carson beck hate watch

Carson Beck is the lion who does not concern himself with completions

i should be in the mountains rn...

maybe if I kill myself the world will go back to normal

everything gets better after I leave

I had a Micheal Jordan flu game at work yesterday but I'm feeling so much better today!!! :3 Anyways, Dab Time~ (blinker checkpoint) 🌿💨

got some cute and cozy slippers for Xmas!! 🥰

got some cute and cozy slippers for Xmas!! 🥰

that's what they call my leaky gock >:3 💦🏳️‍⚧️

merry Christmas y'all 🎄💕

merry Christmas y'all 🎄💕

NFL Films made this for all of us. A Carol of the DOINKS.

remember when you could just put in the cart/disc and just.. play the game? might have to blow on it but still now you have to go into your BIOS and look up guides on how to get a game running just for it to be at a loading screen forever despite the game costing 70 FUCKING dollars (Battlefield 6)

not to mention my dumbass 1000+ dollar "pro" phone losing all wifi and Bluetooth capabilities less than a year after having it lmfao technology is getting worse.

"what killed your love for gaming?" the fact that any game nowadays requires a system restart or some TPM bios settings to be enabled or some shit OR just straight up doesn't work most of the time. that's why I only play Umamusume nowadays because it's the only game that actually works.

add on "tries to play video games but runs into technical issues and gives up"

me: "why do people get tired of me?" List of "hobbies" I have: -Tiktok -venting -smoke weed -talk about doing art (never actually does it) -sleep (chronically eepy)

I love the horse girls...

JAKE PAUL GOT KNOCKED OUT LETS GOOO

I love the horse girls...

JAKE PAUL GOT KNOCKED OUT LETS GOOO

what a poggers day off lmao I fucking hate my life and the world I live in.

90% of my problems would be solved if I didn't live in a car dominated society. it's getting to the point where I either get to a city that has good public transport or imma just die and call it quits

car is fucked up, tried to do a simple repair, fucked it up even more lmaooo i think I'm just gonna die actually that sounds better than whatever hellscape I'm living in rn

there's definitely an alternative universe where the 9/11 attacks got pushed back a day and we're all here like "yeah bro 9/12 never forget 🙏"

your last saved meme had them like this

making snide comments towards trans retail/food service workers when they walk past you isn't going to get you your way in fact, with my managers you'll just get kicked from the store

making snide comments towards trans retail/food service workers when they walk past you isn't going to get you your way in fact, with my managers you'll just get kicked from the store

just gonna keep doing my drugs and telling myself everything is gonna be okay as I rot away in chicken grease hell until I'm in my 40s with nothing but regret and bitterness in my heart and maybe then I'll be brave enough to just

always said for the 8 years I wasn't living here that is never move back. should've stuck to my word.

cincinnati is my personal purgatory.

should we just drove west like my gut was telling me to. couldve been in Denver all settled by now...

to those of y'all trying to dm me, good luck. the government won't let me see that shit until I fork over my fucking ID because I got cursed with the fucking misfortune of living in ohio AGAIN when I didn't even wanna be here but people Care About Me™️ too much to let me make irrational decisions

i should be in the mountains rn...

like what if y'all are just AI chat bots meant to keep me from killing myself so I keep contributing to capitalism like the government just keeping me happy enough to barely stay alive but not actually allowing me to be actually happy my parents are in on it too, that's why they talk me outta shit

nothing is real actually

ITS GENUINELY LIKE A SICK JOKE AT THIS OOINT THIS HAS TO BE PROOF THAT GOD IN FACT *DOES* EXIST AND ONLY EXISTS TO PLAY STUPID FUCKASS GAMES WOTH MY LIFE LMAOOOOO genuinely divine taunting right here lmao I'm gonna fucking lose it because I could be living my fuCKING DREAM BUT NOOOOO

LIKE LEGIT MAKE THE DECISION 3 MONTHS EARLIER OR 2 MONTHS LATER AND ITS EASY PEEZY BRO LIKE HOW DO YOU CONTINUIOUSLY MAKE BAD DECISIONS AT RHE WORST TIMES ONLY FOR THE OPPORTUNITY TO MAKE THE DECISION EASIER ARISES 2 MONTHS LATER WHEN YOURE NO LONGER IN OOSITION TO TAKE ADVANTAGE OF IT LIKE WHATTT??

how am I supposed to be satisfied in life when every fucking TIME I MAKE A DEICISION ITS THE WORST CHOICE AND AT THE WORST TIME AND IF I JUST MADE THE DECISION EARLIER OR SOONER IT WOULDVE BEEN FINE BUT I MADE IT AT THE EXACT TIME TO GO HORRIBLY WRONG WHAT A FUCKING HELL IM IN THE SAME LOOP OVER AND

feeling gross and useless today... becoming too much of a routine... i crave more from life but life isn't in a giving mood...

I feel an intrinsic connection to Rice Shower. Like I know it's corny but God I really do being misfortune to everyone around me lmao

pls fire Zac Taylor

gameday fit! #bengals #nfl #whodey

im afraid this is just capitalism and mental health doing their things and just making killing any creativity or motivation and that this is the start of my dreams just slowly being crushed as time passes and suddenly I'm in my late 30s with no passion just trying to make it to the day I die

prob gonna give up on most things tbh things I want to do like drawing, streaming, posting and interacting on bsky, and even playing the Pokemon TCG just... don't happen anymore. and I have no ACTUAL desire to try and make them happen. I say I do, but I honestly don't feel it.

prob gonna give up on most things tbh things I want to do like drawing, streaming, posting and interacting on bsky, and even playing the Pokemon TCG just... don't happen anymore. and I have no ACTUAL desire to try and make them happen. I say I do, but I honestly don't feel it.

says this and proceeds to have a pretty nice shift LMAO

i hate my job