibing to music - some Hades II modified difficulty runs & Fortnut floppin around for your viewing pleasure~! Live NOW - cheeers~! www.twitch.tv/audaxsmoke/

We are LIVE with the FINALE of Zelda Wind Waker~! We have to do the famous KOROK TIME TRIAL QUEST as our very last heart piece & then it'll be time to clear all the story that's left! Come through NOW with your courage, wisdom, & power folks - CHEEERS~! www.twitch.tv/audaxsmoke/

LIVE NOW WITH A FULL DAY OF WEED WAKER LET'S GO FOLKS~! I'm gonna put in a lot of work on clearing this game - we gonna bring out guides n shit eventually & checklist this ocean! LIVE NOW CHEEERSS!!!! www.twitch.tv/audaxsmoke/

Hey I'm eating mushrooms & streaming so come ask me anything & enjoy a surreal night of familiar cyber haunts together~! Live NOW cheeeerss~! www.twitch.tv/audaxsmoke/

Early stream start! Gonna bounce around between a bunch of stuff today, starting with Hades II then switch to Fortnut before getting on with the Wednesday Wind Waker! Maybe other efforts too so come chat & lurk - live NOW! www.twitch.tv/audaxsmoke/

Point yourselves towards Fortnut Tuesdays once again!! Will I be able to hang with my once a week play?!? Will you come play with me?? Let's blaze up on the battle royale island once again - live now CHEEERS~! www.twitch.tv/audaxsmoke/

Just a Gogo... #finalfantasy

WE MADE IT 6 YEARS~! Live now - CHEERS & THANK YOU SO MUCH FOLKS~! www.twitch.tv/audaxsmoke/

Do we have a good alternative to Discord yet Please for the love of god don’t say Slack

Gaming adventures from my hopeful heart~ Also let's smoke A LOT! :3 Live now so cheeers! www.twitch.tv/audaxsmoke/

HAPPY VALENTINES'S DAY STRIMM! 💘 We're gonna be lifting chins till our eyes meet & also GIANT ROCKS tonight in Zeldy Wind Wake & Bake so I hope you'll come through if you aren't busy with a hott date - live NOW so cheeeerss lovebirds~! www.twitch.tv/audaxsmoke/