Tor sent me a finished copy of the sequel to one of my recent fave books the past few years early and I’m crying

In honor of the rapture I will be drinking the blood of Christ while eating Trader Joe’s dumplings and watching the leftovers

Husband is away in Italy so time to party (aka panic on if I’m gonna finish this book or read an article about some famous historical queen)

Every fall I read one singular historical horror novel written by a man and every damn year it makes the top 5. This is my curse.

Taking my anti depressants in the middle of a crowd before lcd soundsystem plays on 9/11 this is 100% what my younger self would have wanted

14 years ago I was kissing a boy behind the book shelves of the library while we shared headphones listening to System of a Down

He didn’t believe in empathy so I will “honor” him by not believing in empathy as well 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰

Something about his last words being gang violence while trying to argue about gun violence statistics just to be shot at his own event and not by a gang just sits right with me

Omg I forgot I changed my name in here 500 years ago

Me, a chronically ill person, watching the chronically ill “community” explode but it’s just white women with pots and eds arguing back and forth👁️👄👁️

Star Wars who shot first but it’s spit

There are two wolves inside me one is Ryan Blaney the other is the eagles

Just got my quote for my MRIs…the things I 100% need to meet a diagnostic criteria my doctors and I are concerned about…I have insurance and it’s $2000????

Not a week goes by I’m not prescribed something new to deal with a symptom while I wait for my freaking mris

Ordered myself my favorite take out after the dentist not bc I’m scared of the dentist or even mind the dentist I just wanted vegan Jamaican food

Something about me is you can’t take me anywhere

Does anyone know if it’s illegal to bedazzle an accessibility placard for the car asking for a friend

My bestie is finally on her way to getting a service animal and I’m so excited for her but also I can’t stop thinking about/wondering why pigs aren’t Ada service approved but mini horses are

Good morning to Bubba Wallace and Bubba Wallace only

Me, seeing Bubba sitting there: what if Bowman came and threw water on him for shits and giggles just for funsies like a lil prank Blaney: I’ll do you one better

I need them to actually drop the shirts bc I’m not getting spurned by impulse buying one just for it to be hideous again Ty

BRICKYARD BUBBA

Personally I think he should thank his therapist bc how is he being so chill

Give me all the Blaney and Asher x Bubba content plz

The Blaney bump I am sobbing

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

I would like to remind everyone that especially with only 4 to go if they it then whoever is in that top spot still deserves the win for racing that hard and racing the weather (which usually gets especially messy wreck wise) tyvm

Woke up to this from my uncle who isn’t a Bubba fan (just doesn’t like his racing but likes him as a person) and I’m emotional 🥹

Going to attempt a new craft today thoughts and prayers

Desperately need my accessibility placard to come bc I am tempting fate in every parking lately

Having chipotle for dinner for ozzy

I love the MCR tour for y’all really I do but there is no way I’m spending that money for a band I saw for 15 dollars at a under 2000 capacity venue and if that makes me not a fan then I guess oh well

Me, updating my friends who have asked on health stuff: yeah doesn’t look great and is more likely than not something progressive. Them: well everyone gets old

Have the weekend off so slept til almost 12 lfg

If LCD soundsystem doesn’t play New York, I Love You but You’re Bringing Me Down on 9/11 then istfg

Boycotting is cool and all but y’all do realize that in some states there are marginalized people way less privileged than yourself who are stuck in/have been stuck in generationally the repression you’re fighting so hard against who can not get out because of said repression right?

I think I need to start void posting again bc honestly shit is wack

This 5 oclock somewhere spritz is dedicated to my rheumatologist bc with or without you I have nothing and that’s pretty neat

Why is David Portnoy in my town ew go away

Had a neuro appt today that was so validating and reassuring to the point where he was like oh no of course your life is interrupted and being at work is harder I see your symptoms rn they’re real and it took leaving and standing in the parking lot to realize he didn’t bring up anxiety ONCE

POV you find out you and your dog have the same chronic and possibly progressive condition

happy wash your water bottle wednesday

Drs: if another flare happens come in that day there’s a note in your chart come asap Drs office when I try and do just that: yeah idk maybe come Monday or something

I can not stop thinking about the immersive production of who’s afraid of Virginia Woolf in someone’s living room and the girl on TikTok who said all Albee plays should me immersive but who clearly has never been introduced to “the goat”

Tried to explain something to my therapist this week and equated it to my love of a very specific kind of dirt and went on a 15 minute prose filled explanation of said dirt

“My hyperfixation is this show!” “My hyperfixation are these toys!” Me realizing my hyperfixation is simply “tragedies”:😶😶😶

I’d like to return please

Walked to the package store in my lightning McQueen crocs to get Aperol spritz ingredients happy summer

Something I do not want is a trumpy sandy hook apologist who baptizes his friends in his backyard pool to win in Mexico thanks!

Wait was Kyle Bush allowed back to Mexico to race? How did I miss all the banal jumping through hoops and law and crap from then to now