ill give a more detailed update regarding our conversation once im on winter break and in a better headspace. right now i am explaining that i am putting a pin on this for the sake of my well being and to focus on my studies

if you guys can listen to this that'd be cool

it is genuinely tragic to me seeing people not able to be outside and enjoy crisp cold months with snow everywhere. i get the opposite of seasonal depression this time of year

yeah i'm actually pissed off rn

i'm actually lowkey pissed tf off rn but it's ok we ball

guys, me and flare had a conversation after all that's happened regarding the bulba incident. we have resolved everything and we are now on good terms. please don't hate him or think he's entirely on bulba's side ;; i talked to him directly and he gave me full clarity on what happened.

cyberbullying is very overlooked because of how normalized it has become to spread hate and negativity. reminder that u can have ur own opinions and not be rude ab others opinions that differ from urs :)

lowkey considering taking a break from the edm scene for a bit. i still like to work on music with my friends ;; but moving forward i think i'm gonna lay low in communities due to the amount of weirdos i have encountered and after the whole thing with bulba & darius black hope y'all understand lol

ok guys heres where i stand politically anti trump pro choice pro lgbtq anti ICE BLM #metoo pro palestine anti fatphobia roe v. wade pro labor rights pro women's rights anti maga no one is illegal on stolen land yh

sometimes it makes me sad that i'll never get to be that normal kid i always just wanted to be. not only do people mostly know me at school as the kid with a dead dad, i'm now controversial in the edm scene all because i called someone out on what they did to me. sometimes i wish i was normal lmao

i am sorry. i am sorry. i know most of you would never. it's not you. it's just my own issues

anyone in the edm scene has either a form of family issues or just straight issues with their head

btw me and my gf talked ab the incident regarding the guy trying to make me break up w her. let it be known i will NEVER let some fuckass rando on the internet tell me to break up with my gf whom ive openly expressed commitment too and have been with for several years. if u have a problem then gtfo

This dude did the same shit to me so not surprising. I am a patient person and I put up with it for a WHILE, but now it's worn me down to the point where it's like nope you're gone. From what I've heard from others he still tries to stalk me TO THIS DAY.

i might take a break from music collabs for now cuz there's this guy who won't leave me alone and he has a history of stalking ppl .. he also tried getting me to break up w my gf of almost 4 years so i can "find a bf" he's weird as fuck. he also keeps adding me on his alts 😭 @iamcynik.bsky.social

y is hazbin hotel suddenly getting glazed like y'all weren't dogging it .5 seconds ago 😭😭😭

the world is ur anus so peg it with honesty 😎

These next couple of weeks are gonna be quite special in terms of releases that's all I'm gonna say :>

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MY CHOIR TEACHER WOULD BE VERY DISAPPOINTED IN MY VOWELS THO.....

Been working on this one for a lil bit now today but shoutout @complexivetunes.bsky.social! Had to give this the complextro mashup treatment :>

i love you guys so much don't go bald

btw me and some of my good friends are still reaching out to other past victims — we want them to get the justice they need as well and i am not backing down until most if not all the people bulba has hurt gets the support they deserve.

i hope bulba realizes that nothing he said in the response document actually helps his case. in fact, it makes it a lot worse. at this point, bulba & amflara are done for, or at least i HOPE they're done for. good fucking riddance

DUDE LITERALLY

exactly what i tried to tell you guys for months but you refused to listen 🤐

this is a common theme for bulba & his friends. they cover everything up & he tries to make himself look like a victim by twisting the narrative. he only listened to me when i got one of his ex friends involved

i stood and told word for word what happened and WARNED you guys exactly how he was gonna respond. if y'all don't believe me, that's on you. and i'm not taking anything back

Response doc just LITERALLY proved this right OMFG

And even AMFLARA covering BULBA's action and talking as if they have no relation? Didn't they like try covering up this? "Crwtivity anarchy" mhm...

let me clear this up; NO, it was no smear campaign, and YES, all the screenshots in the doc are unedited and true. all this is doing is proving my points more that he twists the story

yooo this isn't my usual but if y'all can peep this that'd be cool <33 docs.google.com/document/d/1...

what's life again

no cuz i feel the slightest bit uneasy being in dream clinic now is that bad ??? like i love dream clinic but i think it's just the fact that i'm literally the ONLY minor there now so i guess i just feel a bit out of place ?? also one of the members did some wild ass shit to me

whatever y'all do don't listen to to the forsaken while taking the fattest shit of ur life i am currently having an explosive meltdown both up here AND down there

"we can start talking enough whe-" actually we can NEVER talk again. disrespecting me, mistreating me, using me, dropping me like i was nothing and then using my trauma against me to try to take the whole friend group with u kinda hurt me man 😗 best wishes js get tf away from me

should i just quit

lowkey would anyone notice if i just

hello i'm boosting for another time cuz i rly don't want this to be like forgotten as they desperately need the money 😭

GUYS WHATEVER U DO DON'T BE LIKE ME I ATE A BIG BUG BAG OF DINAMITAS AND I'M CURRENTLY SHITTING SO HARD I THINK I BROKE THE SEWAGE SYSTEM

my dad has smth to say

if people wanna consider lgbtq+ or diverse people illegal we might aswell all be illegal cuz america is literally stolen land 😭😭

please go help what's happening in america is truly terrifying ;( sending prayers over to u and ur friends @freezitsu.bsky.social i hope ur able to leave i can't really help in terms of finances due to me being a minor and not being allowed to leak personal things like that but i'll spread the word

i'm 16 now #suckitdad

Y'ALL MY BIRTHDAY IS SOON SHOULD I HOST AN EVENT IN MY SERVER LMFAO