I don't have suicidal ideation per se my brain just frequently asks me "why are you even alive?" and I frequently answer "I don't even know tbh" I don't necessarily wanna die but I genuinely hate alot of my life would like to kinda just start over or something this run feels dead, I wanna reset.

god I love claymores 🥰

there is a non-zero chance that Dexter Morgan is a long descendant of (specifically low honor) Arthur Morgan

god I love claymores 🥰

CHIITAN??????

CHIITAN??????

holy shit that last pose is a fucking no DOUBTER to center right and is GONE

>tries to do something >sucks at it >try to improve? >nah >give up and hate yourself instead >never improve >repeat cycle for literal years with no progress >self worth is destroyed yayyy I love being me

moving sucks

for a pokemon Professor I sure do suck at pokemon 😭😭😭

for a pokemon Professor I sure do suck at pokemon 😭😭😭

acab includes landlords except this one they just said if I could pass a move out inspection I'd be good to go without any fees or credit hits!

looking more and more likely that I get evicted lol

please help y'all, I'm in such a hole...

looking more and more likely that I get evicted lol

dexter morgan? more like... sexter morgan... heh... sexter..? but... i barely knew 'er!! 😛

🚨 anyone who wants to help me break my lease and move to a better place can feel free to donate to my Kofi 🚨 everything helps <3 #MutualAid #Promosky #trans #help

dexter morgan? more like... sexter morgan... heh... sexter..? but... i barely knew 'er!! 😛

my first win 🥳🥳🥳 #balatro #transrights

🚨 anyone who wants to help me break my lease and move to a better place can feel free to donate to my Kofi 🚨 everything helps <3 #MutualAid #Promosky #trans #help

coming to the realization that no sane human would ever pay $1800 for a deposit on a place with a 6 month sublease lmaoooo my landlord fucked me and now I'm gonna be here with no job until I get evicted lmao

sometimes I wonder how much better life would be if I never started streaming back in July. that's where the downfall started. things were going so well beforehand. i hate that I'm able to pinpoint it so precisely. I got consumed and now I'm just a shell.

i think if you ride public transit enough you learn that most weird behavior is not dangerous, and conversely i think driving a car teaches you that everyone is trying to kill you at all times

im too trapped in my head to get to a better life

GM y'all, got a really start go focusing on packing for my move soon 🙃

balatro is fun despite not having won yet 😭

balatro is fun despite not having won yet 😭

they call me the bay harbor bunny

i wanna play bf6 so bad 😭

sonic is goated: all day breakfast and you can get redbull in the combo meals 🙏 perfect for hungover buns like me :3

also why the fuck is my upper respiratory system so fucking useless and dysfunctional?? I never have access to both nostrils being open at the same time unless I'm standing and there's been just a constant film of gunk in my throat for the last couple days like wtf

hey chat, how to I stop waking up with a huge weight of self hatred that takes like 2-3 hours of my day to shed enough just to get out of bed?

they call me the bay harbor bunny

a reminder that I'll start using the new model at 500 followers, which is 1) 32 followers away and 2) looking pretty nice, I think, so I'm decently excited for it :)

woke up feeling bleh

prog is loving me 😵‍💫

wooo mania fuuuuun...

🏳️‍⚧️ Goals 🏳️‍🌈

Work selfie :3 Feeling pretty cute today hehe 🫣

pokemon story filler episode/chapter plot: World Renowned Pokemon Beauty Pageant trainer is caught dying her pokemon to look like shinies

i just wanna be a pretty girl, living in a pretty place with a pretty partner and a pretty life is that too much to ask??

pokemon story filler episode/chapter plot: World Renowned Pokemon Beauty Pageant trainer is caught dying her pokemon to look like shinies

I keep catching gummy fish idk how 😭 ft. @kreep.gay & @lucifynx.bsky.social #vr #vrchat #furry

I know a lot of puppygirls follow me so answer the question >:3

Work selfie :3 Feeling pretty cute today hehe 🫣

I keep catching gummy fish idk how 😭 ft. @kreep.gay & @lucifynx.bsky.social #vr #vrchat #furry

Is this self care? #vr #vrchat #furry

im gonna make things work they have to work failure is not an option.

Caught a gummy fish in VRChat with a cute goat today! :3 @kreep.gay