So yeah if my VoE stuff is mostly just shitposts or whatever, it's because I don't want to engage in the story more 'seriously' on my blog, etc, bc I don't want to be like the kind of people I had coming onto my blog during SotO.

I literally cannot talk about VoE plot in its full breadth because anytime I end up having to bring Vloxx into the topic I cannot keep the vitriol I have for him from appearing in whatever I'm writing about and that genuinely bugs me because there's a LOT I want to talk about.

This is a haunted Victorian orphan

The babiest face....

Also I'm so proud of Kaushue and Trahearne becoming parents =v= Tahanen real!

Riannoc fell in love with Cadeyrn at literally first sight I am screaming

Something beautiful abt starting the year with 'I want to post more about (this) OC!!!' and now a few months later I'm already deep into working on a VN about completely different characters instead

I'm working on a super special secret project and even if I'm only getting a few parts of some scenes done a day, that's still something! Inching ever closer to creating something of my own, and that feels neat!!

Some moments you couldn't plan out if you tried. 🐓 Join me for more Vintage Story on Mondays and (Most) Thursdays, starlets! #VintageStory #Vtuber #ENVtuber Join the Tea Room: [ www.twitch.tv/novusangellite ]

The Founder of the Nightmare Court gets therapy. I've been rather obsessed with Cadeyrn for the last few months thanks to @trammander.bsky.social reminding me the fellow existed. Every time I re-read the short stories, it pains me how much his family failed him. It's okay, he has Bo now. #Sylvari

<LRT My advice for everyone is to play this game bc it's taken over my brain to such a horrific extent that I barely have room for other thoughts in my brain. I've finished nearly 30 individual pieces of fanart for this damn thing before it even came out. That's 'finished' btw. There is still More.

I got possessed by such vivid idea back in January, that I just had to bring this game to reality It is a story about a young shepherd called Magnus and his slow fall from innocence to decay It uh. It turned out to be kinda messed up

So... I made a new game! pyllymursu.itch.io/immemorial-b...

You'll never guess what this comic is about, haha!

Self-sabotaging Anxiety Brain Demon I LOVE giving people gifts but boy if that little voice in the back of my head doesn't come up with some right nonsense sometimes.

One of the biggest frustrations of being a fan of small, niche things isn't just the 'having nobody to talk with' dilemma, it's the fact that even if you try to suggest it to someone you're sure would like it, they aren't interested because it IS small and niche.

Finished up this wonderful commission for the equally wonderful @novusangellite.bsky.social! Go check out this fantastic fella if you haven't already =w= 💜✨

"I Play in Docile Mode" Cover(?) #VintageStory #NovusArt #Fanart

oh boy here comes the 'i'm terrible at art and should give up' spiral. joy.

You know what, let's see what happens :v [og by @/ soupery/taffybuns]

anet give me back my husband please i miss him

A birthday gift for @novusangellite.bsky.social! Thank you for being a wonderful friend and a wonderful grandpa this past year :3! ⭐

Me catastrophizing when I feel I've not done enough art this year: 🥲 Me realizing I've done many pieces so far with full lineart and colour and that's honestly very very impressive and I only feel like it's 'not enough' because I don't post them: 🥰

Goddamit Return of the brain demons

My good friend said it the best one time "I am not posting it to the internet to be ignored" Of course you make it for yourself, but sharing your creative work only to be met with silence feels bad :(

the problems of finding your most beloved characters in extremely niche media

doodle of one of my favourite characters of all time that i can't talk to anyone about

as a certified Aetherblade Hideout hater, I wish AH was not one of the few strikes in the QP list lol

we're going somewhere at least

Need to really settle down today and fight the ADHD demons and the constant distractions to rlly finalise some comm examples or I'm straight up never gonna do it 😭

[spoiler] Can't think of a neat caption for this but a series of pics based on @pyllymursu.bsky.social's amazing VN Mechanical Prayer (go play it-) featuring garbage trash son and gentlest good boy

FGDHFDGBDSGDHG MU BOYYYYUUFUGDJFDDJ JG [SCREMSFS] GJDFD SYN THANK U I LOVE IT I AM GONNA EAT IT I CRY

Happy Kibby Day🎂 I'm a little late, but this is for @trammander.bsky.social I hope you like it 🙏

Had a nice day finally turning 30. Never thought I'd make it this far, so it's a rather special day for me in all honestly. It's been wonderful to share it w/ my loved ones. Thank you to everyone who made it worth sticking it out all this time 💟

Getting someone to care about your extremely underloved favourites is one thing... getting them to alter their brain chemistry because they fell just as deep (if not deeper) into the blorbo brainrot is a whole different realm of success.

I am never going to be a 'big' or 'popular' person even remotely... but I /did/ write one fic about Cadeyrn that fundamentally rewired someone's brain permanently. And I'll very proudly take that as the greatest thing I will ever achieve. I was simply too powerful.

$10 Gremlin sticker commissions opens. I’ll draw any OC, Fursona, persona you like as a mischievous little gremlin. Once done ypull get a transparent PNG ready to do whatever you’d like with them. See second slide for example. #gremlin #memeart #doomfanart #commissionsopen #smallartist

Happy New Year from a fella I'm hoping we'll all be seeing more of in the next year 🦎 Please let 26 be so much better!

Hate going to sleep bc so much pain, hoping it'll clear up a bit when I wake up, wake up in just as much pain that I'm in tears, then having to sit there and wait for the ibuprofen to kick in. Like the day sucked enough, I really don't need this on top of it, thank

Living in some kinda hell where some are insistent on referring to an OC of mine with the name of a character from an existing thing and just straight up pretending my guy isn't someone of his own with a lot of effort put into fleshing him out.

Let's try again how #comm works on Ko-Fi ✌️ My #Commission are open for #chibi and bust/halfbody, sketch and flat colo ! (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧ ko-fi.com/mikealys/com...

Happy Wintersday!❄️ A delightful commission for @trammander.bsky.social! I had a fun time working on this and tried to make it look somewhat holiday-card like! I especially had fun designing everyone's sweaters! Thank you, friend! 💖 #GuildWars2 #Sylvari #Commission #NovusArt #Illustration

Finally all the xmas stuff sent out (weeks late...) so it's probably more 'happy february' or something by this point...

Ended up with sleep paralysis (but no scary hallucinations, neat). My anxiety managed to fill in the gaps though, and at that point I'd have rathered weird shadow demons tbh.

Oh it's going to be one of those 'regret waking up' kinds of days huh

Well then, let's see how it works & goes Right now I'm open for chibi and bust/half body... ! If you have any questions, my DMs are open 💙 ko-fi.com/keatea/commi...

One of the worst things is to be told [x people enjoy what you do!] because when nothing comes of it, it makes you feel like utter garbage... (not related to anyone/anything here)

Everyone look at this absolutely wonderful piece of my adorable dorks in love QQ 💚💙

Chibi Commission for @trammander.bsky.social! I had a blast working on this and I very much look forward to working for you again in the future, my friend! Chibis interacting is always a challenge, but I think I rose to the occasion! 💖 #NovusArt #GuildWars2 #Trahearne #SylvariCommander #Chibi

the resentment of having this unchecked on my pixiv settings yet still needing to manually block user after user for not tagging their slop and it clogging up search results