The waiting for the exams to be graded is killing me, even if I know I failed math. I want to have it written in stone so I can move on. 🫠

First art of 2026 which isn't a sketch 👏 #oc #digitalillustration

Downloaded Valorant and I am pretty sure I am deinstalling it this evening. The last time I played those games was back in the day with Counter Strike or....like Overwatch in 2016

Wow, I finished my ass draft of my essay. I always give myself room for shitting my first draft for whatever essay I have to write to make it better AFTER vomiting on the pages. I am not sure if I like writing essays or not, but that being said I can FINALLY work on refining this shit.

By the way, I might be too stupid to do math but I got FULL SCORE for Gamedesign before my final project!

1/2 I recently watched a lot of Reels & did a lot of doomscrolling (thanks math exam) & what I realized is nothing new or surprising, rather disappointing.

My cat has gotten fat again because she always eats the food of her sister. 🫠

I feel way better today. Though my chronic illness is killing me (pain) I am at least mentally way better. I will finish my commission work, do my essay and hopefully be able to do focused work! 👀

Auf geht's in den sonntäglichen Shinyhunt! ☕️ #twitch 🔴 www.twitch.tv/nerdshit

I need to work on a commission today and on my essay. ✨ And I want to work on my comic, at least finish the page I started recently.

In a time where people want to silence you, marginalized groups or democracy, be the résistance! #illustration #resistance #fightfordemocracy #politicalart #art #watercolor *Résistance www.deutschlandfunk.de/die-resistan...

Hello 👋🏻 I'm a german illustrator and student of game design! ✨🕹️I like to draw witchy and whimsical art! #art #gameart #illustration #artwork #gamedesign

Pigeon Mail reposting a piece from my solo show at Nucleus Portland because I'm writing a little love letter for my husband for Valentines day (d'aw) [ #kidlitart #illustration #watercolor #gouache ]

It’s not the failing I have a problem with. It’s the problems lining up because I failed. But i feel a bit better now. 🫠

1/2 Wir bekommen bis nächster Woche Mittwoch das Ergebnis. Ich gehe davon aus, dass ich nicht bestanden habe. Jetzt wird geschaut, was ich tun kann. Ansonsten halt nicht mehr studieren. Ich kann den Kurs nur einmal im Jahr machen und werde meine Zeit nicht vergeuden, wenn ich (...)

Naja. Mathe definitiv nicht bestanden lmao

Looking forward to this!!! youtu.be/b-Blr0_koQA?...

I have to draw four of those illustrations (the seasons) and since I am going to use those things for my portfolio I can't half-ass it, but this will take ages. So I started with my concept art work today. #illustration #procreate #cute #springillustration

So I revisited math for the last time and at some point panicked because I was like: am I doing that right? It's not even funny anymore that I am gaslighting myself so much when it comes to math.

It's finished ✨ While playing Octopath Traveler 2 I fell in love with the HD2D art style and wanted to recreate it in Unity. I then decided to try and make a small piece of Fanart for Frieren while I'm at it 😊 This is the result. #Frieren #Unity3D #HD2D

Look what I am cooking! Finally working on something personal! #procreate #artwork will do that with watercolour or gouache!

well, i lost a lot of whatsapp chats and contacts, but other than that...it went well? i tried importing all the chats and so on but that did not work lmao.

Got my new iphone chat and now I am transfering all my stuff from my android to my iphone and I hope it works.

First exam done ahhahahahaha

my professor said yesterday that Genie will be the future and disrupt the gaming industry and I was close to bursting into manic laughter because of that take...

Me: well, I have my first exam tomorrow, i am very chill. also me, the second i think about it: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I am so nervous 😭 I can't eat anything without getting severe stomach pains. 🫠

You know, with all the shit going on and the Internet is getting on my fucking nerve I really want to get full offline but I also like to share my art and make videos. This is making me go insane I swear

Well, will we be all going back to mIRC now? Discord can fuck themselves, honestly. This goes against any fucking DSGVO regulations, why the hell are no one sueing their asses? By the way, those age verifications got hacked already, it is NOT secure at all. They just want to get more data.

I have a few video ideas but I always wonder what people like to see and want to know. My whole rest of february will be working on my essay and march will be maximum crunch for all of the illustration for the card game. I will film that, but apart from that...

Kurz auf deutsch: Wir haben die Ergebnisse der Probeklausur gerade bekommen und sagen wir mal so: wenn ich das in der richtigen Klausur habe, werde ich die Synergie mit der fucking Matrix vollziehen

Anyway, I guess there is no new phone for me today...

I do not exist because I just found out I had my profile on "logged out users can't probably see me or what I post" lol

i want to work on my website but I also don't like all of the wordpress themes I can find and I don't want to pay another subscription for editing something and I can't code- Maybe I SHOULD look into building websites with python & html....but I don't know shit about connecting that with wordpress

I tried the whole day to concentrate and learn and it did not work at all so I am going to work on my essay and try to learn before I go to bed...

university is over for this semester, only my exams, my essay deadline and my two semester projects need to be.....done.. I thought, for a split second: "well, that's not much" but honestly, it is... Need to make myself a very good plan.

I always forget to write that there are english subtitles available lol.

it's even worse when you think the world is going to end because you might fail a math exam when that is ABSOLUTELY NOTHING... honestly, I am angry at myself.

honestly, I never thought it would be this hard to just keep going with everything going on around the world. this sucks so much

Well it is a brand new iPhone 15 because the refurbished and the new one were the same price lol

I need to buy a new smartphone, which is very unfortunate. I decided to get myself an refurbished iPhone because I use my iPad and MacBook a lot...

Probeklausur in Mathe bekommen und erstmal kurz geheult 🙃

Algorithms have failed artists, so once again I am appealing to the wealthy to go back to the practice of patronising artists so you can brag that your sicko is better than your rival’s sicko

Helloooooo~ Since the algorithm is confused about my videos, can you please let it cook in the background maybe comment? youtu.be/vD0iP_PIXsI?...

I revisited math and did one of the few question our prof provided (he promised to do more; he did not) and uhm? I got it? I am pretty sure what I did was correct, but I have no means to know since he did not give us the answers lol.

Worked two hours on my essay, ahu! I will revisit math tomorrow (because I suck at it) and do some quizzes before going to my classes.

I am very afk honestly, but I am in the middle of exam preps and I might throw myself out of the window. Tomorrow is my last review (wish me luck) before we have to work on our final semester project and I wanna do it properly, since we want to pitch the game to publishers.

The exhibition is over and I am so grateful for all the people omg. Can't put into words how much everything meant to me honestly

I am so hooked to put my prints into my online shop so a few can maybe get a print of my big ass art piece, if wanted. I am considering to re-order them, or go all in and do fineart prints but those are very expensive.