SPN season 9 rewatch thread! Let's go! :D

song lan love week day 6: holding on/letting go it's time to be born anew #SLLoveWeek25 #SongLan

I think a lot of YA romance, or at least what I read in my early teens, ended with the kiss and that made me so mad I became obsessed with what comes after the kiss. I do enjoy getting together type of stories, but I also want what happens after please! That's where the real shit starts!

I am once again fully convinced that my Destiel writing is me creating peak art. That's just how I feel. Honestly rarely have felt more confident about my own writing and I do think my writing is good in general, Destiel writing just hits very different. xD

Happy Yule ✨

Thy wheel of Fate turns ever to the dark.

merry christmjlmxh.,//ml

with that being said, i only had two goals for 2025: learn how to render armor and draw at least one landscape, so! mission accomplished, yay!

#queerwriters I did finish my Christmas short fic! Gonna probably post it on the 24th or 25th! :D Did not finish the kinky short fic yet, but there are technically still 2 evenings left to this week! :'D Also got back into #SPNLove which feels really good, it was just a few days, but I missed it. xD

Me: Ugh, this smells too much. D: Also me: Ugh, this doesn't smell enough! D:

NO! This didn't just happen! My phone just corrected Cas to Cass... I am gonna cry! D:

i almost did it... almost. [ #artsummary2025 ]

Aaand it is done! :D

What better time to finally make myself a new profile pic on here than 2am?

Now that sxx exchange works are revealed I can share this songxuexiao vampiric soft moment that I drew for emocsibe:

I want to keep writing, but I can tell my brain is not really in it anymore right now. :'D

I've been way too fixated on bisexual lighting lately and now it has officially made it into my fic! xD

December 19th! #destiel

I can't believe that it is my Destiel fanfic #SPNLove of all things being such a mess, when it comes to the plot, that this is the final straw for me to get myself a proper writing software, mainly because I SO BADLY need a tool to organize all of this better... :'D

Next step in my attempt to appreciate the creativity I see around me more: Actually commenting on art I share on here!

patreon request for selithiel 🌺 [ #art #oc ]

Apparently today is the day I write all the fic comments! :'D Good! Otherwise I would never catch up with the backlog I build. xD

Well, that other SPN ending fix-it idea I had... it has a title now. And I know what I want out of it too. So... guess I have to write it. xD

I don't want gen AI in my browser I don't want gen AI in my pc I don't want gen AI in my art I don't want gen AI in my games I don't want gen AI in my music I don't want gen AI in my movies I don't want gen AI in my books I don't want gen AI in my cart I don't want gen AI in my life

ai this ai that wheres the aì (爱).........💔........

So this time my "research" only took me like 5 minutes to lead me right back to SPN. xD

a mask is the thing you’re looking for. it is the visible reminder of how things have changed, that you acknowledge we are not coveted “normal” times—but unlike donation-earned tote bags or symbolic beaded bracelets, the mask is community care in both form & immediate function.

Oh wow, suddenly you have a desperate need for social and artistic skill sets? Amazing. Anyway, eat a cold loaf of Satan's ass cheese, fellas.

Oh I'll actually have to go on and read some religious websites now, huh? Never thought I'd be here in a million years. xD Yes, this is research for #SPNLove. Leave me alone. xD

By the Throat is the canon first meeting of Douglas and Willow, 19 pages with sword fighting, banter and some frottage but nothing fully explicit.

🖤By the Throat + Interlude🖤 A collection of two black and white comics, now up on my patreon store. www.patreon.com/posts/by-throat-comic-146085599 [ #⚔️ ]

When I first got more friendly with my work friend, she actually used AI to a degree BUT after I explained why it is bad to her, she stopped and now we rage about how terrible AI is together. :'D So there is hope! For some people at least.

Techbros seem to love Tolkien, so here's an analogy to help you understand what genAI is. GenAI is The One Ring. You think your use is justified, b/c you don't have evil in your heart. But it came from evil, it is intended for evil purpose, & anything you do with it will be twisted to that end.

what do they gain from this

I wrote not just 1 but 3 comments on a fic today. I have some backlog to take care of. :'D

Not pro tip because I am not a pro by any means but: I've been making covers for my stories by looking through free and liscence-free photos, editing them myself and that does the trick for me! So "I can't afford it" is no excuse whatsoever. Anyone can do that!

Every writer who generates a slop image for their work is a class traitor. "I can't afford a visual artist" So your solution is stabbing artists in the back? Stealing from them? Furthermore, slop-generated imagery suggests slop-generated writing. That's how you're presenting yourself.

I unleashed my writing brain too much and now it wants me to write ANOTHER SPN Fix-It, not really post-canon this time, but still I've already done that TWO times! Leave me alone, writing brain! D:

EVERYONE GET MORE PASSIONATE AND SELF INDULGENT ABOUT CREATIVITY AND BEING HUMAN NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Golden hour [ #⚔️ ]

The truth about why I could not watch SPN S15 in 2020 (aside from not having watched 13 & 14 yet) is that I was too busy watching Unus Annus. xD

Not me writing over/around 2k words for 4 days in a row. O.O

I said this and I did not think I could even end the Christmas short fic today, even less while I was in the middle of writing just now. But I did actually finish it! :D

Anyway time to finish that Christmas short fic which made me really miss my post-canon fic. xD It's not that I don't like no-monsters AUs or any AUs for that matter, but damn I am SO attached to canon-universe Destiel. :'D (I almost just left that as canon Destiel, not wrong but. xD)

I did do a little bit of plotting for #SPNLove today and the hell did I get myself into? Like what is this mess and why is it SO hard to piece together? D: No wonder SPN is such a fever dream and nothing makes sense! xD

If I had not literally finished reading a Destiel roommates fic, I would now have an idea for one. xD I gotta stop imagining Destiel in any reddit story I hear that vaguely would fit them. xD

Ever since I got into my SPN craze I have watched so little youtube videos and yet... there are none for me to watch now that I want to watch one? Like how did I used to do this all day every day? o.o